Finding oneself
It's 11am in the morning, seems chilled outdoors, cool breeze making the surrounding serenely fair.. Maybe it snowflaked the previous night, maybe'! yes you are right the uncertainty about not only weather but everything else exist in my life.
I got an appointment with Dr Prasad at sharp 11:50, guess I'm running very late. Winter days can be so lazy it's certainly not my fault at all. "somehow i managed to be on time!"
'Miss Nanda', called the nurse.
As soon as i walked in I could see an middle aged figure in late 50s managed very well to look younger than my Robin Hood Khanna uncle, the handsome of adults.
'Morning Miss Nanda',..
'Good morning Doctor', I replied.
He seems really professional. I really hope this consultancy session doesn't end up being any mess.
'What brings you here? Do you feel anything unfair about yourself that we end up here?'
"Certainly my sense of insecurities that I feel very abnormal about myself. So, at times I'm the odd one out among rest's. I think that probably brought me here!" confusingly .
Dr. : I think we can slow down, no need of rush. Tell me something about yourself.
Nanda : I origin from the East Hemp. Just here for my UGs in Literature.
Dr. : Good one, planning anything about future studies?
Nanda : Yes, I want to pursue foreign studies but currently solely focussing on my grades and upgrading it.(with a pretending smile)
Dr : How you enjoy your leisure time in the best way possible?
Nanda : Writing, singing, painting & lastly listening to my favourite music artists in complete solace.
Dr : I'm not very good at singing or writing but I know a bit about painting's and understanding it. What do you think about that one?
"He points towards the right wall beneath his kit desk and I could see a grey background painting completely painted in white scales ".
Nanda : I think that's an Unicorn...
Dr: And what makes it so certain to you?
Nanda: It's horn obviously right above it's forehead. (Is that even a question to be asked)
Dr : Rightly said.. Okay let's continue in the next session. You can just enjoy outdoors for today.
Nanda : Thank you .. See you later.
"I couldn't understand sometimes if it's only me or other personal too who feel stuck at home. Ya might be it's the family that leads to expectingly peaceful environment. Nevermind I just need to put on my PJs n ignore ."
It's really good to see familes outside together. I never get to spend much of my family-time, we just are explicitly introverts. Moreover my family loves being a mystery and it's not very rare that neighborhood gets privilege to talk nonsense next door. Last winter I alongwith my cousins visited the hill side. The people & their culture is so lifted even if they live in distant. They really appreciate their near ones and it must be highly appreciated.
