Chapter 1
Hello me,
Maybe you will read this in the future, maybe not, because Carol 2021 hates to read about old versions of herself. But here i am one more time, needing this, doing this for me.
Carol 2021 have a beutiful boyfriend. She fall in love with him because he is kind, he is soft, noble, loyal and so cute. At the begining he was all around her, and she got used to it really quick. But now, he makes her feel so lonely sometimes, he makes her feelings lillte, he makes her doub of if she is actually being loved or if he is just with her because he doesnt have a better option or because he is so used to her. Carol 2021 havent seen his parents in 3 and a half years from now. And no one in this world would understand what is that like. Carol 2021 has become selfish, went to terapy, had angry problems, and have a lot of days with anxiety. Carol 2021 is not happy today, is feeling sick, is feeling sad, is feeling a lot of things right now that she needed desperately to write. She has done so much for herself, but is never enough, you never ended up having it all. Hoy, Carol 2021 ha sido muy dura consigo misma, ha tenido la mente en todos los lugares del mundo, viajo un momento al 2016 con su cancion favorita y se quizo quedar alli, para siempre. Quizo llorar solo de escuchar un pedacito de una vieja cancion, que para ser honestos, no ha llorado desde hace mucho. Carol 2021 necesita llorar, necesita sentir y drenar, siente que se ahoga en la oscuridad, siente mucha rabia y frustracion y a la vez se siente capaz. Capaz de todo en esta vida, capaz de lograr lo impensable, tiene mucha fuerza y certeza de que sera asi, Carol 2021 sabe que puede con todo, con o sin ti a su lado.
10/19 10:19
