Pleasure Palace

…The sun shines though the window hitting my face instantly grabbing my phone I check the time 7:45am to early to be up, to early to really do anything but apparently me outta all people yesss mee though it would be a good idea to make an appointment at fucking 9:30 to get my nails fill in. Sliding my legs off the bed sitting up hunching over stretching my back my feet hit the cold marble floor I really need to get the carpet in here *signs* slipping my feet in the my slippers looking around my room its pink I'm a pink person.

I could live in pink my frame an head bored are a leather pink with small little diamonds encrusted in it my covers are soft pink with white polka dots my closest a slide door with a walk in my names Lojina im 22 Mexican american, own pleasure palace here in Denver Colorado

I'm a heel fanatic love lingerie im very home bond unless im working or the kids wanna do something baking is a passion of mine as well had started my own business knowing i needed to get out my mother and father house.

I could wear heels anytime of the day and night Monday though Sunday..

grabbing a pair of black stilettos open toe with sparkles along with a black sling shot an the make up I'll need for tonight putting them a in the bag along with my mirror and charger.

Leaving everything on my bed stepping in to the bathroom starting the shower grabbing a towel an my robe putting them on the sink stepping in to the the water as it splashes upon my skin humming to a song in my head -

"CAN YOU TELL HIM TO STOP MOCKING ME" my little sister mia barges in to my bathroom pulling open my curtain.

"I'm not even doing nothing stupid" Jose my little brother stands In the door

they biker back and forth yelling as if nobody can hear them. " Ya'll got to the count of three before I knock all yalls teeth down Ur throats go sit your ass down till I'm out and ready please" I tell them as I continue to rinse off my hair my curtain shuts as the door closes.

Ima have to redye my hair if I dont want the grays showing I have 5 siblings that all live with me starting about 11 1/2 months ago my parents were kill in a car accident an flew over the bridge landing in the water they never found their body's iv check day after day and still nothing it's like they gave up 1,2,3 and didn't even try.

My life wasn't bad, okay it wasn't good but it wasn't bad if that makes sense. My father and mother both love to party and drink there were days were I'd be stuck with 10 kids because every body was going out I was never the one to go anywhere I stay home an babysit my parents would come home an sleep shit piss go to work an do it all again an again. My mother and father cheated on eachother they had there good days and their bad days all I know is I wouldn't have a relationship like them an I wouldn't care I'd stay single if that was gonna be my life Iv taken care of my siblings if it weren't for me they would of starved and the house would of never been clean.

Can I pat my own back?

Grabbing my towel wrapping my hair up and sliding my rob on me tying the strings slipping my slipper back on .

Stepping out the bathroom grabbing a pair of shorts an a tank top putting them on walking out my room. we live in a pretty big house it was getting old an rotting some places after my parents passing I needed something to do an decided to fix the house up we did all the rooms first and then started on the kitchen dinning room and the basement I'll do last cuz it's not that important but I plan to make it a game/movie theater for my baby's popcorn machine candy food snacks all that stuff the floors are marble the railing around the stair case is black the walls are painted a frosted white the doors to all the kids rooms are white.

Missy and Mias room is a light purple their bedframs to the carpet the cover and even the closet door are purple missys crib is even painted purple the boys Juan, Jose and, Jonathan didn't want nothing painted they have the simple set of beds desk carpet tv closet an game systems. Thats what they wanted you ask you shall receive.

Knocking on all the doors yelling they all have 5 mins to be downstairs walking in to Mia an missys room I'm greeted by a small smiling baby girl Missy grabbing her a little dress changing her diper an then outfit I comb her hair and then put her little sandles on picking her up I turn off the lights an head back to my room putting on deodorant an my sprays putting them in the bag as well and grabs it taking it with me.

I shut the lights off shutting the door walking downstairs there all down stairs sitting down on the couches i love my kids (siblings ) even though their really not mine im their mother now an cant nobody tell me any different "i wish yall were this fast when I ask for help to clean" telling them as i sit down on the couch.

