After he left us
So I felt a bad feeling in my gut that day we was at my aunt's trailer visited as we got In the car and qleft the park where where trailer was we get a call from my other aunt Jen she said John which is my dad's name got into a car accident and didn't make it I hated her and started to just cry I hit the car just like wanna to scarm... We said are good byes which was not easy to do saying goodbye to my best friend was hard he meant everything to me after that happen I started to fail school I was also I'm dealing with depression. Before he did pass so my grade never got back up yet I had to step in a be a big girl but how could I you may ask I couldn't.... It got very stressful at time's but I keep telling myself it well get better in time bit it's has not gotten better yet as I would sit in my room and cry for hours at a time being a daddy's girl I got everything I wanted and then him just leaveing us hurt me very bad
