The Good Girl Diaries

The Good Girl Diaries

Chapter One

We had been chatting online on and off for about 2 years from when i went through my divorce. He was sweet, sympathetic, easy going. Talking to him was a refreshing reprieve from the stress and depression of work and the divorce. We could speak to each other about anything. From the most mundane to the most kinky things. We became really close. We were different in so many ways. Nothing in common. I'm a white collar worker in a stressful 9-5, wear specs and hijab, socially awkward, fat in all the wrong places, self conscious. He's an occupational therapist in the military, tall, slightly chubby, solid, does soccer and beers with the guys after work. Life was so simple and effortless for him. I was struggling mentally and emotionally. I needed something.

We had chatted about sex many, many times. He knew what my kinks were and i knew his. Our chats always inevitably went in the direction of sex. He wanted to meet in real life. I didnt. I couldnt bear to face him after everything we've spoken about. I was too shy.

Going home from work one day i punctured a tyre which soon went flat. It was dark already. In a city i didnt really know and where i didnt have any family or friends. The insurance road assist was going to take at least an hour to get to me. I knew he worked somewhere nearby this area and i trusted him so out of desperation and fear I decided to call him. He said if i ever needed anything i should call him. He was there soon enough. I was so relieved to not be alone on this highway near a notoriously dodgy area. He changed the tyre in 5 minutes and insisted on following me home.

We got to my gate and sat in the car talking about nothing in particular. My closed fists and avoidance of eye contact were noticed by him. He told me not to be so nervous. This only served to make me more nervous. He didnt dare bring up any of the stuff we'd chatted about. I was grateful for that. We'd exchanged photos before, you know the ones where you put on makeup and you take 10 photos in the most flattering positions and lighting and then choose the best one to send. He told me i looked better in real life, with my specs and everything. He was an average looking guy, but just had this cool, confident vibe about him. I was sooo attracted to this man. He was so much more at ease than I with this kind of commamding presence. It was so awkward. I said i should probably go inside. It was getting late. He asked if he could kiss my cheek and we said goodbye.

10 minutes later i got a text.

Karl: You're such a babe...

Me: It was really good to meet you. Sorry I'm so shy. Thanks so much for helping me. It was so kind of you

Karl: Anytime. I like your shyness Babygirl. Do you wanna come by my place for supper on Friday after work?

Me: Okay. That would be cool :)

Cool wasn't the way i was feeling. I was popcorn popping, overflowing in one of those machines in the mall.

Chapter 2

So the week droned on till Friday. I tried to look my best. It was cold. I pulled up to his driveway and psyched myself up to go in. Decent muslim Girls shouldn't be doing this.

He tried his best to make me feel comftble. Put some wood on in the fireplace and we sat and had supper and sat and chilled. I was highly self conscious as he moved closer to me on the couch. I tried to avoid eye contact but he softly pushed my head up from under my chin and he looked me directly. At this point I'm vibrating with anxiety.

Karl: You have such beautiful big brown eyes Sweetheart

Me: You too...

(how awkward)

He makes hot chocolate for us and sits down next to me again.

Karl: Babygirl, I need you to be mine.

He knows me. He knows what i want. He scoops up some milk froth from the hot chocolate with his finger and holds it up to my lips.

Karl: Open sweetheart

I open as he puts his finger in my mouth. I can't believe this is happening. He kisses my lips. I feel his tongue enter my mouth and i suck instinctively.

He takes off my hijab and tells me he loves my bushy, wild, black, curly hair. I love his full beard and moustache.

He tilts my head to the side to kiss my neck. Im too shy to move, but i want this. His hand is on my shirt, unbuttoning. I hold his hand and say I'm shy and I'm chubby

Karl: Babe i love your chubby parts. I want to see you. I've wanted this for so long. I promise it won't go any further.

I asj him to take off his shirt and jeans so i feel less naked. His shoulders are broad, his chest furry like his beard. He's solid. My shirt slips off and i take my jeans off and feel his eyes all over me as i cover myself with my hands.

Karl: You're gorgeous princess.

He holds me close, in a hug and kisses my forehead softly. I can feel his erection poking my tummy and his hand go under my bra cup and over my nipple. His hands are rough, callused. Im wet right now. He lays with me on the couch, my head on his chest with his arms around me. I don't know why, but i feel safe.

Karl: Are you mine now Princess?

Me: Yes Daddy

Karl: Good Girl

I change and he gives me a bar of my favourite chocolate and a kiss and follows me driving home.

Im on a high. I can't sleep.

Text from Karl: Thinking about Daddy's girl, I want you so badly babe

Me: I want you too Daddy. I'm wet and squishy down there...

Karl: Next time Daddy needs to feel how wet you are Kitten...

