Day I
I don't know what I'm feeling anymore
I feel like I lost my soul into the ocean
And it's so deep, I can't reach it
But maybe you can
If you want to
But you don't.
It seems like you don't care
And maybe I'm the fool in this story
Because I trusted you and perhaps I was wrong
I didn't realized that you are meant for someone else
Someone that it's not me
Maybe I will never be..
And I'm sad
Because I think I love you
And this love it's just freakin stupid
Like me
I wonder .. Do you ever think about me ?
Do I ever cross your mind ?
Too little, too late
And that's for the best right now
Because you destroyed me
With your indifference with your coldness
And watching you leave me for someone else
Made me realize
That you're not mine to give or keep
You never were
Never will be
So I'll just jump into the darkness of the night
Searching for my soul into that same ocean
That you drowned me.
