Maybe the end, maybe the beginning.
"You killed me." the girl opposite her looked at herself with hatred. "No, I didn't kill anyone." she replied it. In fact, she knew it wasn't true. She just wanted to buy time.
"You think so? You're a murderer, Aydeniz. Accept it or don't. You killed the child inside you. And even more. You're bad people. And you'll live with it forever." she was going to turn around and leave, and she gave up. "By the way, as I've always said, nothing will ever improve." this girl didn't have to be so cruel. The facts hit her like a slap in the face. "I know," she said with her eyes full. "Damn, I know that."
This time it was the one who was surprised. "You... You don't normally give up. I mean so are you?" She knew that Aydeniz would not answer. "You're hopeless," she said, and continued. "Remember last year?" she asked a question. Aydeniz, she remembered. But she fell silent again.
"Even though you've been through so many difficulties, you've never been afraid. You weren't as cold and soulless as you are now. You had feelings. Do you realize how much you've changed, or what you've become?"
Aydeniz looked at the abyss behind her for a while. When she kept talking, she locked her gaze back at her. "I was there last year. You, you killed me. Why did you do that? Why didn't you feel sorry for us?" she had no answer. Fell silent. Again and again fell silent.
After a while, she came out of the bushes at the age of four or five. She stepped slowly across the moon and looked into her eyes. "Don't listen to her," she said, pointing out her bad side. "You're not evil. Just... You're so hurt." she said candidly. She loved this little one.
The voices in her head didn't stop. Everything was mixed up again. She's back in the abyss. She was watching for a long time. Maybe she'd never watch it again. Maybe it would all end here. It was something that was late. Should it have ended? She wasn't sure. But if she thought any more, she'd give up. She turned around for the last time. "I'm sorry," the little girl said, crying. And her bad side was smiling. She was glad that it would end. She always expected it.
She threw a glass bottle with a cork lid in her hand into the sea, hoping someone would find it. For the last time, a drop of tears fell from her eye. And the Earth absorbed this water, as if it had waited for this for years. She plucked a flower from the ground. She lingered with her for a while. And now that she's sure, she's taken a step. She had one foot in the void. And in her final step, the sky embraced her. And then the sky left her in the sea, thinking that he couldn't look at her. She felt her body integrate with water. She couldn't open her eyes, which she closed tightly, but she could see that the only person who said goodbye to her was the little girl. I guess that's everything. Maybe the end, maybe the beginning.
This time it was the one who was surprised. "You... You don't normally give up. I mean so are you?" She knew that Aydeniz would not answer. "You're hopeless," she said, and continued. "Remember last year?" she asked a question. Aydeniz, she remembered. But she fell silent again.
"Even though you've been through so many difficulties, you've never been afraid. You weren't as cold and soulless as you are now. You had feelings. Do you realize how much you've changed, or what you've become?"
Aydeniz looked at the abyss behind her for a while. When she kept talking, she locked her gaze back at her. "I was there last year. You, you killed me. Why did you do that? Why didn't you feel sorry for us?" she had no answer. Fell silent. Again and again fell silent.
After a while, she came out of the bushes at the age of four or five. She stepped slowly across the moon and looked into her eyes. "Don't listen to her," she said, pointing out her bad side. "You're not evil. Just... You're so hurt." she said candidly. She loved this little one.
The voices in her head didn't stop. Everything was mixed up again. She's back in the abyss. She was watching for a long time. Maybe she'd never watch it again. Maybe it would all end here. It was something that was late. Should it have ended? She wasn't sure. But if she thought any more, she'd give up. She turned around for the last time. "I'm sorry," the little girl said, crying. And her bad side was smiling. She was glad that it would end. She always expected it.
She threw a glass bottle with a cork lid in her hand into the sea, hoping someone would find it. For the last time, a drop of tears fell from her eye. And the Earth absorbed this water, as if it had waited for this for years. She plucked a flower from the ground. She lingered with her for a while. And now that she's sure, she's taken a step. She had one foot in the void. And in her final step, the sky embraced her. And then the sky left her in the sea, thinking that he couldn't look at her. She felt her body integrate with water. She couldn't open her eyes, which she closed tightly, but she could see that the only person who said goodbye to her was the little girl. I guess that's everything. Maybe the end, maybe the beginning.
