-Chapter 1 ~frames from the past 🎞~
CARTER POV:
I always wanted a normal life… a perfect family who could bring their love every time I needed it but that never happened. My life is a disaster, the feeling to be surrounded by people who don’t care or don’t understand you it’s always there I don’t even know what I did to diserve a happiness life like this. Since dad died there are different men coming in and out every fucking days I’m so disgusted by my mother’s behavior, me and my little sister are forced to see this shit every days the only moments when I can be in peace with myself is when I’m with her she is the only person that make me want to live and wake up every morning, she is my everything.
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Today is the first day in sophomore year . I’m actually excited because luckily I will have to spend more time out of that house of mine.
I’m finishing to dress when I hear a cry… her cry, my nine years old sister that is who it is belong to. I enter her room for see her curled up in one of the corners of the small room when I see her face covered in tears my expression changes it softens I knee down beside she and take her chin up to have her eyes meet mine.
“Amy what’s wrong?” She let another cry out of her little mouth and begins to explain “ I’m sad Carty…”
“Why ?” I ask her, she breaths out and says “I’m sad because mommy don’t seems to care about us she is always out and when she is at home she don’t pass time with me” she paused and continues “ this morning I went to wake her up and she was with one of those scary men and she shouted at me to get hell out while that man kept starring at me in a strange way so I was scared and I ran in to my room” at that point I was angry not only with my mother but with that man
I may be fourteen but I recognize the stares of men who attends my mother towards my sister and they are so fuckiiing disgusting!!
I promised to myself that I wouldn’t never let anything happen to Amalia so with that I rushed out of the room to enter brutally into my mother’s where still in her bed lies that disgusting man.
I get closer to them trying to grab him by the throat,he seems to be bigger than me but only by weight, he was slightly taller than me even though that at the age of only fifteen
I was already 6.1ft.
And it’s there that I saw red because my mother did not try in any way to help me otherwise divides us to throw a hard slap on my cheek in that moment I was shocked, my own mother takes the defense of a man who barely knew instead of his son.
After the fight the man begins saying “ Taylor keep this fucking little bastard away from me, he needs to stay in place because in only 2 weeks everything will change in this damn house so start with teaching your children who will be the boss here I will not tolerate any other bullshit !! One you are my wife there won’t be coming back ! And you fuckiiing child it’s better if you lean from the beginning Do you understand!!?”
Now I was literally shocked by those words that came out of his mouth he was going to marry my mom and she never attempt to inform us ? But when I turn to look at her she was emotionless so I did what I was asked.
“Yes sir…” I said leaving the room.
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-See you next chapter!!!
I know guys isn’t really good but I’m trying tomorrow I will update!!!