Putting Missy in her car-seat hand the kids my bag an purse as i grab my keys from the hook telling Jonathan to put the baby in the car as i grab some snacks form the pantry for all the kids while we do earns i text the kids godmother an tel her ill drop them off tonight around 8-8:30

locking my doors making sure everything is off i head out setting my alarm opening the car door getting in side handing the kids the bag " dont get nothing on the floor give the bottle to Missy" handing them the bottle for the baby turning on the air i plug my phone up an put on denvour bout me looking thu the mirror al my babys are nodding there heads like they know wassup i laugh out loud as they all look at me like im crazy shaking my head i turn up the music head to get my nails done.

pulling in to the parking lot i look at all the kids "okay ima be an hr maybe 2 i dont know how long y'all can either stay in here with the windows roll down and or you guys can come inside an sit down, im taking the baby in with me either way " they all yell out there stay in rolling down the widows taking the keys an grabbing the baby car-seat we head inside for my appointment i tell her i want pink coffin with glitter she sits me down an starts on my nails taking about an hour all my kids cam in maybe 3x to use the bathroom why they just didn't stay in here is beyond me my fat ass would of been sitting in here in the air fuck all that.. befor yall judge me about letting them stay in the car my kids are 17,15,12,9 missy was a newborn when my parents passaway.

Paying for my nails grabbing the baby walking outside as I hear my crew yelling at eachother in the car.

"You said 5$, so pay the damn 5$ jo"jose yell standing on the couch as they left the door open to my truck "first off get your ass off my couches like that second off why are you yelling like a bunch of idiots in a parking lot" I smack Jose foot of my seat strapping miss in her spot, Mias the first to speak up "jo said he give me 5$if I spit on the ladys car beside us when you walk in she started talking all kinds of mess about you leaving us in the car so we yell at her an he said I bet you 5 u won't spit on her car an I did but it missed when she pull out her spot" she turn her head an point at my brother as he roll his eyes at her.

Shutting the babys door i slide in to my spot an give mia 5$ then smack jo on the back of the head "dont tell them to do shit because if she would of got out her car I'd of have to open a can of asswhooping and I for one don't feel like being in jail" they all laugh glade they find it funny

"Lily said she's making tacos for dinner do yall wanna eat there or do u want me to stop somewhere an get you something to eat I have to head in early tiger message me about the club something came up so do you want me to pick you up at 2-2:30 tonight or do you want to stay there and I bring you all some cloths in the morning since she's having Molly's birthday party anyways".

Yes mine are spoiled but not rotten

Grabbing them Wendy's for lunch we head to lilys house (godmother) I thank her telling her ill bring cloths in the morning for them to message me what she needs in the morning. Kissing my kids on the head I leave..

Pulling in to the parking lot of my palace getting out handing the keys to Marcus so he can pull my car around back for me kissing his cheek. Miguel opens the door for me,

thanking him stepping inside the bright lights and music blurring has me smiling people are waving at me i nod my head back to all of them and continue to walk to the office throwing the door open im greeted by my bestfriend Lola

"hey my love" laying my jacket an purse on the couch by the hanger

"wassup chica, did you get your nails done lemme see" she says wrapping a rubber band around the money

walking up to her i show her my nails " bitchh it took about an hour an then had the kids with me so they was running in and out for the bathroom an mia tried to spit on some ladys car because jo dare her Missy stay asleep though it" telling her as i strip off my cloths changing in to the sling shot an grab my mirror an changer plugging it in and doing my make up

she giggles and shake her head finishing up her counting.

signing on to the computer as all the cameras flash on the screen i have them in the back outside the front on the side in the halls and the main area plus the kitchen and behind the bars you would think i was paranoid but i just wanna make sure nothing happens in my baby i didn't spend money on money just to run a club nah baby this is a palace bitch and its the best fucking placr ever and cant nobody tell me other wise, they would have my foot down their throats. took me almost a 2 years to get it how i wanted it and out.

we can say I was very surprised it actually blow up like it did

i pay the new bills that pop up on my email making sure everything is paid on time seeing whose clock in and whose lock out whose late an not coming in tonight there are about 52 girls that work here Monday though Sunday so it takes a while to figure out whose who, iv got promoting females that help but that's basically my best friend or me depending whats going on this week or that week next month or the month next iv got my girls in music videos or in something big that pays them im doing my part i just hope they do there part while working in my club and all i ask of them.

Iv never been this "outgoing" or "kind hearted" when i was growing up it was hard being the oldest I would imagine having an older brother because i wanted to feel like i could depend on someone else other then my self i could of had help watch all those kids i could of had more time to my self i was angry sad my depression was on the rise but i kept a smile on my face i did what i was told i try to be what everybody needed me to be and at the end i lost my self but i graduated high school i hated high school it was like the most depressing shit other then staying in my owe house me an a few of my cousins would escape to our tios house we could be our self's we could basically do what we wanted as long as we were not bulling nobody bringing the cops to the house other then that we had party's we drunk we "ran the street" it was the best couple yrs of our life to say the least if we had school we were there on the weekends my tio and my tia would host "cleaning party's" iv never understood why until i grown up living with my sibling they make the house dirty shit everywhere bruh its not cute like come on like now i know.

