“Past”
“ it was at that time when i was 15 and i was in school where i had no relationship because i recently had a hard breakup, so i was just carrying that baggage and moving on,and suddenly something happened and i was kicked out of the school because of a mistake i made there, after that i was so depressed that I barely talked to anyone not even with my friends family0
anyone.
After this i made a conclusion that i will not study now but again my father (hitler)
“he said:-i will never allow this (which was right also)”
So after that he made some arrangements and he was able to admit me in a new ..but before entry the school i had to cut my hair and i have to pack my previous attitude and throw it in a dustbin because my father had told me to do so!
And then i met an accident one day before entering the school!
My father shouted on me as usual! Finally the day arrived when i had to give an interview for the admission! When i got there i was so nervous and that new school was full of kids and i was a little bit embarrassed to see them because all of them were looking at me like i am an alien but still i continued my thug attitude and i met the principal and she asked me
She:-why are you so angry?have you been in a fight? (By the way my face was looking after that accident)
Me (in my mind) :- this is for the fist time i am so much calm mam..and yes don’t try to go there because my real side will haunt you forever!
After this they took my interview and as usual my dumbness i was unable to qualify, and my father looked at me with a disappointed look that was weird!
After this that school gave me another chance and told me to come on Saturday morning for another round!
This time I finally decided to put my past behind me and move on forward!
I studied for a while and then the day came, i went there with so much confidence and again those looks of students haunted me and again I continued to be with my thug attitude and i gave my interview..shockingly i passed it out and i got the admission in the school i was not happy but my family was so for them i acted like i am so happy which I wasn’t….i just missed my friends and that school those memories honestly my ex also..but i had to accept the reality that she isn’t into me now and i cant get all that back now and i had to move on so i did!
So before going to the school i was obviously nervous because of my attitude problem and my anger issues! My parents even begged me to behave myself this time!
So “I promised them that i will not do anything that will make them feel bad”(which i was going to do later on)
