Chapter 1
Childhood days
I was sitting outside where I familiarize myself with the students around me, I am in my first grade when I have moved to another school and make new friends but it wasn’t easy you know. My name is Maria Hyacinth Renaldi but you can call me Cinthy, I’m 2 years old, pretty cute that is brown skin and slim, brown eyes, black lower curly hair, and short in height.
I met him when I was in 2nd grade and he was in 3rd grade, at that moment his classmate introduced me to him and I was so nervous about it. “Hi I’m Luca Atwood, don’t worry I won’t bite.” He laughed and then smiled after.
I talked shyly and slowly. “I’m Hyacinth,” I looked at him and began to know him. He has this brown skin, skinny body, black eyes, black fridge-up hair, and is maybe 5 feet tall.
After days months we were a school campus love team but we weren’t in a relationship just a love team set up. Our journey was doing great we even ended up as a king and queen of hearts for our school valentines day program. Childhood was doing well and even if our school is just small and students aren’t that a hundred, as years passed I began to start to have a crush on him not just a crush but feelings too. I couldn’t tell him cause I was too shy and awkward to tell and maybe sooner or later I’ll confess my love for him.
I was in fifth grade when my auntie took me to the psych ward well... it is all because of that goldfish of hers that I squeeze to death for two exact minutes, I wasn’t on the right mind that day of course.
“Would you explain why did you do that with the fish, Cinthy?” Doctor Melendez said in her sweet soothing voice, her hands holding the pen so as her other hand holding a booklet while she sit with her crossed legs.
I stared at the wall blankly as then I snapped back to Doctor Melendez asking me questions. “I don’t remember doctor I think I was out for a second and then it was in my hand,” I said in my low voice. It is a lie I said in my mind I did remember what happened. I was 10 what could possibly happen, two days later my aunt got a mail from her laptop she called out to me saying. “Cinthy I don’t think your mom and dad are going to like this, you have been diagnosed, psychopath.” There I hear the word PSYCHOPATH! it kept ranging in my ears, should this happen to 10-year-old girls and my aunt explained to me that non of in our family has been in this situation before.
Another day had passed it is Monday I was playing with my friends on recess and I happen by to play with Luca alone in the back of our school where the garden is located, as we were there he pushed me towards the flower garden and I was so pissed I even throw a rock at him, it was just a small rock thank you.
I second the throw but didn’t hit him instead it was a bird, my face went shocked. “One rock is enough,” said Luca angry. “Damn you, why did you push me?” I shouted. Luca folded his arms, “I don’t know but it was kind of funny to me.” I walked towards the bird. “Wait I hit a bird I think it is still alive.” Luca then leans forward and goes down to check on the bird, “It’s alive what should we do Cinthy?” he mumbled. “We should kill it and put it out of its misery,” I smiled but that smile was psycho looks. “What now! Will yeah that will do and let’s bury it,” he smiled also.
We did something ungrateful and my best friend Lily tried to make me don’t do such ungrateful things cause she knew about my health and the new cause my uncle Ron my father’s friend is friends with my auntie Jane who told him about me but she said to keep it a secret until I am fully in recover state, there is no cure for my personality but I can manage to control it. We killed a cat that’s what she saw, little did I not know is later I found out that Luca is two times psycho than me, he keeps this dairy of his and I read about him saying that he keeps this diary of him to keep him calm his doctor recommended it.
I thought I was the only one but he was 6 when he got diagnosed and that was so early even for me too. I learn to grow with this personality and control it but it kept popping out all of a sudden, even at the park where aunt Jane and I go out for a walk. I got ice cream all over my shirt by some kid and lose my temper for 30 seconds and freak out the kid, he was just so annoying and I snapped back to myself and said sorry to him. My aunt said sorry as well and we walked away, at home, she scolded me.
“I told you not to lose it but no you got it back again,” she angrily said, she sat on the wooden chair in the kitchen and her face down with her hands on her forehead. “I’m sorry aunty I won’t do it again I promised,” I cried aloud. “No you won’t it won’t change and you know that.” I form into a fist and scratch it as if my anger would burst. “Yes it won’t and I can’t help it but do it,” I stamp my feet. “Go to your room young lady!” Aunt Jane shouted.
It is graduation day my best friend is about to be in his 7th grade. I confess to him that I have a crush on him and it is like this. “Umm... Lucas I have a crush on you,” nervously said. “Oh that’s nice of you,” he smiled. “Oh wait I know you’re a psychopath I read your diary,” I laughed. “What you idiot you weren’t supposed to know that,” he whispered with his angry looks. “Yeah I know but I bet you didn’t know I am too,” I whispered back. He got shocked and we both smiled, even though we are about to separate and he’ll be with a new school and new friends while I stay here until I get to high school.
It is September, it has been lonely since he is off to high school, I bet he is happy now and busy with new friends cause he hadn’t visited me at school. I thought he won’t visit but he did it was his two-day break because there is an event at his school. It was lunch break when he came up to me. “Hey Cinthy, my mom asked me if I can go visit here and I said yes why not I was supposed to hang out with my friends,” he sat down on the bench with me. “Then why didn’t you go have fun with your friends,” with my jealous looks I sighed and folded my arms. Luca laughed “What’s with that look on your face? haha I came here cause I missed you, tiny psycho,” he smiled as he pats my head like a puppy. “Oh really... the flowers are nicer these days huh?” I change the topic. We talked for a while.
As the month passed we stayed connected and could only hang out at school when he comes by not until I got graduated sixth grade that was the last day I am going to see the school and him but still I can chat with him through WhatsApp it was ok at first but as days gone by we got busy and I’m too shy now to talk to him. And I still can’t understand why am I having feelings for him again even though it has been five months passed.
Today it is November eighth a bully kicked and pulled my hair and called me a weirdo, I couldn’t control myself but I grabbed her hair and her face slammed to the locker and bled her nose even though she was taller than me it doesn’t mean I can’t do that. I yelled at her, had an evil laughed, and slapped her face five times until the principal and our adviser came. Our parents were called out my auntie explained the situation privately to the principal while Jess the bully’s parents haven’t arrived yet. The next morning my auntie scolded me and took me to my therapist where I have been for every Saturday for the rest of my life.
One night Luca suddenly called me his voice was deep and kept stuttering like he never did before, I had to go there and help him. I arrived with my car under a small bridge nearby the Mage beach of Glen hale city. “Why are you in the dark Luca?” I asked slowly. “Help me hide this body Cinthy...” He then walks slowly towards me with blood in his hands. “Shit Luca what happened?” I asked emotionless. “I killed her, she was so annoying to help me now and do this perfectly without a trace,” with his angry face. He leans forward to my face and kissed my forehead. “Cinthy promise me this is just a secret, now hand me the things I told you to bring.” We did something that could bring us to prison but no one will know.
