Awkward me

I dont know the whos and hows

But i know the ups and down

I feel like a failure

And thats self instilled doubt.

Feel like m in scenery

mountain standing majestically

Bottom seems far too wide

feels to me like a bumpy ride

And top is in clouded crowd

Where is my courage now

dont feel like standing proud.

I can see the river around

which all the trees surround

May be i need a daily swim

But i don't really know how

I feel like a failure

And thats self instilled doubt

I know in some twenty years

I will say myself to be proud

Do something apart from crowd

Right now i can feel my tears

And some misplaced silly fears

To be continued..