UNEASY
I wonder when did I lost,
my fighting spirit.
The sense being safe,
Around those people,
makes me tremble.
I was a speaker,
But I'm keeping my mouth
shut for a long time.
Where is that girl,
Who never smiles.
Why her tears,
Easily falling like the rain.
I ruined my self for yearning,
To be someone I was,
But I couldn't.
I regretted it,
I wasted my emotion,
Until there's nothing left on me.
And those cries that will never dry.