Poem Compositions From My Loneliest Time Lived by Nishma

Loneliness through a year

Just one

Do you know? How special it is.

Just one action of kindness?

Just one warm hug?

To a person who is left out,

Sitting alone in the shadows of sadness,

Just one warm hug.

It would mean a lot.

To a person faking smiles,

Living in the pits of bullies?

Just one warm hug, a shoulder to lean on, would mean a lot.

The person, in the shadows of sadness,

And in the pits of bullies,

Just try, give them a warm hug,

And a shoulder to lean on.

It'll feel good to do good.

Do you know? How special it is.

Just one action of kindness?

Just one warm hug?

-Nishma Subedi

Loneliness

Hey loneliness

You are like a friend to me,

You are always right beside me,

But.

You make me sad :(

Loneliness,

We have been like this for a long time now,

We have gotten to know each other more

& you treat me like a daily customer that a shopkeeper wants.

You give me all the loneliness for free.

Thank you! Even though you make me sad,

You have taught me something special,

That I should never let anyone else take my place in your shop.

You give me everything for free,

But please make sure that the sadness you sell to others cost $1B per tear,

Just so that no one can afford the expensive tears.

Thank you again!

You make me sad, but m happy

Because I have learnt how much just one warm hug means.

In the end,

Dear friend,

I would say, you are a great friend and a teacher,

You taught me things I did not know when I was little

-Nishma Subedi

Why

I know that you don't care about me
I know, I don't matter to you
Who am I anyways that you will consider?
Even after knowing this,
Why do I still love you?

Why is it that I can't de attach from you?
Why do I still wait for you to come back?
If I know that you never will?

I wonder why I love you so much.
I wonder why I care so much about you.
I wish I could stop.

I hurt the most
when I know you don't care at all,
but I continue to love.
It hurts.
-Nishma Subedi

As I write these words

A crumbling world,
Dark dawn,
A pitch-black night with no stars.
That is what my life looks like without you.

Thunderstorm,
Black clouds,
Dark moon,
These are my thoughts without you.

I tremble as I write these words,
because I had only you,
and you left me in the dark.

Tears roll down my face as I write these words,
because I had only you,
and you left me to cry alone in a cold place.

Ever since you left,
I have had sleepless nights,
Disturbing thoughts,
And a depressed soul.

When you were with me,
I knew I had you in every situation.
But I am most shocked,
Because you left me when I needed you the most.

When you were there,
I didn't suffer as much,
Because the thought of you by my side was light.

-Nishma Subedi

She

She would like it,

If you were kind enough

To give her just one hug.

But the world

The world is mean.

So mean.

They call her toxic

They like it when she is hurt.

They like it when she is lonely.

She tried her whole life,

To receive at least a little amount of support.