Chapter 11
Here we were in a Mexican restaurant. Eating and talking.
-So you are telling me, you ditch school to come here?
-Well not only here. I go in different places.
-You have a point, but this food is amazing, I am not big in tying new things. But this..
-You don`t regret it.
He said it, with a smile on his face. I gathered my lips together, looked at my plate and than at his eyes.
-Well I agree, that was one hell of an experience.
-So why you keep dating him?
-Well I have tried to end our relationship, but he looked hurt.
-Uhm, I see. But yet you can`t stay with him because of pity.
-It`s not pity.
I said. He looked me like are you kidding me.
-Trust me it is pity, and I know it when I see it.
-Well what else do you see? Since you are that good
-I am the best, and you just agreed with me.
He had a smirk in his face, while I scoffed at his attitude.
-Talk about big ego. And no I don`t agree.
-Well I try.
He winked, and than turned serious.
-I know when I see a girl who doesn`t want to be with a boy.
-What that girl should do?
-Close the knots with the other guy, and maybe take a look around.
The tension between un increased. And since god decided to make me idiot, I went with it.
-To whom?
-Time will tell it. Now finish your food. We will need at least an hour to get back.
We ate and made small conversations. After one hour Hunter and I finished and paid for the food much to my annoyance.
-Next time we go out you can pay.
Before I could register what I said,
-Uh, you want a next one. You hoe.
An here it is one of my most idiotic moments. Hunter turned to look at me and laughed. Laughed so hard, he had to capture his fine 8 pack. What don`t judge me.
-Oh my god Emily. Hahhaha.
-Yeah yeah very funny.
-God I will never forget that. You really said didn`t you.
-You wont forget it wont you.
-Never.
I sighed.
-Are you ready to go or you going to laugh more?
-Yeah coming, I can`t wait to tell the others.
On that I stopped on my tracks.
-What is it?
Asked Hunter.
-Hunter about today the others can`t know you see, because of..
-Liam. Yeah okay continue the fake relationship with him.
He started to get angrier, anger flowing in his eyes, and his jaw gathered together, and his fist to clenched so hard that his knuckles had become white.
-It is not fake.
-Yeah really. Why than you mumble when he talks? Or zoom out? Or the annoyed face you make when he tries to hold you, hug you, kiss you?
-Haven`t you observed my relationship.
-I didn`t need to.
-You in there accepted it.
He said now close to me towering over my head, staying with his chest puffed up showing dominance. Dominance my ass.
-What do you want Hunter? You want me to tell them I ditched class with you? You want me to tell them we went in that great Mexican restaurant and I complained about me relationship? You want me to tell all that?
-No Emily, in fact right now. I want nothing from you. Because why. Because you are worth nothing. You are a person wasting the air, breathing for nothing. Oh no my bad. Breathing to mock her boyfriend, friends, family, strangers.
I felt tear forming my eyes, but I wouldn`t let them show so I slapped Hunter, I slapped him so hard his head went on the other side. And than I said to him.
-Don`t you ever dare to say those words to me. You heard me.
He turned at me surprise, anger was written at his face and when I finished my sentences I saw lust for a moment. Before I could think or register what was happening. I felt Hunter`s lips lock in mine at first I response. But as I took that moment, I know that it was way better than when I imagined it, when I thought I was kissing Hunter but Liam. All the times Liam had to steal little kisses from me. This was a kiss every girl can dream of a kiss of emotions. It had anger, lust, surprise and so more. But than as fast as it started it finished and Hunter stood in front of me and said.
-That is why you are a horrible person Emily, because even though I kissed you, you didn`t try to stop, push me nothing you went with it.
-You are an asshole. And I am telling you Hunter if you ever come near me again you will know me.
With that I turned on my heal and started to walk back home. I heard Hunter yelling at me telling me some shit I don`t care. Right know I feel nothing for him. I block that asshole from my life, mind and feeling. He doesn`t deserve me. But as I was walking I looked around and saw I didn`t where I was.
I called my friends but none of them answered, mom and dad didn`t even try. So decided to call Liam.
L: Hi.
E: Liam can you please come and pick me? I think I am lost.
L: Okay.
I gave the directions to Liam and waited for him to come. Only when a motor found me first.
-Come Emily, you are in the wrong way.
-No Hunter forget it.
-Witch part.
He said smirking. I send him a death glare and waited for Liam hopping he would come soon.
After 30 minutes here I was waiting with Hunter.
-You know you can come with me.
-I have called someone already, they are coming.
-Who? Your little boyfriend?
-Yes I have, and he is not little.
-Fine than Emily, I tried to play nice with you. Since you wont come, I am going bye.
With that he left me alone, in the middle of nowhere, and Liam wasn`t anywhere. So I called Hunter.
-HUNTER!
He turned his bike and asked.
-What?
-I think there is a snake.
-Not my problem.
-Okay, okay you win I will come.
-Mm I don`t want you.
-You, what?
-I don`t want you, you are not my concern anymore, do whatever you want.
-You bipolar person. Ughh what is wrong with you. Go than break your neck, I don`t want to see you anymore.
Than he drove off only when Liam came, thank god. But he saw Hunter. I went inside the car. Liam was silent.
-Thank you picking me up.
-Yeah, sure.
Silence nothing more, he drove me to my school, so I could take my car, and than said.
-I saw you leaving with Hunter.
-Liam..
-Are you two together?
-No, no no we aren`t.
-What are you two then?
-I don`t know, but Liam I have to tell you something.
And there I met those hurt eyes I have seen. I have seen for a long time
-Liam I can`t continue our relationship, I tried to love I really did. And to be honest I know you don`t love me. Every time I see your eyes I see hurt, disappointment, anger. I give all this negative emotions to you. And you don`t deserve them, you deserve someone that will love you equal, you are a great person and friend but I can`t do this anymore.
I felt my eyes get glassier, it was hard to see his heart get broken but it was the inevitable. I kissed his cheek and left his car. Not waiting for a response.
As I was walking to my car I felt tears dripping from my eyes because I felt I lost my best friends and I felt being played by Hunter. Well like Olivia Rodriguez did, I drove through the city.