The Beginning
The pain torments me from the inside this anxiety is nothing but worse than my thoughts. I wonder if that’s what I opted for. Is that really how I’ll live the rest of my life.
Those intriguing thoughts made me sleep the pain and grief slowly faded away as I began to pass out. I’m afraid when I sleep deeply because I won’t be able to blink anymore. No sun would raise me rather I will be buried in the earth.
The sound of my alarm clock roused me. I am not in the mood to get out of bed and start a day though life does not provide any options. I broke yesterday and now I’m going to have a bath, a
cold bath and current.
Water is the one thing that drives me to want more. Every time I stand in the shower, it melts me sufficiently by handling me with so much care and fun.
I adore the colors that hide the serenity inside. It refreshes my soul, whenever I work in a new home, the chic walls and soothing colors make my panic disappear. Everything becomes beautiful when I stroke myself in the scents of colors.
I know I’m overreacting and exaggerating, but this is what it is. If I had the slightest bit of control over myself, things wouldn’t be the way they are.
“Close your laptop and come eat» Evie screams behind my back. I rolled off my chair and walked up to her.
Evie is my sister, not biologically, but more than that, she’s been with me for over five years.
She’s legitimately the apple of my eye and a shoulder so I can cry.
“If you’re done with the daydream, can we dig? I’m telling you if today I have to eat the food cold because of you then this is the last meal we are having together.” She flaunted as I don’t know her. She would never do what she told you out loud. And with me, she’s a sexy mama who won’t even dare.
“If you’re threatened me, let’s eat.”
“Are you familiar with Mr. Liam Lancaster?”
“No, who is this LL and why are you so enthusiastic?”
“You and your assumptions, don’t speak when you aren’t aware of the situation.” Her angry voice sounded more like a threat to me.
“Calm down, why are you so hyped? Tell me who is this man and what’s the reason behind you’re acting this way” suddenly a tension in the room was created the atmosphere changed itself. the aura threw chilly vibes on me. And suddenly Evie spoke
“The reason is behind” …
