Chapter 1- "HOPE"
When I woke up every day I wake up with a sore body not because of some useless sex, but because of the physical beatings I have got from my ex daily, I wanted to be a Phoenix bird everyday when I get from my bed, I always end up in negative thoughts while I watch myself in the mirror. I always wondered what my parents be like, what they are upto? Do they miss me? Do they still remember me? Do I still get a chance to meet them up in my future? I have always questioned myself but the truth is one day when the time comes I will be really happy with my family. Oops sorry I carried away a bit let me introduce myself I'm cambria 23years old mastered in clinical psychology I'm an orphan grew and brought up in India 🇮🇳 all may ask what happened to my parents but that's for
later, I'm now in 🇬🇧 UK pursuing my job, only thing I'm relaxed and I'm always happy while I'm doing my job. Now that's over !!!! While I was here in my room I heard some naughty noises I went to see up but all I could see is my boyfriend Blaze cheating on me with another woman giving her all the pleasure and the
fakest
love he could and threw them in the garbage. He never respected nor loved me. All I could is bit my lip and get away from the stupid house. Once I'm out I put my brave face and tell myself "CAMBRIYA YOU'RE BORN TO BE A SUCCESSFUL WOMAN TO MAKE YOUR PARENTS FEEL PROUD OF YOU ONEDAY, NEVER MAKE THEM DISAPPOINT, NOW PUT YOUR BRAVEST SMILE TO MAKE OTHERS TO FEEL BETTER, LOVED & CARED!!!!!. My job is to analysis, the problem when the patient is with their mentally disturbed, to help them to figure out, to listen to them , to open up their feelings, share their grieve, and also to be their mental support. Isn't that bit crazy ? But no, everyday I trust myself and my confidence about my gut instincts Is always perfect to be a problem solver. "Hope" is my belief to show my strength always. I pray to God each and everyday and im also thankful to christ, because if not God i would died long long ago. Let's see what's more interesting in future!
