SORRY TIME ...

so less start from beginning i was live with my family my family have a mom and brother and me ofc u will ask what about your dad my mom and my dad divorce when i was 3 Y O and my brother was 6 Y O so my mom decided to take care of us she was a teacher she was working in school and she spend her entire time there and me and my bro were staying at my grandma's house so days going and i started to going to school and as my brother it's was the good time the life was normal we weren't that rich and not that poor as well we were in the middle layer and it was okay for me I didn't felt like i need a dad or it's something more important then mother i mean yeah i was seeing my friends when they were saying my dad brought that for me or my dad bought something to me but i usually wasn't care cuz i was grateful and appreciate the all i have

So That was only The begin the real Story hasn't started yet so when u i finally turning 14 i started to realize how school is more important in my life and i have to pay more and more attention on it as well if i failed my mom will being too angry and may she will hit me or being really disappointing of me so i decided to study well and well but i forgot to tell u about my disease when i was 11 i had a OCD if u don't know what's that mean it's kind of thoughts will come in to your mind and district you attention and make focus on stupid stuff like u may be really obsessed with cleaning like me when i get home from playing outside i was washing my hands like a five times and i wasn't like touching anything may make me sick like a public stuff it was really scared me and make me feel uncomfortable if touch something may alot of people before me touch it and that was killing me in the school especially if i have to use something from behind another student or lend anyone something