Missed Connections

‘Hy Nikki, is that Ben ?’, Ben was my best friend of two years on whom i came to depend too much, i think. I mean he knows each and every thing about me, right from where i went ,to what i want to eat. Sometimes it frightens me, that he knows me better than my parents.

’What happened, why are you crying?’, ’How do you even know that?’, to this question he just raised his eyebrow and i can only gaze at him wanting to tell everything that happened with Kevin, but couldn’t. Well if i did, then he would say, i told you so.

Well, Kevin was my boyfriend, boyfriend of four months, Ben had always warned me not to trust him, he will cheat you. Firstly, Both of us weren’t in the same College, he was in Bangalore. I kind of thought that this was a good idea, for if he was here, then i couldn’t do whatever i want to do, cuz you know, boys and their “rules”. The next thing, what i liked about him was he didn’t care much, and i thought that was a good thing, little did i know that i would regret this relationship to the point of being called clingy and desperate. Yes, he did call me that.

After 4 months of seriously dating him, chatting with him till 2 am every night, calling him at each break and sending pics filled with so much love. Never did i ever think, that once he came back to Kerala, where i was, he would want to break up with me. I kind of was excited when he told me he was coming back, every night i dreamt of all the places we could visit and make out, the beach taking the top spot(yaa , I’m a romantic, i know) but all of that laid to waste.

For he had an epiphany, his friend suggested to him ‘Relationships work or don’t, even if they don’t its all right, it happens all the time, there’s lots of fish in the sea’. The reason for this was, he got this into his head, that once we get the thought of breaking up, we will definitely break up, there’s no other way.

At night, 10:30, after making sure that my Mom and sis were sound asleep, i called him, the sound of the ringtone drove my heart into a frenzy, it rang for a long time and finally he picked up. I was kind of hoping that since he came back, we might be able to do sex-talk, or maybe even face time, i really wanted to see him and talk these things. I wanted to show him my milky thighs, my shaved mount and red nipples, which i had not showed to anyone before. Caught in these thoughts, i failed to recognize his uninterested voice which should have alerted me of the heart-break that i was gonna suffer.

‘Nikki, can i call you after half-an-hour, we really need to talk’.

‘Ok, sure, i’ll be waiting, Love you’,

He hang up, without saying those magical words, i’ve been wanting to hear this from but he never did say it. At 12:00, he called, me mistaking his tone as being sexual, dressed myself in panties and in bra. The only thing i ever wore to sleep and it was a beautifully red which contrasted against my milky white skin. I picked up at the third ring, kind of a code of ours, “Lover’s code”, always pick up at the third ring, thereby avoid Mom or sis catching you having a boyfriend.

‘Hi ’, ‘Hi, Where were you and you so late?’

‘I was watching YouTube and i kind of forgot’, typical him always watching something and forgetting about me. However, i kept the frustration out of my voice and proceeded to make him get in the mood.

‘Hey, what are you wearing? ’, I was greeted with a long pause and i kind of felt awkward.

‘Did you say something, i didn’t hear it’, i knew he heard but guess like he wants to play, hmmmmmmm, ‘I asked what are you wearing? and I’m wearing a red bra and matching panties, ones which you love, I kind of have been waiting for you all day, where have you been? ’

‘Waiting for what exactly?’

’You know waiting to have sex-talk, it was uncomfortable for you in Bangalore so that’s why i waited till you came back, now you can talk dirty all that you want and make me moan as much as you please ’. Wow, guess like I’m a whore in love, but in my defense i haven’t masturbated in a month, i was horny as a bitch and i needed a fuck so badly. I guess he got my idea for he started without wasting a second.

‘Nikki, baby, I’m gonna kiss your lips and my hands are roaming down to you neck, I can see the strap of the bra which is holding your breasts tightly, i want to go down, but no, I’m gonna take my own sweet time for it. My lips have travelled from your mouth and now to your neck, your sweet little neck, which is running red with all my biting and kissing. My hands are travelling down, following the strap of your bra and finally I saw it your breasts covered in red. I go to its end and bite your nipple’.

‘Aaagh, Kevin, bite me harder.’

‘The same time i bite your nipple i twist the other one with my finger , my teeth grazes your two nipples one by one an with my hand i squeeze your breasts, squeezing them harder and harder, till you scream. All the while biting and sucking your nipples till you thrash your bed but i haven’t removed your bra, for i want the lace material to brush against your breasts and make marks. Marks which make you mine.’

I was having a tough time controlling my breath for i was a bitch in heat and i was his little slut to do as he please.

‘Keeping my one hand on your breast, my other hand is travelling down all the way down to your pussy. I am lowering your panty and I’m spreading your lips to see your clit. I rub you up and down to find your clit and i have finally found, i give it a little pinch for hiding from me.’

‘Aaaaagggggghhhhhh’

‘Im playing with your clit, moving it up and down and rubbing it up and down, until you cry, i want to hear your cries, I have you wet , you dirty slut, do you still want more?, c’mon let me hear it’

‘yes, Kevin, I want it, I want you to rub me and make me come’.

‘I shove a vibrator in your clit and close your legs at the same time i tear your panty and bra, your big breasts swing at the force. Your red nipples stretch out to me and i bite them, pinch them, twist it and finally attach nipple clamps on them. Your face opens in shock and you feel pain and pleasure at the same time, Oh How i love your face, it seems wide open and i shove my dick in your mouth and you suck it like a lollipop. I thrust into your mouth again and again, all this while telling you not to cum. Did you hear that bitch?’

‘Yes, Master.’

‘Now open your legs and let me see you, wider , i said wider. Your cunt is leaking and asking for me, you juices flow and i want to lap it up but no, i am going to punish you for being the naughty girl that you are. I pull your legs up, make them wrap around my shoulder and enter in one go, but before i do that i increase the vibrator to its maximum and increase the pull on the clamps bit by bit. You cant seem to control yourself anymore, i am fucking you again and again and your hands clasp on the sheet for dear life but you cant escape it, you are pleading with me to cum but no, im gonna play with you a bit longer.’

‘Master, please may i cum, i really want to cum.’

‘No, bitch , you don’t, you will cum, only when i give you permission to. I keep fucking you for five minutes all the while increasing the pull on your clamps and finally i feel like cummming but no, im not going to let you go off that easily. I thrust an anal vibrator inside you and pull your clamps tightly and say cum Bitchhhhh. Your orgasm hits you like a wave, your breasts shake from its force and as i pull out of you, your pussy asks for more, opening and closing just like a bitch asking for more. Your orgasm triggers mine and i cumm all over your breasts, all the while the vibrator inside you makes you cum again and again. To see you helpless drives me wild and i bite and torture your nipples again and again until you nearly pass out.’

‘Nikki, are you there?,’ my breath was all that answered him, woah what an orgasm, it was worth the wait, I’m like really tired, I just want to sleep but the vibrator inside me came to life at his voice.

‘Yes, babe, I’m kind of sleepy, but I’m here’

‘I wanna tell you something, I don’t know how to say it but I’ve been having these thought like how we are different in every way and I don’t think this is gonna work between us, lets just break up’.

Without even waiting for my answer, he just hang up, the vibrator pulsing in my pussy was only thing reminding me that I just got dumped.