GIRLS

Growing up was kinda hard for me. Especially dealing with my sexuality. I've had a trans phase, bisexual phase and a pan sexual phase. Honestly when I found out what I really liked I was shocked. I don't know why but I was. Today I decided to come out the closet to my family. Hopefully things don't go to bad as I think they will. I sit up in my bed and make my way up. I go over to my desk and look in my top drawer. ¨I-its gone?!¨ I start rushing to look for it. I'm slamming drawers, looking through my closet, Under my bed, I look everywhere.

She found the pride flag...

I rush downstairs. ¨MOM!¨ I yell in worry. ¨yes Lia?¨ She looks at me from the couch up from her book. ¨Have you been in my room?¨ I ask her. ¨yes because your room was a mess¨

ah shit...she must have went through my stuff too..

¨Find anything intresting?¨ I say in a sarcastic tone."Is there something you would like to tell me?¨ I shake my head quickly and go into the kitchen with my older brother. ¨Sup Eli¨ I hug him from behind and smile a bit. ¨Hey little sis¨ He turns around and hugs me back. ¨Do you think we should come out at the same time?..because I was planning on doing it later on¨ I look up at him and see he has a shocked look on his face.¨ You serious?¨ He says with a slight smile. ¨Yeah I figured today would be a good day to do it!¨ I walk over to the fridge and grab a whole apple. ¨Lets do it right now then! Mom and Dad are home so lets do this before dad leaves for work.¨ He grabs my hand and drags my to the dining table and sits me down and he sits next to me. ¨MOM DAD ITS IMPORTANT¨ I see my mom get up and walk over and take a set on the other end of the table, following along with my dad. ¨Whats wrong sweetheart?¨ My mom says while looking at the both of us. ¨We have something to tell you both..¨ My brother says look straight at them. ¨Im gay..¨ My fathers eyes widen and My mother covers her mouth with a gasp.¨I-Im lesbian..¨ I say right after him.¨Your both going to rot in hell!! You sinful little brats!! God made Adam and Eve for a reason!! Not Adam and Adam or Eve and Eve!!¨ My father yelled at us.¨How could you be such things!¨ Our mother says. ¨Well I feel like we should love who we want¨ My brother says while getting up. ¨You know what screw you guys you guys aren't shit anyways¨He says while walking up the stairs to his room . ¨Young man you are grounded for a week don't ever speak to us like that!!¨ My mother says yelling up the stairs. I get up and go with him to his room. I walk inside and shut the door behind me and I see him quietly crying into one of his pillows. ¨Hey its ok..¨ I walk over to comfort him and I hug him. ¨They just don't understand.¨ I say softly while almost wanting to cry too. I've never seen him cry before so this is the first time of me ever seeing him like this. ¨I thought they were gonna be supportive and still see us the same..¨ He says through his tears. ¨I did too honestly¨ I say while rubbing his back still trying to comfort him. ¨We have school in a bit so we gotta get ready bro..¨ I get up and walk out his room and go to my room and start searching through my closet. ¨nothing to fucking wear..¨ I grab a short black spaghetti stringed dress with some white air force 1s. I hurry and get dressed and throw a cropped black jean jacket over my shoulders. I grab a matching purse and brush out my long silk black hair that shows off my light skin tone. I grab my backpack and run downstairs. ¨Hey mom..dad..by the way¨ I say turning to them and putting up my middle finger towards them both and walking out the door to the bus stop. I see my brother already there waiting for me and the bus. I hold my backpack up with one strap on my shoulder and stand next to him.¨Pull it together bud..You don't wanna get made fun of do you¨"I say smiling slightly and bumping him with my elbow. ¨Yeah..¨ Hes says chuckling a bit. We see the bus pull in front of us and come to a stop and open the door. I get on the bus and the first thing I notice is the smell. Musty teenage guys. Yuck I've always hated it. I mean who wouldn't? I make my way towards the back through peoples feet and bags in the aisle. I feel someone slap my ass as I walked back and I look behind me. ¨Seriously dude!! Your so disgusting!!¨ I yell at the guy that was smirking while looking at me. I get to the back and have a seat next to a girl I didn't even knew rode the bus. I take out my phone and start scrolling through Pintrest looking for outfit inspirations for tomorrow. I feel someone lightly tap my shoulder and I look at the girl next to me. ¨Sup!¨ She says in a somewhat deep voice.

Ive never heard a girl with a voice like that before..its kinda hot..

¨Hey..¨ I say back to her. ¨Your outfits nice¨ She says as I watch her look me up and down. ¨Listen if your trying to flirt just know its not happening!¨ I look at her. She wasn't dressed like a regular girl. She was dressed more like a guy with long brown hair. Shes wearing a white tank top with some grey sweatpants and she sagging a bit to show off her boxers brand.

TOMMY HILFIGER.

The waistband said. She had these pretty green eyes but the white part around them were almost red. Like shes been smoking before she even gotten on the bus.¨So..whats your name?¨ She looks at me while pulling out vape. ¨Lia..what about you¨ I make eye contact with her and blush a bit. ¨Brandi¨ She says while taking a hit of her vape. I see the bus stop in front of the school."Hey¨ Brandi says. I feel her gently grab my chin and lift it up to her and she softly puts her lips against mine and blows the leftover smoke into my mouth. I start to cough being unprepared for that to happen. ¨Your really cute by the way..we should meet up in the school bathroom at 9:15 and skip class together¨ Brandi says while getting up and walking off the bus with her pants sagging enough to show her ass.