M I PAST IT?
And i was running far away would i run off the world some day........
Yeah yeah its been 10000+ reels on it and i m frustrated enough listening to it, i dont even get half of the trends on social media and people are so busy following it anyways
''CATE GET HERE RIGHT NOW''
shitt is dat mom calling me out i swear i havent done anything stupid today did she find the lighter ohhh no!!!
''Cate come out here soon''
Rambling mind Shhhhhh calm down and get your
ass off now its all done
''There you are Cate what is this how many times should i ask you to let it go?''
I raised my head to finally see her
is it really....how did she
I didnt know when but tears flood out slowly..
i snatched it from her and put it back where it always belonged
My younger sister Kimberly walked in the room
''after all these years why is it still so much important for you to have that picture mom asked you to get rid of it. You cant let yourself hurt this much and i cant see you like this you gotta be strong i miss how u where happy about everything Cate just let it go'' she said
I gathered my breathe to finally say that i m okay and i went on my bed
So what happen why was a god damn picture so much important
You know everyone has their story so what is mine?? How did i change from a girl who can make rocks talk to become one..
Well it all starts 4 years ago
When i was quite a normal girl with normal college life...
There were a lot of things happening as college fest was near multiple preparations where going on everyone busy doing one or the other thing... and there was me and my best friend Mia
ohh well we were gobbling food as we hardly participated its not that we weren't interested its juz dat ohh come-on we were too lazy to do anything
'Cate and Mia well well so have the eggs hatched yet? I assume they might have'... a voice familiar to me yet i hated it
Ahhh dat bitch Beth never leaves an opportunity to pass a statement..
Well we obviously had to have a comeback but we were not as superior as Chandler bing so Mia just told her it cant b hatched without a chicken huhhhh is dat really wat she said ohh god plz kill me already we made a good fun of ourselves and got away
On the way back to college we heard Ian is gonna be at the hall to check out the preparation so we had no choice but to finally go.
Me and Mia were quite good at dancing and we quickly changed our clothes and were back at the last line of the sequence to show our moves yeahh that was us totally enjoying the fame anyways here he comes Ian ''STUDENT PRESIDENT '' i donno what was so special about him that girls would actually throw themselves on him i mean i get he is hot and stuff with d sharpest jawline and perfect smile with dimples blue eyes and well trimmed beard who m i kidding hez hot as fuck no wonder i can simply imagine him talking to me and goooo on cloud nine but no i just dont get why girls throw themselves on him
Ohh great there she is Beth i just dont like her you know u happen to hate some one for no reason yes that's definitely not the case here i have plenty of reasons to hate her first i donno why she pretends to be this diva and mock everyone around her ahh i don't get it anyways shez always around Ian no doubt she is one among thousands but it happens that Ian doesnt give fuck about her or any other girls...
The practice session was done once before presenting it we started to line up then the music begun and we started dancing i just was not sure if i was getting it right never mind however i wasnt seen...
Just when i thought this to myself i no longer heard the music.. I heard Ian screaming loudly '' You in the last line get in front here and start over from the beginning''
ohhh my god why did this happen i mean why ahh i cried i saw Mia she just seemed to have d same face i have we hastily went and stood there it was no surprise that we failed tremendously we didnt sync properly neither did we get the moves right..
Music stopped again Ian came to us
''You aren't gonna get away until you guys are done with it'' he said... I mean he was hot and all but i never knew he was this scary until now
We went back heard an earful from all the other girls then practiced the shit out and got it done we performed again and he was kinda satisfied with it.. We wrapped up our things
While going back i carelessly uttered to Mia ''ohhh man what a drag this Ian is actually a big dick''
Suddenly everyone was quite i didnt notice Ian was standing so close did he hear it? Fuck fuck
I simply rushed back to Mia everyone was staring at me i didnt look at them and just quickly got out of his site...i came to the parking and finally calmed myself down ohh man like why is it always me with such a bad luck ahhh i screamed just when i was recovering i heard Ian coming i was freaking nervous ohh my god why why why is he really here goodness i ll just apologise...
I turned around and immediately started apologising he cut me in between ''Hey ITS OKAY i know i some times act like a dick but seriously no big deal i just wanted to say this its the practice pressure i m sorry if u felt i was rude''
Is he really saying all this or am i dreaming?
