Loneliness through a year
Just one
Do you know? How special it is.
Just one action of kindness?
Just one warm hug?
To a person who is left out,
Sitting alone in the shadows of sadness,
Just one warm hug.
It would mean a lot.
To a person faking smiles,
Living in the pits of bullies?
Just one warm hug, a shoulder to lean on, would mean a lot.
The person, in the shadows of sadness,
And in the pits of bullies,
Just try, give them a warm hug,
And a shoulder to lean on.
It'll feel good to do good.
Do you know? How special it is.
Just one action of kindness?
Just one warm hug?
-Nishma Subedi
Loneliness
Hey loneliness
You are like a friend to me,
You are always right beside me,
But.
You make me sad :(
Loneliness,
We have been like this for a long time now,
We have gotten to know each other more
& you treat me like a daily customer that a shopkeeper wants.
You give me all the loneliness for free.
Thank you! Even though you make me sad,
You have taught me something special,
That I should never let anyone else take my place in your shop.
You give me everything for free,
But please make sure that the sadness you sell to others cost $1B per tear,
Just so that no one can afford the expensive tears.
Thank you again!
You make me sad, but m happy
Because I have learnt how much just one warm hug means.
In the end,
Dear friend,
I would say, you are a great friend and a teacher,
You taught me things I did not know when I was little
-Nishma Subedi
Why
I know that you don't care about me
I know, I don't matter to you
Who am I anyways that you will consider?
Even after knowing this,
Why do I still love you?
Why is it that I can't de attach from you?
Why do I still wait for you to come back?
If I know that you never will?
I wonder why I love you so much.
I wonder why I care so much about you.
I wish I could stop.
I hurt the most
when I know you don't care at all,
but I continue to love.
It hurts.
-Nishma Subedi
As I write these words
A crumbling world,
Dark dawn,
A pitch-black night with no stars.
That is what my life looks like without you.
Thunderstorm,
Black clouds,
Dark moon,
These are my thoughts without you.
I tremble as I write these words,
because I had only you,
and you left me in the dark.
Tears roll down my face as I write these words,
because I had only you,
and you left me to cry alone in a cold place.
Ever since you left,
I have had sleepless nights,
Disturbing thoughts,
And a depressed soul.
When you were with me,
I knew I had you in every situation.
But I am most shocked,
Because you left me when I needed you the most.
When you were there,
I didn't suffer as much,
Because the thought of you by my side was light.
-Nishma Subedi
