Chapter 1
The nurse said after my X-ray that I would receive my results in the post with in 10 days but I got a phone call 2 days later by the Doctor who examined my X-ray I was shocked as it had only been a couple of days I instantly knew there was something wrong and I was right.The doctor said my X-ray was showing a shadow on my lung and that he was sending me for a CT scan in case it could be cancer I nervously said ok Thank you for letting me know when he hung up I fell to my knees and began to think my whole body was riddled with C because of the way I'd be feeling for weeks it brought me down from the ladder to a better future drug free to feeling punished angry cheated my god because I'd prayed every night telling him how sorry I was and that I'd be strong if he give me just a little bit of faith that my life would be replaced with happiness and a better future for my little girl and me but instead I got a illness and that's the Thanks I get for trying after been abused by men my whole life used as a sex object a slave shouted at hit mentally and physically tourmented since the age of 17