"hey, that one guy call again uh the one who sells coke down at Roxys club" Ming call over her shoulder sticking the money in to the safe on the wall.

"what did he want?" looking up at her

" i don't know he wanted to speak to you about doing business together and that he could make you more then you are making now" she says turning around as she locks the safe and walks over to he chair in front of my desk sitting down

"don't answer his calls no more, im not doing dirty business with his ass because when push comes to shove itll be my ass that takes the hits" siting back in my chair.

she gives me a high 5 getting up and heading down stairs to start her show sitting up right going to browser i type in to my cameras that i have hook on to missys baby bag making sure nothing is happing to my baby getting a full view of the front room my missy was asleep on the couch with pillows around her as her godmother was doing homework with the kids we didn't get to the day befor i turn off the cameras an sat back in my chair im paranoid i don't know if anybody is out to get my family or maybe it was a accident crash but nothing seems right and i cant wrap it around my head no more.

Knowing lily wouldn't hurt my babys but you never know who comes around an that scares me the most. really had to talk to my self in not putting cameras in the rooms knowing the kids need privacy an there own spaces to grown it just worry me someone breaking in and hurting them couldn't live with my self of I let something like that happen ..

Finnishing my hair and make up cleaning up my mess as tiger one of the bounces buzz in to the office

"Let me cut to it, foxys sent a few girls in found them snooping around as they got closer to the back, ask them what they wanted they got attitudes an left"

"Are you foreal" giggling as he shows me the recording on one of the video tapes " he's getting antys an bold, next time throw em in the basement " watching the cameras as he leaves the room nodding his head as he walks out the door locking behind him.

I'm in no shap.or form competing with these people on who has the best club its really not that big of a deal betting if they switch there girls to nun crack heads an actually clean the place up they have business his girls are sloppy, always high nasty never clean up after them selfs cant take care of equipment

Cant run a club if ur heads not in to it

Shaking my head grabbing my phone and money bag need to do my rounds make sure everything is in topnotch

Dressing rooms were clean showers were spotless you could smell the fabulous threw the club like I said I make sure my club is clean kitchen was clean food n drinks look good people were happy an content..

I didn't even have to dance tonight and made my money thats what you get when people like you something my "friend" at foxys won't ever know its a shame. Walking around the tables that people have left from collecting the trash an plates wipping them down

"Excuse me ma'ma " the heat flowing off the body behind me,"yes can I help you" babyyyy I mean baby if you could of seen the man in front of me pshhh lemme stop I dont got time to be fascinating over a man"names gio can we sit anywhere or " he ask looking around at the tables "yeah go on head suga I just clean these tables down take a seat an ill have one of the girls come on over here" walking away pulling lena to the side handing her the menus directing her to the table and going about my business.

I can feel this man watching my every move literally its like his eyes are burning my skin thats dramatic but you get it right?no? Maybe soo.

I feel weird like I cant look this man in his eyes because ill get stuck you know like them books ughhh ..

Watching ming side off the stage as the bounces sweep up her money helping her put it in the bag "Bitcch why you look like someone try to hit you with a car" waving her hands in my face as she sits on the chair around the table I was cleaning up "I'm fine just thinking" she didn't look convinced but left it alone "why do I gotta dance on a pole for money an all you gotta do is walk around helping an make money " laughing out loud ignoring her remarks lena pops out from behind the bar handing me the tissue paper with a number on it not even asking who its from because I already know " him and his buddy just left ask me to give you this and walk out.

Well he didn't waist no time did he..

Putting the napkin between my sling an breast finning help clean up its already 1 going on two and making sure nobody needed my help as I headed back to the office with ming right behind me helping her count her money which came to about 4500 wrapping it up in rubberbands she put it in the safe waving her hand grabbing her purse an leaving to go home..

I have sat in my seat for a good 25mins debating on texting this guy. I guessing what could go wrong taking my phone out an texting the number.

Messages-

-Hey its lolo from palace-

Giooo

-hey babygirl-

He wouldn't tell me why he wanted to talk to me skipping over my question he wasn't bad to talk to but I'm guessing he done fell asleep because I didn't get a message back.

What if he's gonna kill me? What if my kids are by there self ? Whose gonna keep an eye on them?? Signing i rub my eyes turning over