𝘰𝘯𝘦.
⍆ ᴛʀɪɢɢᴇʀᴇᴅ ⍅
𝖠𝖽𝗋𝗂𝖺𝗇 𝖠𝗆𝖺𝗋𝗂𝗈𝗇 𝖠𝖽𝖺𝗆𝗌
ᴅᴇɴᴠᴇʀ, ᴄᴏ
I leaned against my car, standing in front of her driveway.
Contemplating if I should really go through with this decision.
It's been almost 6 months.
Maybe she just doesn't want to see me.I mean if she did she would've reached out, right?
I shook my thoughts away walking up the driveway slowly.
I reached the front door and a let out a huge sigh.
what am I doing here, she probably doesn't want anything to do with me , right ?
I stood there for a minute and raised my hand to knock on the door, but I stopped myself.
stop acting like a pussé Adrian !
" okay okay " I mumbled to myself and knocked on the door 2 times.
I stepped back a little bit and put my hands in my pocket waiting for someone to answer the door.
I looked around checking my surroundings.
" Adrian ? " I turned around at the voice of her mother.
" uh h-hello I know your feeling t-towards me and i'm really sorry but can I please just see her " I pleaded with her mom.
" its going on 6 months, please i'm begging you "
She was just about to say something before she heard her name being called.
" Elle who's at the door " I heard her father, Sion say before coming to the door.
" hello Mr.Woods " I said holding my hand out but he just looked at me.
" Adrian what are you doing here " he said with attitude in his voice.
" I came to see- "
" I don't think that's a good idea son " he said pushing, Elle to the side and cutting me off before I could finish my sentence.
" sir I understand what I did and i've apologized numerous amount of times but please, can I just say hi " I expressed.
" Adrian , I think you should leave " he said.
" i'm sorry what ? " I said looking at him and so did Elle.
" You need to leave and don't come back, if I see you on my property again i'll call the cops " he said walking back inside.
I looked over at Elle and she mouthed " I'm Sorry " and closed the door , leaving me stuck.
Tears were threatening to fall down my face as I started walking back to my car.
I reached the driver side and when I looked up I seen her looking at me through the window.
When I made eye contact with her the tears fell down my face.
She made a face at me and then pulled her curtains over.
That right there let me know, we were done.I got in my car and started it up back to my house.
I reached the front of my house and stop and sat for a minute with thoughts scattered all across my brain.
I started crying again, banging my arms on the wheel.
I couldn't think properly.
Everything that happened was all my fault.
I wish she would just talk to me.
This fucking hurts.
I grabbed my pre-rolled blunts from out of my glove compartment.
I took my lighter from my pocket and lit it up.
I sat there and hotboxed in my car for about a 1 hour until I felt numb.
I turned my car off and got out heading towards the house.
When I walked in I only saw my little sister, Sienna sitting on the couch.
" where'd you go " she asked looking up at me.
" mind your fucking business " I mumbled going upstairs.
I sat on the bed with my head in my hands for a minute before getting up to go take a shower.
Once I got out I put on a black tank top and some red shorts.
I laid down on the bed looking at the ceiling.
I started thinking about her , and slowly started dozing off.
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𝗏𝗈𝗍𝖾 𝖺𝗇𝖽 𝖼𝗈𝗆𝗆𝖾𝗇𝗍 !!
𝖽𝗈𝗇'𝗍 𝖻𝖾 𝖺 𝗀𝗁𝗈𝗌𝗍 𝗋𝖾𝖺𝖽𝖾𝗋 𝗂 𝗌𝖾𝖾 𝗒𝗈𝗎. 🖤
𝗐𝗁𝖺𝗍'𝗌 𝗒𝖺𝗅𝗅 𝖿𝖺𝗏𝗈𝗋𝗂𝗍𝖾 𝗌𝗁𝗈𝗐 𝖺𝗍 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝗆𝗈𝗆𝖾𝗇𝗍 ?
𝗆𝗂𝗇𝖾𝗌 𝗂𝗌 𝗀𝗋𝖺𝗇𝖽 𝖺𝗋𝗆𝗒, 𝗂 𝖿𝗂𝗇𝖺𝗅𝗅𝗒 𝗀𝗈𝗍 𝗍𝗂𝗆𝖾 𝗍𝗈 𝗌𝗍𝖺𝗋𝗍 𝗐𝖺𝗍𝖼𝗁𝗂𝗇𝗀 𝗂𝗍 𝖺𝗇𝖽 𝗂 𝗁𝖺𝗏𝖾 3 𝗈𝗋 4 𝖾𝗉𝗂𝗌𝗈𝖽𝖾𝗌 𝗅𝖾𝖿𝗍.
𝗌𝗈𝗆𝖾𝗍𝗁𝗂𝗇𝗀 𝖺𝖻𝗈𝗎𝗍 𝖩𝗈𝖾𝗒 𝗂 𝖽𝗈𝗇'𝗍 𝗅𝗂𝗄𝖾.
