The First Hello
The sun looks so bright this morning, i’m looking at this girl in front of me, she is smiling- but the sadness in her eyes cannot lie, she’s been trying hard to live her normal life for the past 2 years, trying to forget the past even tho it won’t work no matter what.
I keep on looking at this girl for a minutes now, until i realize that she is me- i was looking at my own reflection and even feel sorry for her knowing that she was me-
Pathetic.
I then close my eyes, and as always the past hits me- it hurts.
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“y/n” jake is now approaching me. We are now spending our vacation together, as always.
He is now standing beside me, we are looking at the beautiful sunset - oh, this will be a beautiful memory to keep.
“Uh?” I answer once i realize he is looking at me now, waiting for me to answer. “Nothing, just checking on you, i’m afraid that there’ll be some devil take over your body hahah” he laughs, wait the fuck?
“What do u mean dumbass?” I respon. “No, it just you have been standing here for about an hour! I feel left alone” he pouts, yikes not that face Jake huft-
I ignore him, not bother to take away my attention from the sun which now is ready to disappear.
“y/n” he calls me again,
“what now Jake?” I answer annoyingly,
“you know i love you right?” I smile,
“Of course silly, you are my bestfriend. I love you too by the way” he returns the smile at me
“What if i wanted us to be more than a friend?”
I freeze, “what do u mean? You are more than a friend Jake, you are my bestriend!” I don’t think this is right-
“You know that’s not what i mean y/n, i want us to be lovers” what?
“Oh shoot, i feel hungry- wanna order some dinner?” I’m about to rush inside our hotel but he blocked me,
“We had dinner an hour ago, besides you have been eating frenchfries while looking at the sunset” he got me, oh shit.
“y/n, i know you’ve never see me as a man but why? I’ve been loving you since the day we met. But you were always treating me like a friend only, even you are trying too hard!”
Wait, that face? Is he mad?
“I’ve never see you as my bestfriend, why do you think i’m willing to be by your side all this years? Just because you’re my bestfriend? NO! That’s all because i love you! I FREAKING LOVE YOU! I DESERVE YOU!”
He is now screaming at me, i’m scared- his eyes is cold, he is not the Jake i know, he is not my Jake I-
“What’s with that look y/n? You are scared of me? Oh no! You can’t! Because you will be mine! Forever! I know you inside and out! There’s nothing for you to be scared of! I’m your Jake, remember?” His smirk, oh god help me.
“Jake, you know i’ve always loved you as my betfriend! I don’t wanna ruin our friendship Jake please!” My tears started to fall.
“CUT THE SHIT Y/N! YOU’VE ALWAYS BEEN MINE! I DON’T WANT YOU TO BE WITH SOMEONE ELSE! YOU ARE MINE! AND IF YOU REJECT ME NOW, I’M TAKING YOU WITH ME!”
He is now grabbing my hand, he is trying to climb out of the balcony? Is this what he means by saying he is taking me with him?
He wanted us to die? Jake…
“Jake please! We can talk about this!” I’m trying hard to let go of his hand but he is a man afterall, he is way more stronger than me
“NO Y/N! I DON’T WANNA TALK ANYMORE”
He is about to jump, i’m gonna die, is this the end of my life?
I just close my eyes, the last thing i remember is when Jake jumped out and is taking me with him.
But suddenly,
i feel the world stopped-
When i open my eyes, there is a hand grabbing my other hand.
“T? Taehyung?” He is now pulling my body and carrying me while on the other side i heard my brother Jungkook calling me hysterically.
“Y/n? Oh my god, i’m sorry- i’m sorry! i should have been taking care of you better!” My brother Jungkook is now crying seeing me weak.
“You should. I’ve been telling you that idiot was obsessed with you sister” T responded coldly, he is now putting me on the bed, and just left.
Jungkook hugged me until i fell asleep, he keep on saying sorry to me that he should’ve taking care of me way better, i just stay still.
My Jake, he is gone. The police is now interrogating me about what happened, i honestly can’t say anything about that, i can’t.
But the cctv caught it all, and now Jake is gone forever, i lost my bestfriend due to my selfishness.
I don’t feel alive anymore.
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“Y/n! breakfast is ready, come or else i don’t have a choice but to carry you all the way down to the breakfast table” he is always like that, my brother.
“Okay! I’ll come” i sighed then follow him down the stairs.
Welcome to My Bitter Life🔪
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Hi!
I’s my first story in here!
First of all English is not my first language so bear with me!
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