*ambulance in the distant*
overlap talking, “ is she gonna be okay?”
Lynn opened her phone, and clicked on i
Instagram too only find her self starting at models with beautiful bodies. she quickly thought badly about her self, she got off of Instagram and placed her phone on her wooden night stand she laid back in her bed thinking about her life. the beauty of life and the awful things. she found her self crying she wiped her eyes but only more seem to come out, which only made it harder for her too see. her thoughts only killed her, “ why do i have to live like this, i wanna be happy i dont wanna be numb i wanna leave this terrible earth. “ she mumbled to her self, Lynn couldnt seem to fall asleep. she got up from her bed and pulled out her black, soft spinney chair and sat, Lynn opened her black leather note book and picked up her pen she began to draw her feelings out. she touched the paper softly “ wow ” she closed her note book and turned off her lamp on her desk. Lynn got in her bed and turned to her right side, and thought “
I’m never gonna be good enough ” . “ for no one, not for him, for my friends. everyone hates me i just have to get over it. ” Lynn said, she got comfy and began to fall asleep. her pain stopped thru out the night as she fell into deeper sleep. “ Lynn! ” her mom called, “ breakfast is ready! ”. “ coming mom. ” . “ how did you sleep? ” her thoughts were to say terrible, i cried all night long. “ I slept fine, how about you? ”.“ I would love to tell you, but your bus is here! go before you miss it again. ”. “ bye mom love you. ” she found her seat on the buss and looked out the window, and made a sad face with the condensation on her window. she got to school and, opened her locker
“ hi Lynn! ”. “ hi Louis..” her stomach filled with butterflies, and her heart pounded even faster as he talked she looked him deeply into the eyes as he talked, she only fell harder for him. * bells ring * “ so yeah- “. “ what?.. oh im sorry i was totally zoned out uh talk after school? ”. “ yeah! ” they both split up and headed to their classes “ maybe, he’s the reason ” she thought as she smiled just thinking about him.
