Memories: never ending cycle

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Summary

This book is a collection of some of my scattered thoughts and feelings. Sometimes an emotion hit us with so much intensity that it's overwhelming for most of us. In that situation the best thing we should do is pen down the feelings; those scattered thoughts. It often leads to rise of a new perspective. I believe that poetry is something that gives us a quick escape from this cruel reality and find solace in our memories, feelings, past, present or even future. Wishing that the world of our imagination can someday just one day even for a second give us the sense of comfort. If you ever feel confusion, if you ever feel that life is too unfair to you. Just remember your future holds something more pleasant, more brightness for you. sometimes the poetry in raw form holds every emotion so diligently that it's polished form looks pale in front of it. For better understanding, read twice. All your thoughts, feelings, experience and corrections are welcome in comment section. On demand short poetry and scenario can also be entertained here.

Genre
Poetry
Author
missboldmb
Status
Ongoing
Chapters
1
Rating
n/a
Age Rating
16+

ONCE AGAIN

A Life Which Never Ends: Memories


*****

Once again, I'm afraid

Once again, I'm lost

Once again, I'm nothing


With fear of forgetting

With fear of helplessness

With mind numbing coldness.


Was it your memories

Or was it your pale skin

Cold...

So cold that no warmer can help.


I'm afraid

What if I forget you

What if that rare smile

Don't appear again


Was it that much unbearable?

Was I a bad child?

You never told me.

-or maybe I didn't hear-


You never said... That This world... This world was not meant for eternity

That I shall carve

you

Your smile

Your lessons

Deep in my heart

So deep that it dare not vanish.


I crave...

I crave you

I crave your presence

I crave your rare hearty laughter

I crave your blessings.


I was there

I'm still here

Always for you

Just one smile

One call

One interaction

I wanted to feel your warmth

I still want it

Just one more time.

Can you come back?

For me

For her

For us...


Always knew,

Always knew that this day will come

That you will leave me

But this soon...


You said 'Stay Strong'

Can you see me?

I'm trying

But it hurts...

It hurts to know that

Your presence,

Your discipline,

Your stories

Everything is gone

The author,

the narrator,

The owner,

YOU

Only you hold that essence.


Can you hear me?

I feel bad

I'm not a good child.

Everyday, I promise

I'll do better

And in the end

I'm still me

This world is still unfair

But you

Why aren't you still here?


What about our promises?

All my first times...

Our first times.

It never happened.

Do you remember?

Call me one more time

I want to hear you

Just one more time


I wish to replicate

Your dedication,

Your confidence,

Your respect,

You

So that

No one can object

Your parenting

Your grandchild

I'll make it happen

Sooner or later

That day will come


And your presence

In my heart,

In my mind,

In our memories

Will never vanish.

Never ever...


Stay with me

Stay with us

A little longer


I'll remember everything

Everything, so that

When the day come

And we meet again

I'll tell you everything

In detail

From wake ups to good nights

From we, us to you were mine

Everything thing...


Until then

You too

'stay strong'

Once again

We will learn to smile


*****

- P