for the rest of my forever
My heart burns with the thought of you
Your face imprinted in my brain
You lit me up as a candle a dark room
The way I dream of you constantly is making me think I’m insane
I might be, yes
Insane
However do you make my chest feel like it might explode?
I don’t understand it
The embers burning slowly inside will never be silenced
Do yours burn too?
The look you give when she’s around
The embers turning to hatred
Butterflies destroyed with an angry vile
Depressive fluids taint my blood
Why must you hurt me in this way?
The worst kind of torture is the kind you don’t expect
The kind that hits you when your guard is down
That’s why after that day I never lowered it again
For evermore I will always spite
You repented to me and I turned away
Never again will you touch my heart
I’ve ripped it from your grasp
Locked behind cages, steel bars, and tied down with ropes
Alone in the darkest crevice of my body
Shall it never fear the fear of breaking again
Alone in my chest for evermore
If I could
I would have ripped it from my body entirely
I don’t need it to survive
Yet I do, but I won’t
Shall the cages be opened, steel bars dropped, and ropes untied
Shall also be the day I perish from this universe
I refuse to allow my beating heart to overwhelm my head again
So in turn for my heart overtaking the pulsing traitor in my chest
I hold it captive for the rest of my forever
For the rest of my forever shall my embers never burn again
