Chapter 1
It was the year of 2014. I was in a relationship with a man that I met while walking down the street. He seen me at a red light and instantly when the light turned green. He sped to my direction. He was Dark Chocolate, Skinny, tall , Golds in his mouth . He was driving a black box Chevy.
He was kinda cute. It’s just the way he sped thru that green light like he seen love at first sight type shit. So he approached me and ask me what’s my name.
Me:Biaunca
Unknown: You looking good Biaunca. Why are you walking alone?
Me:I was meeting a friend
Unknown: how old you is?
Me: 17 & youu??
Unknown:18 butt Shidd what’s yo digits tho?
Me: I said hold up what’s yo name ?
Unknown: Jr
Me: you from around here jr?
Jr: yea you can say.
So we exchanged numbers
Jr: Make sure you text me now?
Me: Bet
I ended up texting him that night
Me:wyd?
He didn’t respond until the next day.
-Text Message-
Jr: shit
Me: You must gotta girlfriend?
Jr: Naw i Dont I’m solo
Me: Yea watever
-4Months Later-
Valentine’s Day arrived. We was in a Deep and Real relationship. I knew this nigga was fucked up in the head, when he called himself chocking me, and pointing his weapon at me. like I was the problem & Because I was bitching about why he wasn’t answering his phone all day.This nigga didn’t see me all that day. Not a text or call. But that Nigga wasn’t gone do Shit with that weapon it didn’t faze me.
So that night this nigga had me riding around all night with him. So eventually I got bored and fell asleep on his ass, while he was driving. I wake up he at Walgreens. Told me he’ll be right back. He know he fucked up my day. So it took this nigga almost an hour to come out of Walgreens. I’m wondering what the fuck is it a bitch in there or some. This nigga comes out with a big ass Valentine’s Day card and a little pink Monkey, with 100 dollars inside. So you know I never had nobody treat me with such gifts. I thanked him and was smiling all that night. He took me to a motel right afterwards.
When we get to the room it’s was nice I can say but not all that. He went in the bathroom and I heard the shower comes on. I thought he was finna take a shower so I turned on the television. Watching whatever came on first interesting. He comes
JR: you wanna join
Me: uhm k
But was a little nervous. We took a shower together he gets to grabbing my ass.
Me: don’t touch me! Touch whomever had your attention!
Jr: Man you trippen foreal Bee
But I didn’t say shit I stayed mad and dryed off got in the bed. This nigga comes in and turns the tv off.
JR: you still mad over that weak ass shit?
Me: hell yea cause the fuck you must be fucking with somebody else , then call yourself threatening me with your gun putting your fucking hands on me. That’s where you got me fucked up.
He grabs me up.
Jr: I’m sorry B. I been busy doing work.
Me: I’m not a dumb ass but okay!
He starts kissing me on my neck and worked his way down and I instantly gives in. But I’m not going into all the details cause it wasn’t the best but It was aight. The nigga wasn’t that special to me cause I knew he was lying but eventually I was gone find out.
We go to his sister house the next morning. Wasn’t nobody there toys and shii everywhere so I knew she had kids. He went there to get clothes and we went in his room well atleast I thought it was his room. He told me
Jr: Sit down relax.
Me: hurry your ass up im ready to go
Jr: my sister don’t get off until tonight you good !
So I brushed it off or whatever.
-2 hours later- I was ready to go so I told him
Me: drop me off my momma probably need help with some !
Jr: Bet
Lying trynna dip.
So get dropped off hell he bored my day and night. Ended up walking through the door to change my clothes and shower. So I can sit back and relax cause unt unt wasn’t feeling him I didn’t text or call his ass all that day. So I’m watching tv on my phone scrolling Facebook. Texting folks. And it was a knock on the door. It’s dark but I still asked who it was cause it might was my momma .
Me: Who is it?
Unknown: SHEIN
I opened the door. It was a friend of ours. I’m not gone say no names but she was a grown ass woman in her 30s. She seen wasn’t nobody there but she still came in. She saw I was bored. So she sat down on the bed and she asked
SHEIN : how your day was girl?
