Flash back*
Winter of fourth grade...on a saturday I'm sitting at home my mom is on the couch she gets a call.
"Hello" who is this
They talk for a while I have no idea what they are saying but she starts crying. Keep in mind my parents have been split up since I was 2 yr old turns out my dad overdosed on heroine he killed himself.....Life went on for me normally for a while after this since I didnt understand fully I was pretty younge. As I got older I started to understand it hit me pretty hard in 6th grade. I was really heavy in depression. I started to self harm. I got bullied alot for being chubby I wouldn't neccesarily have called myself ugly back then I had black hair wore band tshirts casual emo attire. I loved my look so there comments didnt effect me to much. I was off pretty rough I tried to kill myself a lot more than I'd like to remember. That's when I met him.....