Love that just lost

People call me Eve but I love Evelyn more. I love showing tantrums, living my life and ofcourse watching porn. I know you people might think me as a wannabe teenager but trust me we all have some addiction. I don't give a fuck about what people think of me but I do give a fuck about my crush Jeason, I call him Jea. He is the hottest guy in school. I know him since elementary school we were friends but as puberty hit him as he turned from nerd to a charming, handsome yet popular guy we barely had any conversation after that. But I continued living my life the way I love. I started reading erotic stories that arose me. Nothing but these story could make me moan.

Lying on the bed, with the most sexual story in hand I didn't realise when my other hand went down inside my pants rubbing my pussy over my undies, I could feel it becoming wet. Soon I could sense my bare skin. I had removed my clothes feeling aroused by the story. I started pressing my boobs and squeezing it harder. I wished to feel the pain. I rubbed my clit until it enlarged. I tried inserting single unit and pressed it far as it could go slowly increasing the pace I forced in triple unit in enduring the pain I slowly increased the pace to the max where it made me groan out of pain yet pleasure. I could feel me Cumming. It felt so good but after I finished a feeling of guilt run over my mind. I felt numb and cried. I called my best friend Selke and told him everything he asked me whether I was bi- I was shocked. I shut him down with sudden anger and disconnected the call feeling guilty I went off to sleep but was so distressed that I couldn't make myself to sleep.

Next day in school

I met Selke. It was awkward but he asked again,

Selke-" Are you okay ? Eve! Did you even check your phone since last night?? I have been calling you like a psychopath! Do you even realise how I felt after that. I was worried babe.."

Evelyn-" Wait! What?? Babe!! Are you serious Selke?"

Selke-" Chill! That was just an expression we both can never be together!! Ewww¡!.."

Evelyn-" In your dreams! I don't ever wanna be with you bro !! Ewww!!!¡.."

I could feel Selke being disappointed but I didn't wanna lsy attention to it. Though what Selke said yesterday was still running in my head but I just couldn't pull myself together to believe it..

Suddenly light appeared

Sofia, new exchange student entered the hall. You won't believe she was a perfect example of perfection. She was wearing a peach mini dress perfectly complementing her curves making her just a perfect example of beauty.
Oh shit my inkpot?!!

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