Azariah my son
Azariah was born July 28th 2020 at Baptist south hospital located on old august road .I will always remember the day you were born ,I was so happy tears flowed out of my eyes like rushing water through a river id have to admit I was intimidated to begin with especially when me and your mom discovered that she was pregnant ,but that was only because I had had doubts about myself I didn’t know how to be a father let alone how to raise a child. But I couldn’t let that deter me from trying the best that I can I knew that this new responsibility that was coming was one of the most important factors in my life that I had to attend for no matter what happens. I loved you ever since we knew about your existence and when you were born that loved sprouted to be so much more ,I couldn’t even sit you down back in the hospital crib provided for you I always felt as if I had to hold you even when we were sent home with you and we arrived at your moms house I didn’t want to let anyone else hold you . I was so stingy with you but eventually I had loosened up and come to the realization that I was being selfish and that not only did God bless me and your mom with you He blessed both of our families and the whole world with your beautiful presence. To my disgrace I would admit that lately I haven’t been the most considerate person when it comes to anyone, I love I’ve made mistakes and have caused so much pain within others by being so careless with how I handle certain situations, although it wasn’t my fault somewhere somehow, I still feel as if I could’ve prevented myself from being incarcerated.
I’m sorry that I missed out on 6 ½ weeks of your life but one thing that I have learned in life is that nothing happens without a reason He has a plan for everything and He provides lessons in what we are put through I’ve really figured out what was important in life and who I should really be focused on and that’s God himself and my family ,i can’t wait to see you again I know that ill be home very soon its just a matter of being patient. Azariah when you smile it brightens up the whole room everything about you can turn a distressed persons mood into a spirit of happiness and peace I’m still in awe that I have such a beautiful baby boy just waiting for me to come back home ,you bring so much joy to my heart and its so many things I want to do and so many places that I want to take you whenever I am free nothing is going to be limited when it comes to you. You’re the best thing that has ever happened to me I promise that I will always love and cherish you, you are an exact reflection of me its like God just copied and pasted then here comes baby “weewee” as your grandmother would say .i pray that everything I teach you can keep you out of trouble and show you the true meaning of life, it’s so much more to life than wanting to be accepted by others I learned that the hard way had id listened to my father I could’ve avoided so many situations that I just so happened to be dragged into I’m done with dealing with those who don’t even have a clue on what they want to do with their life especially those who cant see that this world has more to offer than just violence and guns .You are the very Gift from God and life itself I am nothing but grateful that I have a chance to be able to raise my own child you will always have a place in my heart and mind forever I promise to protect you, raise you, and love you
unconditionally I ask for your forgiveness for the major flaws that I previously had and the stupidity that recently lived through me
(He received honor and glory from God the Father when the voice came to him from the Majestic Glory, saying, “This is my Son, whom I love; with him I am well pleased.)
