Undone

Flashback…summer after graduation…

DANICA -

“Leave me alone, Aksel! You’ve made your point! I’m giving you what you want! Why the fuck are you turning all Ted Bundy stalker on me??” God why won’t he stop?!? I’ve pretty much disappeared from his life. He said I needed to get over him and that’s what I’m doing. I’ve stopped calling him, texting him, emailing him, stalking him on social media…I see him hook up with random girls for random fucks and I do my best to ignore it. I don’t say anything. I’m not glued to his side like I was before. He made it crystal clear he didn’t want me so I made myself scarce.

“Danica! Damn it talk to me!” What the actual fuck?!? Is he standing outside my house?!? I rushed over to the large bay window in my bedroom and yep, he’s standing in the middle of my backyard screaming up at me. I threw open the window. Now I’m pissed.

“Fuck you, Aksel! You don’t deserve me to talk to you. As a matter of fact, you don’t deserve any part of me. The only reason you can’t stand this is because I stopped chasing your sorry ass! Do us both a fucking favor and FUCK OFF!” I slam the window shut again and cringe as the glass rattles dangerously in the panes. As it settles back down, I sigh loudly. Ok so no more slamming my windows shut. That was close! Mom would have literally killed me!

“I’m sorry, woman!” he shouts. Dumb bastard hasn’t moved from his spot. “How many times do I have to apologize??” Uh until you actually fucking mean it asshole, that’s how many times. I sink to the floor at the foot of my bed, running my hands through my hair. He is still yelling and I am still ignoring. I’ve cried over him enough. I’ve lost enough sleep over him. I’m moving on whether my heart wants me to or not! (End flashback).

Since the fiasco after Hammerfall’s first day in Olympic Records recording studio, I’ve gotten pretty close with Roman. He’s incredibly sweet. Although he’s gorgeous, sexy in all kinds of sinful ways and has the most amazing smile he’s become like a brother to me. I’ve spent a lot of time with him and Aaron, to be honest. They’re pretty cool and treat me like a fucking queen even though I’m not their girlfriend. They were pretty furious with dickface and I was glad I had them in my corner. Aaron’s been trying to get me to agree to go stay with the twins, saying I’ll regret it if I don’t. I don’t know.

You know they say out of sight, out of mind. I can’t expect to get over Aksel if he’s right under my ass. I’m thinking I’m going to take Aaron’s advice. Pulling my phone back out, I send a quick text to my boys.

D: The offer still stand for the summer?

J: Hell yes it is!

S: Fuck yes!

D: book my flight boys! I’m headed to Norway!

OMG. There are no words for the beauty that is Norway. I’ve seen tons of pictures on the internet as well as in Thyra’s family albums and stuff, but they all pale in comparison to the real thing. I can almost see the harbors full of Viking longboats as the docks team with long haired, muscle bound, tattooed warriors preparing for their next raid across the seas. Breathing in the crisp air, I fill my lungs with what I hope will be a new beginning for me. A chance for my heart to heal.

My boys pick me up from the airport, swinging me around in their arms and planting breath stealing kisses on my lips. I think they are excited to see me.

“You look amazing, beautiful,” Sten nuzzles my neck as Jan buries his face in my hair. “Soft, sweet, sexy as hell.” I’m getting lost in their blue eyes. I should be happy as all fuck to be wanted by these two Nordic gods. I am going to be happy about it damn it! To hell with Aksel Gundersen! I fist my hands in Sten’s gorgeous blond locks and crash my lips to his. He tastes so good, like freedom. Before I could get good and deep into his kiss, Jan rips me away and plants his hungry mouth on mine. Holy shit. Yeah this was a great idea. I’ll have to remember to send Aaron a thank you…later. Much later.

I sit in Sten’s lap in the cab, my legs stretched across Jan, thoroughly enjoying the sensual touch of their strong hands on my heated flesh. While my heart may still belong to Aksel, my body is loving the attention from the twins. Jan lets his fingers trace lazy circles on my bare thigh as Sten leaves soft kisses along my neck. This is going to be one hell of a vacation. Letting myself get lost in their touch, the ringing of my phone breaks me out of my lust filled haze. It’s Thyra.

“Hey girl!” I greet her a bit breathless. She giggles.

“Sounds like my cousins are showing you their famous Norwegian hospitality,” she laughs. She knows what’s up. I giggle back, wiggling my ass in Sten’s lap. His hand on my hip grips me tighter as he groans in my ear.

“Hell yeah they are,” I say. “I could get used to this.” Jan winks at me, his hand inching higher on my thigh, letting his thumb ghost under the hem of my shorts. “So, what’s up?”

“I just wanted to make sure you got there safe and sound. I know the boys will take good care of you.” I could hear the smirk in her voice. “Oh yeah! And I wanted to tell you we’re going on tour…with fucking SLIPKNOT!!!!” She squeals through the phone. I put her on speaker.

“OMG Ty that’s incredible! Slipknot?? Are you serious??”

“Yes of course I’m serious!! I couldn’t believe it when Paulie called us to give us the news. Somehow they caught one of our shows online and had their manager get in touch with Paulie immediately. They want us to open for them during their Knotfest tour! Girl we are going to Japan!!” I couldn’t believe it. Hammerfall is skyrocketing to stardom and this just proved it. The trips are hella talented and Roman just rounds the band out.

“I’m so excited for you guys, Ty! This is going to be amazing! I wish I could catch a show.” I sigh, leaning back against Sten’s hard chest. His thumb is tracing the undercurve of my left breast, making my breath hitch.

“Yeah me too, girl. I miss the hell out of you already.” We talk a bit more but the twins are getting tired of sharing my attention. They subtly turn up the heat until I end the call. Thankfully the cab pulls up outside their house or we would have been naked doing the wild thing in the backseat. Jan snatches me out of Sten’s arms and throws me over his shoulder. With a resounding slap on my ass, he carries me inside straight through to the bedroom.