Chapter 1 :
taking a deep breath after waking up out of bed grabbing my phone wishing to just fall back alseep. I though as if I never would have anyone as it seem day by day . I only brushed through my head not so often . I always dreamed about someone special that wouldn’t just take me for granted and love me like my father told me I should be loved. I was losing me at the earliest I can remember I would never come home to talk thinking I don’t need anyone and just kept going.I stood tall to my word never giving my self away ; realizing ima love me first make sure since I love me it’s always specially special