Me: Night Daddy

Chapter 3

Text from Karl: Hi Babygirl. How was your day?

Me: Hi Karl. I had the most stressful, horrible day. I actually feel like crying. How about you?

Karl: Aww Princess, don't be sad. Let Daddy take care of you tonight. Pick you up at 7?

Me: Thanks Daddy. See you soon. Mwah

We get to his place and he shuts the front door behind us and pins me to the wall. "Princess I want you to tell me evrything thats making my little girl sad. Start from the beginning Babe. I want to know everything"

I start telling him about how my boss has been on my back with impossible deadlines. He's kissing my neck while I vent. Hes unbuttoning my shirt and undoing my bra. I gasp and he tells me to keep going. Hes kissing my breasts, cupping them, sucking on my nipples. I can feel myself instantly wet.

"Go on Angel"

I go on as he takes my pants and panty off and kisses my chubby tummy rolls down to my pussy. I cant remember what I was saying when i feel him part open my lips, pushing my legs wider apart. I feel so exposed, vulnerable, shy, hes seeing my most private parts. I feel his pleasantly prickly beard against my lips and then his tongue against my clit. His lips sucking mine. Trying to suck in my tiny clit. I feel his finger push into my wet warm folds and deep into my pussy and i can no longer hold in my moans.

"Daddy"

"Yes Angel"

He fingers my pussy as he sucks on my clit. His mouth is warm, wet.

"I need Daddy's cock inside me"

"I know Angel, but not until you've cum"

I hold on to handfuls of his short hair and edge closer and closer. I feel him suck hard on my clit and i cant hold it anymore. I cum and cum

"Daddy its too sensitive"

He stands up again and undresses, taking me by the hand to the bed.

He lays me down and gets on top of me. I feel his thick hard cock filling me. Deeper. Deeper

"Daddy's girl feels so good Angel"

"Daddy you're so deep inside me"

"Daddy loves being inside your warm, wet, tight princess parts. Is Daddy's girl still on the pill?"

"No Daddy. Can you cum in my mouth?"

"Princess will you swallow all of Daddy's cum?"

"Yes Daddy"

"Fuck Princess you are so perfect and gorgeous. On your knees"

I get on my knees. Hes standing infront of me. I look up at him and open my mouth, taking in his cock, tasting my wetness and his precum.

"Princess you're going to make me cum so hard, looking up at Daddy like that"

He holds my head in his hands as i lick and suck on him. My mouth is warm, wet, sucking.

I take him as deep as i can, looking up at him, gagging. This pushes him over the edge and I swallow spurt after spurt of Daddy's thick, salty, sweet cum. He helps me to my feet and kisses me deeply, tasting my mouth.

"Thank you Princess"

Chapter 4

We both had dark fantasies. We had discussed them before. I needed to hand over control completely. I needed to be dominated, to really be fucked, to be used sexually. To be hurt and made to orgasm over and over till i couldnt bear it anymore. He knew all this. He knew of my need to be taken out of my chaotic, busy mind. I needed to feel to stop thinking. He was naturally dominant, mentally and physically and is spilled over into his sexuality. He was equally caring and loving, although he had another side. A need to have someone hurt for him. To cause physical pain. He never allowed this part of him to go too far.

We had a date. I packed a picnic basket and he set up blankets and pillows infront of the fireplace. I came in and was greeted with a hug. I inhaled his familiar scent and warmth, the smell of his cologne mixed with his pleasant bodily odour. It always made me feel light headed. It was my opiate. He lifted my head at my chin and looked at me.

"You look beautiful Kitten."

I unpacked the basket and set up supper infront of the fireplace. We ate and talked.

"Babygirl i need you to show Daddy how you make yourself cum"

I immediately felt hundreds of prickles of anxiety and impending embarassment all over my skin.

"Daddy I'm shy"

"Kitten Daddy needs you to obey"

I put my hand under my dress.

"No Princess, undress for Daddy, sit and spread your legs so Daddy can see his Princess' parts nicely"

I took my dress and underwear off and sat on the blanket, legs spread.

"Now show Daddy how you play with your Princess parts"

I couldnt look him in the face. I started rubbing my clit in tiny circles, pushed one of my fingers into my pussy.

"Look at me Princess"

I looked up at him as i fingered and rubbed myself.

"Daddy wants to see how deep down your throat I can go?"

He put 2 fingers on my lips and i opened my mouth. He pushed his fingers deep in my throat

"Don't stop Babygirl. Push 2 fingers inside your pussy. Deep"

I carried on fingering my pussy and felt my pussy clench everytime i gagged on his fingers. Looking up at him, teary eyed, spit running down my chin

"Thats a good girl. Daddy's girl looks so sexy"

I came hard with his fingers gagging me.

He took off his pants and underwear and i took his cock into my mouth.

