prologue
Osamu was the sweetest boyfriend in the whole world.
He was sweet, kind, generous, caring (to the people he cared/loved about) and basically everything you would want in a boyfriend.
He would give me cuddles at random times, attack me with kisses, praise me, etc. We would cook together, have sleepovers, karaoke sessons, movie dates, going to theme parks. Oh, the list goes on.
But one event change everything.
Sakusa Kiyoomi, one of the top three aces himself, asked me out.
Now, I was in trouble.
I used to like Sakusa back in the day.
When he came to Inarizaki for a week because they had a practice match with us, my eyes laid upon him and him only.
This was before me and Osamu started dating.
But now, that I was dating Osamu, I knew I was in big big trouble.
And the worst part was, he knew.
So, when Sakusa asked me out, I didn’t know he was eavesdropping and out of nowhere he came and attacked him.
...
We do not speak of that day... Or atleast I don’t.
Osamu had changed since then, and NOT in a good way.
He’s become protective, or should I say, possessive but in a way that I absolutely hate.
He abuses me. He threatens me. He rapes me.
I wish I could tell this to my parents but there is just one problem.
I don’t have parents.
They died in a car crash when I was 5 and my Grandma took me in and have been living with her since.
I wanted to tell my friends about this but Osamu said he’d spread nasty rumours about me and considering him as one of the Miya twins, I already knew I had no chance.
I was even thinking about telling his friends but imagining what he would do to me at home... Put an end to that.
We both are in a toxic relationship and I can’t take it anymore.
I don’t know if Osamu still loves me but one thing is for certain.
I don’t.
I just want to get out of this relationship soon so I could live freely as a human being once again but that fucker of a boyfriend has me wrapped around his little finger.
Will I be able to get out of his possessive grasp?