How can he be so sweet omg where are the girls who said me he's rude as fuck no he is the sweetest person ever i didnt know what to react of-course he then told good bye and left before i could utter anything ..
I smiled to myself and Mia caught that ''ohhhh myyy godddd hez totally into you'' she exclaimed
i mean you know how friends over exaggerate and make no sense like absolutely none buttt was he really????
Present day
''Cate you there open the door please...
i know how you feel about everything around you i quite miss the old one i love how she would smile all the time... Your smile was so precious dear i know i lost as a mother and i know your father will be very disappointed in me but please dear don't hurt yourself whats gone is gone trust me life has so much to offer you'' my mom said from the other side of the door
I finally opened the doors to see tears rolling down from her eyes ...I bursted down holding her she calmed herself down then she wrapped me around her like a delicate object... When i finally felt better she asked about what i wanted to eat i told her Pasta she happily made her way to the kitchen..
Umm so things have changed from that day
i donno how to undo things to get back into my normal self i just wish that it happens soon and some one taking me out of my misery
I went out of the room and kim was watching some anime i sat beside her she shut the tv
''can we play ludo i m sure i m gonna kick your ass''
''LANGUAGE'' my mom roared
I shook my head n told her i m not in mood but i couldn't deny the puppy face she made so i finally gave in..
There was a knock on the door i proceeded to open it.. it was Keith our neighbor i invited him in..
He and Kim are of the same age and i definitely know Kim has a thing for him... He is dressed in plane white shirt and blue formal jeans he is tall and has a pair amber eyes with black hair umm i ll rate him 7 out of 10
He handed us an invitation for some wedding and then mom offered him to join for dinner but he denied it politely and left i shut the door behind him..
Kim's cheeks where a bright shade of red as if someone actually painted her face to a traffic light i simply asked her to snap out of it and make her move on the ludo
She barely heard me and then announced that she lost to me ohh come on we just started anyways i was going back to my room and my mother asked me to stay she was back into being all motherly you know emotional blackmail mood... yup thats what she is best in doing she asked me to accompany her to the wedding along with Kim..
Ohhh seriously mother could you be any more predictable i quickly denied and there comes the greatest weapon ever made for mom's the tears
''ok ok calm down maa i ll think about it now stop your soap acting here and give me some room to go'' i said and there was a slight hint of smile on her face
I went to the balcony locked the room and lit myself a cigarette it was almost about time for sunset it was slow and blissful sight to take i just felt the breeze hitting my face it was the best thing i have seen since ages today was some what different then other days i thought to myself m i recovering or are things changing for me or is it just those days where i m allowed to feel good?
I closed my eyes i didnt realise i had tears rolling down my cheeks should i give life another chance? Is my existence worth something? Or m i going to be like this for eternity?
Mind full of questions i opened my eyes to find what i was looking for the answer was YES i want to make it out of this its high time Cate just snap out of it i decided i ll b going to the wedding which was like in 15 days and its high time i stop faking a smile now
I then opened the door took a shower went to have my dinner and i was off to bed
4 years ago
''Come on he's into you you know that dont you''Mia giggled
''Shut up Mia he is just sweet thats it okay'' i screamed not to loud
''ohhh just look at you all blushing cmon admit it already'' Mia just never know's when to give up
I let out a sigh ''Mia dont u wanna get back to your house or u want your dad to come here''
She checked her phone ''Shitttt its so late i m gonna go....cyaaaa Cate and stop blushing'' i rolled my eyes
She is such a weirdo i open my purse to call my mother but i couldn't find it ohhh god i already am having a bad day please not today i started looking for it in my bag ''Hey'' i heard someone calling me and i knew exactly who it is ''I guess you forgot this'' he handed my phone
''Thanks a lot ...And yeah i m really sorry i just couldnt say it then''
''hey its ok calm down so do you wanna have coffee or some thing?''
''Uhmm thanks for asking but i m actually getting late some other time?''
''Yeah why not bye then Cate right?''
''Yeah thats me Ian bye''
Brmmmmmm brmmmmmm ugh someone just shut this stupid vacuum cleaner i screamed ..... ''madam its 8 already now wake up and have a bath your
breakfast is ready'' Kim said
4 years its been 4 years and it still feels like yesterday...
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