"I need to fuck my Babygirl's pretty mouth"

He held my head and pushed his cock deep into my throat as I gagged, looking up at him. He pushed deeper. Fucking my mouth, looking down at my teary eyes as i choked on his cock

"Princess you are so fucking amazing"

He held my head firm and fucked my throat faster, deep, hard and came all over my face and glasses.

My pussy was soaking wet i was so turned on.

We kissed and cuddled until he got hard again.

"On your hands and knees Kitten"

I got on all fours and was winded as i felt him push his hard, thick, long cock all the way inside my pussy at once. He grabbed my ponytail and pulled hard as he fucked my pussy hard and fast, pumping in and out of me. I could feel him hit against my cervix. His cock stretched my pussy, his balls slapping against me.

"Daddy i want your cum inside me"

"Are you sure Baby? Daddy wants to come inside you so much. You are so wet and tight"

"Yes Daddy"

I felt his cock throb and spurt deep inside me. As he pulled out his cum ran down the inside of my thigh

"You're so sexy my Angel"

He enveloped me in his arms and kissed my forehead, nose, cheeks and lips gently while he combed stray spirals of my dishevelled hair through his fingers as I fell sound asleep

Chapter 5

I was woken up the next morning by Daddy's tongue tickling my most sensitive spot in my most slippery, warm part. I lubricated almost instantly as Daddy pushed my legs further apart and opened my lips completely apart and sucked on my tiny jellybean.

"Daddy.... fuck... Daddy.... uhhhh... Daddy"

"Yes my Sweet Girl"

He positioned his hard cock at my pussy and pushed a few times until he was fully inside me.

"Fuck me Daddy... please"

He held me down, his hand around my throat, applying pressure, starting to fuck me hard, jarringly. My breasts shaking with every thrust. I didnt know he was this strong. I couldn't breathe, trying to pull his hands off my neck. He slapped me, hard across the face. At this point I'm seeing stars and his thick cock is stuffed inside my creaming pussy. Im going to cum. He knows this. I feel him bite my nipple and pull with his teeth

"Yes Princess...cum on Daddy's cock."

I feel stream after stream of pleasure pulsing, radiating through me.

" Thats a good girl"

Shortly after I feel his cock pulse deep inside me and I'm grateful. I was ready to tap out.

I went about my day at work with Daddy's cum leaking out of me, his scent all over me. I felt owned, claimed, used. I didnt care if anyone thought I smelled of cum. Daddy had marked his territory.

Chapter 6

Angel will you take Daddy's cock in your cute behind

In my bum?

Yes Princess

Okay Daddy, but won't it hurt?

It will at first my angel. Roll over onto your tummy Princess

I felt Daddy spread my tushy cheeks, exposing my closed hole. This made my princess parts start to lubricate. I felt his prickly beard first and then his lips kiss my hole. I couldn't believe Daddy was tickling my bum hole with his tongue. It felt so good. I felt his finger push inside my pussy while he licked my closed hole.

Uhhhhhh Daddy

Yes my angel

Daddyyyyy... Uhhhh...

Daddy took his finger out of my pussy and spread some of my wetness on my tushy hole and started rubbing softly, pushing.

Relax Angel. Im going to push inside my little girls hole. I need you to push like you are doing a doodoo, okay?

I pushed and slowly felt my hole stretch around his finger.

Thats a good girl.

Daddy kissed my tushy cheeks and pushed his finger slowly in and out of my tight hole. Then he got ontop of me. I felt the tip of his hard cock push against my hole. Before i could say anything he pushed harder until the head squeezed inside. I felt this blinding, searing pain and real panic.

It hurts too much. I can't

He used his weight to hold me down and held my wrists together against my lower back so i couldnt push him. I tried to squeeze my legs together to get him to pull out

Itll be okay in a minute Princess. Just push and trust Daddy. Shhh you're such a good girl. You're still very tight around Daddys cock. Relax Baby

He stayed still like that for a few minutes, kissing the back of my neck.

Are you ready Princess

Umh yes Daddy

He pushed further into me. I felt like my hole, already stretched beyond capacity was on fire. It stung and burned.

Princess you're so tight around me. You make Daddy feel sooo soo good

Daddy it stings so much

He reached under me and started rubbing my clit.

Fuck Princess you are so hot and tight you're going to make Daddy cum too soon

Daddy I can feel you soo deep in my bum, in my tummy

Daddy started fucking my bum in purposeful, steady, deep strokes. My tight ring was on fire. I couldn't think. I just felt the pain and it hurt sooo good.

Daddy came inside me and laid ontop of me for a while, stroking my hair until he became soft and then pulled out of my very sore swollen hole.

Daddy spread my tushy cheeks again and kissed it better before i snuggled up against him to cuddle.