Chapter 1
Esmeray :
All the 18 almost 19 years I've come to realise a few things. Like a) If you don't grab food during dinner you starve b) If you wanna be heard during conversations at home you have to shout and c) my undying hatred for Adrian Black. And before you say It's normal with teenagers and it's not that big of a deal. It is cause this hating each other thing has been going on for the past 5 decades and don't think that's normal at all.
But moving on the reason I'm telling you this is cause right now I'm in the bathroom trying to remove some paint from my hair the or-so- great Adrain Black poured on my hair. " Here I brought you an extra outfit. " Amanda Croft, my best friend said. It's become a weekly basis at this point cause we're trying not to get expelled. "Thanks, you're the best. I took the clothes and walked into the bathroom stall. "I can't believe he did this. I mean he's always done something to ruin our day but this, this is the worst. I am so angry at him and his whole group and look they almost made you tear up." Throughout Amanda's rant, I kept quiet. It wasn't something he did more of something he said. It just put me in a whole freeze moment.
he's not wrong, you should've died that night. You're a burden to everyone. Useless-
Stop, you're lying.
Ugly-
No! that's not true
you're pathetic
I stood up from my seat in class and left. I can't control these voices in my mind. I wish I could but I can't. I ignored Mr Adams calls for me to go back to class and continued to walk to my secret place. It's the abandoned side of the school, It's dark and scary but it's my place. I love how I can blend in the wall so easily.
"What are you doing here?" A voice asked from beside me. Well I guess it's not that secret after all.
