Prologue
Does the thought of being in love ever get stuck in your mind? Well, for me, it doesn’t, and I don’t know if I should either be proud or what because I never had the chance to properly flirt with someone else, let alone be in a relationship, let alone again being in a lasting relationship; but I don’t care. It doesn’t really matter if I would be able to find myself a partner, especially now that I am starting my college life early on and I don’t want anything, especially relationships, be a hindrance to my dream of graduating and achieving success in the future. Well, we cannot discount the idea I’ll be in a relationship sooner or later, but still, I wouldn’t want to waste my time worrying if I would have a partner in this life of mine. However, if I would be given one, I want it to be exhilarating to the point where I would let my partner asphyxiate me till I am unconscious. Wow! That is a heavy, hard, and deadly kink.
Excuse me for being blunt but if you think that this story has a happy ending, I’m afraid you have already mistaken. However, if you think that this story has a sad ending because of what I said earlier, I’m afraid you’re already mistaken as well. Well, you see, I believe stories have no ending so how do you know if a story has a happy or a sad ending, right? You can always disagree with what I say and that’s entirely okay.
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I suppose there is no need for me to introduce myself at this early on since we’ll be in touch with one another for quite some time, and by that, I mean, I don’t know how long it will end. However, there is one message that requires the urgency to be delivered: “I’m not even supposed to be here.” If it doesn’t make sense now, I’m sure it will make sense later on. Well, if you really are curious about my story, I am sorry, but this is not my story I will be telling you today. Maybe one day, I’ll get to tell you my story and everything, but not right now. There are more important things that needed to be told more than mine, which is a lousy one I’m telling you. Right! I’ll be your guide today. Let’s have fun together and maybe you’ll get to hear my story after.
