Hurt

My whole life I’ve gotten hurt, my whole life everyone I’ve known has hurt me in any way. I have insecurities that never go away, feelings that stay the same. It’s like my life was made to never change at all. It’s like my life was to be made fun of.

My name is Hunter Woods, I’m 21. Everyone believes in different things, some believe that someday they will find love, others believe that they could do whatever they want in life. I believe that I’m never going to have those things, I believe that I would never be able to accomplish what everyone wants. I also believe in not to care what anyone thinks of me anymore.

I was 10 years old when I first shifted into my wolf form. I was scared to death, I didn’t know what to do or what was going to happen. Would I remember everything that I did or not? I was afraid that I might hurt somebody, my mom, sister, bestfriend, I didn’t know the answers. When I shifted I could hear all my bones cracking and then everything went black, when I woke up I couldn’t remember anything that happened that night, I looked around and saw nothing. I was alone and I felt like crying until my parents found me.

15 was the age I was when I killed someone for the first time. When I was 13 years old my parents took me and my sister to the zoo. We saw many animals but what had me more intrigued were the wolves. Knowing that we come from wolves, I realized that even animals with the freedom and power that they have, they can never really be free from everything. That is what I realized that day, even though I am an Alpha I know that I will never have the freedom I would want in my life. I never felt freedom until I met her.