Us
What we had in the rain was truly beautiful. Our eyes danced. It was the dream of your love. I wanted everything and you gave me everything. It was only after it stopped raining we had to say goodbye. Wanting things that you cannot give me. I wanted to love so much, it was impossible to overlook the pain. I wish could bury the resentment because when you were gone I had to walk in wet clothes, with no one to offer me a coat.
The tiny steps I took made the walk so much longer or maybe I walked slowly on purpose knowing you followed behind. How did you do that, how was it that you are supposed to hate me but instead you are walking me home, you try to comfort me while you are hurting as well?
The coffee shop we loved to go to, would we accidentally see each other? Will you ask me how I’m doing or will we ignore each other? I stopped walking for a second and closed my eyes. I focused on your presence behind me and thought of how your warm hand took mine, your feet moved and then my feet fallowed. We swayed not caring how wet we got. Spinning in the wet streets. All while the tears never stopped but still we didn’t stop smiling for that moment.
I opened my eyes again and kept walking. I had to leave it all behind.
