Chapter 1
I was sitting in front of the computer trying to plan out what was going to happen. With me knowing that it was time I decided that I was going to leave a message to people that may care.
To whom it may concern,
I Kate Brown have some important things to say. I have always welcomed death. No one knew what was going on until I was stupid enough to let someone see. If I had only been more careful with what I was doing I would never have let anyone see. I have never actually tried to kill myself. I have had intentions on doing so but have never gone through with them. The reason to that is because I had someone that I had always liked and wanted to be with that guy. I am now happy that I have gone behind my family’s backs and am dating him. I really think that I’m falling for him, and I’m falling fast. I may have only been dating him for nearly two months and I already am in so much of a happy high when I think about him, I just don’t know what he is going to do now. I just wish that I had had more will power to live longer so that I would have had a good first day of year ten. But I was not strong enough to even live that long. There was so much pressure with the whole tablets and me talking to my therapist. I have not been able to keep up with me trying to show the fake happiness. I had lost my ways of trying to show the emotions. But they just don’t come when asked. Recent to my day of reckoning, I had been thinking for some time that it was my time to go.
From the dead Kate
After rereading the message, I printed it out. I folded it and placed it in an envelope and placed it next to my parent’s bed. I slowly walked back to my room. I look around my room and think of my place to die.
The bed was too good to be wasted. In front of the computer was common, but so was the bathroom. I could not think of a place that would be a right. Suddenly my door opened and in comes my little sister Rose. “Hey what are you doing up?” I asked her and she came running to me and said “Please don’t do it! I need my big sister!”
I pick her up and walk into her room and place her in bed. “You need to go back to sleep before mummy and daddy find out you have been awake.” I smiled at her and gave her a kiss. “Night” and with that I went back to my room.
I waited until I heard my sisters light snoring and went to my closet and opened the safe. I pull out the gun that I had saved up all my money for. I had even payed a hundred extra to get it without questions asked.
I look at my pillows. I grab one of them and sit on the ground leaning against the wall. I put the gun against the pillow and place them on my head. Then I pulled the trigger and have my ending...