Me : good but these niggas anit shit
SHEIN: shit girl I just put my baby daddy out he do to much!
Me: girl they all do.
So we talking she had on a pink night dress I’ll never forget that lingerie dress. Ouu chillee. This woman was built like a stripper fashoo. I had on some blue basketball shorts and a white tank top. We laughing and talking I lay back on the bed on my phone. And next thing u know this woman come lay by me and puts my hand on her pussy. This bitch didn’t have no fucking draws on. PURE SHAVED PUSSY.
So I looked her way and she gave in with a kiss. I was shocked but I kissed her back. She slides my 2 fingers in her pussy and showed me what to do. So I continued to do so. She got on top and started riding tf out my fingers and it kinda turnt me on. She pulls my fingers out and started sucking on them & pulled my shorts off and ate my pussy and I never climaxed
the way she made me climax and it was crazy. Cause im fucking a friend of the family . And right then and there I knew I was gay. Cause why she do me like that . But I stopped that shit cause she was too grown, and I didn’t have shit to offer. So why me? I kepted avoiding her afterwards and moved on cause she showed me some shit and it felted weird doing it with somebody I personally know. That woman went crazy behind me and I couldn’t understand why. She just wanted a nut and that’s what I gave her. It kepted my mind off of jr tho.
So I avoided jr going on 3 weeks now and he popped up at my location while I was sitting on the porch.in a whole new car.Talking bout some
Jr: So you can’t call nobody after I spent my money on you ?
Me: jr you can get that shit back if it’s that serious! Ion have time for whatever u got going!
While we arguing somebody blowing his phone up. He declines. I see his clothes in his backseat.
Me: where you been ?
Jr: I got put out my sister house!
Me: for what
Jr: it anit even important rn
Me: did you get a new car?
Jr: that’s a rental, i wreaked my box Chevy the other night. I’m getting paid fashoo
Me: uhm
Jr: but yea ima call you some came up I gotta go hit this lick
Me: whatever
I haven’t seen him in 7 days afterwards and I anit worried about him cause I got other options. He was in and out ion got time for that shit fuck him. He come back a week later
Me: what’s this
Jr: 500 I’m giving you from that wreak I had, you wanna ride with me.
The ride there he was talking bout how he was trippen and he apologize and he was on bars and shii I didn’t even know what bars was or how they felted at the time , We get to the place and I sits in the car.
Jr: you wanna come in?
I go in and all I hear
Unknown “BITCH THATS MY 20 “
This nigga done brought me to a gambling game.
Jr: bae come here
I walks over there, eyes watching me nothing but niggas HOUND DOGSSS
Me : what
Jr : (whispered)aye you got some of that money on you ?
Me: isn’t it my money?
Jr: I just need to borrow 100
Luckily I gave momma a Hunnit already
-2 hours later- This nigga broke us both I just kepted giving cause he lied like his bitch ass was winning but I still had 100 in my bra. Like who gives somebody something and just slick take it tf. 300 fuking dollars.
Jr: FAWWWWK
I’m just sitting there like Yeaa with yo broke ass- irritated ass fuck. But that was my last day with that nigga because he wasn’t the one for me. Hell nahh
after leaving this nigga alone i got into it with some bitch that was eying me up and down.
Me: PROBLEM
GIRL:you talk to jr?
Me:Not nomore wassup ?
Girl:I use to talk to him , you know he stay with his babymomma?
Me: wtf what you mean his babymomma?
Girl: guaa that boy got 3 kids and he stay with his babymomma & they stay in the oak
Me: so is he really 18
Girl: hell nah that’s a grown ass man he 28
I couldn’t even believe this man had a double life . This girl told me this Nigga was 28 years old and I was 38 HOT. I moved around on his ass he never saw me again cause how could you lie to me, even tho I lied but still. That anit the point, Im dumbo for believing in what a nigga say.that was the last time a nigga ever played with me.
