He let
Love. i’ll never understand it. i’ll never understand how people can claim too love you yet leave you like you are nothing. this is coming from the girl who cared too much, loved more then she could ever receive and hurt more then she can handle.
There was a boy. Too some people he was “just a boy” but too me he saved me. for what felt months , it was a matter of weeks that i fell for him. there was just something about him, was it his eyes? his smile? his personality? I really wish i could move on but i just can’t. it sounds stupid as i only was with him for a few months but god did those months make me finally feel alive again.
i was hurting a lot and he came into my life and made me feel again, he gave me hope in which i hadn’t had in a while. He brought me out of this miserable stage and helped me get over my past relationship. More then ever i just want too thank him for making me feel happiness again even if it was for such a short time period. if he never gave up we would of been magical , i’d even say inseparable but sadly that just wasn’t the case .
There was a point where he loved me weather he wants too admit it or not. But the only thing that stopped us was how he wouldn’t fight for anything. he would rather walk away from the best thing that ever happened too him instead of fighting for it leaving us a hopeless love. For two months we consumed each other and i just wish he didn’t let me go. If only he knew how much i saw in him, i would of given him the world.
so to the boy who was too afraid too love, i will always wait incase you ever come back. You wasnt my first love and i don’t think i’ll ever fall as deep as i did before you came along, but it was nice while it lasted. you saved me and that’s all that matters.
