Chapter 1
Maybe it’s their charm or manipulation.
Maybe it’s the way that they talk or act with others.
But whatever it was it attracted me to them.
Emotions that I didn’t know were within me sparked.
It made me feel obsessed, jealous, possessive, and angry when they were with someone else.
Sure I could have wanted the hero but what could they give me?
I would always be second to their own reputation.
I wouldn’t be the apple of their eye.
I would become a side piece for them, something they could brag about if I hold up to their expectations that is.
But that isn’t love is it?
The Villain may have been evil but they accepted me, they brought me paradise, freed me from the chains of society, and released me from the suffocation of expectations.
I didn’t mind their obsessive and manipulative ways, because I was loved now right?
I wouldn’t be thrown to the side anymore after a single mistake right?
I wasn’t a second choice anymore.
I would be the one to somebody now.
It may seem sick to still crave a villain’s love, but who could blame me?
Little ’ol me left to be another choice as if an answer on a test.
Played like a game by others, always in the background, never given the proper attention from her parents since her perfect siblings had to come first, because I was apparently never good enough.
But It’s all different now, I’m the only one for someone, now my thirst for someone’s warmth and affection are now satisfied because of them.
I mean we’re perfect for each other, their twisted and broken while I’m lonely and thirsty for affection and validation.
A hero wouldn’t be able to compare to what a villain can do for you.
They would sacrifice the whole world for me and I would do the same.
We’re two halves of a whole, sick soulmates made for each other.
Born from this tragic world where you’re shaped by society, we might’ve had a rough start but that’s alright.
All of this was worth it and it all started when I fell for the villain.
