'ᴡʜʏ ᴀᴍ ɪ ꜱᴏ ᴀꜰʀᴀɪᴅ ᴛᴏ ʟᴏᴠᴇ..' ** 𝒪𝒾𝓀𝒶𝓌𝒶 𝓍 𝓇𝑒𝒶𝒹𝑒𝓇

I have been in middle school since like what. Forever??? I have been to afraid of love.. I love my family! But like loving someone other than family and friends. Never happened. I mean I am pretty!..

𝔸/𝕟: 𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕒𝕣𝕖 𝕡𝕣𝕖𝕥𝕥𝕪 𝕒𝕟𝕕 𝕥𝕙𝕚𝕤 𝕚𝕤 𝕤𝕥𝕒𝕪𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕟𝕠 𝕞𝕒𝕥𝕥𝕖𝕣 𝕨𝕙𝕒𝕥 <𝟛

Which means I could have a boyfriend!.. Just too scared. I have no clue why though..

“We are finally done with middle school!..” I thought out loud. My best friend b/n said, ” after all of those years.. It feels like we just started yesterday!..” I just nodded. That’s not what I thought! It felt like it had been 20 years.. Her boyfriend finally caught up to her. I just looked away “tch..” I really wanted a boyfriend, but I never asked myself the question.. what am I so afraid of...

As soon as they started making out, I just fake puked then walked off.. Alone at once! I had finally reached the corner where Iwazumi was standing! Boy, was I glad to see him!

He was my older brother who went to Seijoh! He was an ace I believe in volleyball! he had a very tall pretty friend. He’s always swarmed with fan girls.. So I never really got a close up look but I had seen him in pictures on Iwazumis phone. I had gotten into the same school as him! I tested a few months back!

Iwazumi had took his earbuds out of his ears. “ready to start our Summer break?” He said with a smirk on his face. “more than anything!” I replied with a giggle. He had suddenly picked me up and tossed me over his shoulders! I was dying laughing. We just talked for the rest of the way home

When we got home he set me down and just ran upstairs. My parents greeted me because Iwazumi had already ran upstairs! “how was school honey?” My parents said in unison “Boring the usual..” I complained. My dad just yelled at the tv.. The usual whenever he watches sports. My mom was making soup. My favorite! I ran upstairs threw my backpack on the bed to continue reading my favorite book. One Peice. It was a manga but I just called it a book.. I turned on my f/s and began to read. About an hour later or so our mother called us for dinner. I quickly went into my bathroom to wash up for dinner.

I ran downstairs. My dog heard me running and perked his usually floppy ears up. I had pet him when he came to me. I saw my younger brother holding something.. It looked disgusting. Then realized.. HE WAS HOLDING A FROG?! I shrieked in fear! I hated frogs with every last piece of my heart! “PUT THAT THING BACK WHERE IT CAME FROM, OR I’M TELLING MOM ABOUT WHAT HAPPENED WITH YOU AND KAI-” “Alright fine!” He said,rudely interrupting me. I hate it when he does that! Its annoying! I just wanted to sit down and eat.. I was starving.

The thing he did, was push his best friend Kaiya. His CrUsH OoOooOo

My mom passed out the bowls.. It smelled so good! I just started eating. PROPERLY. While my father and younger brother were practically inhaling it. ugh.. How rude? Do they have any manners at all?! When I had finished I had decided to go for a little run.. To get things off my mind. It was summer so I just changed into a crop top and leggings.

The sun was still sort of setting. The view was jaw dropping. You put on your tennis shoes and began to run.

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