Tears
Crying is something I want to do freely, but it’s hard to when you will get yelled at for showing emotion.
I don’t say anything to anyone, I have no one, no friends, no relationship, no feeling in emotion.
I’m scared to walk and cry in front of people, because of when I was in middle school I was called a crybaby and annoying. Everyone hates me. Everyone hates me.
I would say this to myself everyday for years.
How do I cry to someone when I don’t want them to judge me?
There is no one for that, there is no hope for me.
Good night, horrible dreams, like mine every night.
