Blair Rose
I'm in a crowded room but completely alone. It is better this way. This way I don't have to worry about others getting hurt. I can focus on myself. And myself only!
I am currently living in my sixth Foster home in two months. When I was a child my mother got addicted to drugs and I never knew my farther. But when I turnt seven social services took me away from her and put me in care. It is an understatement to say no one wants me.
I am trouble.
I walk into the schools canteen as noise interfere with my straying thoughts. As I menacingly walk across the room I look at the diffrent groups of teens claiming their usual tables. The popular kids are in the centre of the room. The small group of rebels are by the window. The drama and music kids mix at the table by the bin. The geeks and nerds are sworn enemies for some reason as the nerds are in the library and geeks in the computer rooms. There isn't a athletic group since all of them are parts of diffrent groups and hate each other. And the anti social kids such as myself just dot around the school.
Everyone is inside since it is cold and raining but this is me, I love the rain. But I don't want to get wet since I still have one more class. I sit outside under a balcony so I stay dry. I always sit here no matter the weather.
I grab my food from the canteen as I walk out ignoring the yelling and laughter. I put my bag down next to me. As I place my butt on the cold stone of a bench my phone rings and after seeing the name I listen to my ring tone for a moment before picking it up.
"you brat you stole my sons money out of his piggy bank. He has been saving up for three years now. I carnt believe I took a ungrateful girl into my home. Don't come back. Your social worker already has your things. She will be outside of your school at the end of the day to pick you up. I hope they send you to an orphanage you... "
I hang up before that screeching pig could finish. I hated her son he was a pain in my ass. I didn't steal her piglets money, he most probably did it him self to get rid of me.
I couldn't eat I lost my appetite again. I just sit there and I decided to call my social worker Pip to find out some information about the lucky people. She picks up on the third ring.
"why are you calling me Blair you should be at school"
"I am at school. Its lunch and Suzie just called me having a rant."
"why are you complaining about her your the one who took the money"
"it wasn't me this time. Anyways I called because I wanted to know about the new folk."
"you will get a pack like you always do"
"oh come on you know those packs are just propaganda."
"just go to class Blair I carnt have you messing up the only thing you have left" with that she hangs up. Did she seriously just say that. Uhh I carnt wait for school to finish so I can leave these clowns and there jokes.
My last lesson is art which I am quiet happy about. Its the one lesson I enjoy. As per usual I sit in my normal seat and Blue tryes talking to me. Honestly him and his friend are the only ones who try. I just ignore them though.
"Hey Blair. I love your drawing..."he tryed waiting for a reply but I gave him non.
" why won't you talk to me. I don't bite. I simple just want to talk about art"i turn to look at him and there is a hint of hope in his eyes
"I have had a pretty shitty day Blue and after school it is just going to continue. So please try to understand my lose of need to talk" I then pull out my earphones and put them in pretending I'm listening to music. He then sighs pulling out one of my earphones.
"hey!" I groaned annoyed at his presistance.
"you say that ever time. You say your having a bad day."
"that's because I am I always have to deal with unesery yet unsurprising bad news"
"that still doesn't give you the right to be a bitch. Ever one deals with there own problems your no diffrent. Talk to someone. Talk to me. I could help."
"No one can help me with this"
"you don't know that in fact one of my problem I could use to help you if you just tell me the problem"
"not happening. Now please leave me alone."
"tell me the problem and these people can make it disappear" he instantly got a look of regret on his face he stands up
"shit. Sorry. Forget I said anything" he said before he ran out the room with the teacher calling after him. Everyone was now looking at me with disgust. Why are kids so judgy I didn't do anything!
"Ms Blair do you know why Mr Blue just ran out of my classroom" the teacher said trying to turn to blood to cold. Ha bitch jokes on you I'm already cold blooded. I just shrug my shoulders and put my head down and continue working. Everyone was still looking at me but slowly they all look away.
When the bell rings I pack my stuff up and walk out the class towards my locker. I find a certain bitch there waiting for me. Maisy. Blues girlfriend. The biggest slut in the school. It is only a matter of time before she breaks Blues heart and I don't want to be there when it happens so I don't break her face. Blue and his friend Aaron have always been kind. Blue doesn't deserve to feel pain from the bitch but I cannot put my input in or the two boys would think I'm being kind and want to be friends with them.
Maby if my life was diffrent we could have been friends.
