Chapter 1 First Time
It pains my heart to see you in pain
But this is the part that you choosed for yourself
I tried to stop you from going down that lane
You didn't listen, all my efforts were in vain
"When I met you for the first time I never thought that you would be someone that will intrigue me, but see here we are talking to each other and having her favourite hot chocolate together."
"Yeah I know, I never even thought that you and I would be able to have a friendship let alone a relationship."
"Who's fault would that have been?"
"Oh come on Charlotte I just said you are little bit weird... That's it"
"Weird and stupid looking is what you said Drew, and don't you dare try to fight me on that because I always remember when somebody say bad things about me"
"Ok ok babe let's not fight on that again let's go we are getting late for the show"
"Are you performing tonight?"
"Yeah I told you remember? last night in bed"he looked at me with a raised brow
"Sorry I must've fell asleep"but you know what you promised me right? was the question that I wanted to ask him but I know that how he's going to react.
Well me and Andrew are in a relationship for past two years we met our freshman year of college we had a pretty huge argument about the first statement that he made about me, but eventually started hanging out more as one of my friend was a friend of his friend and that's how we got to spend more time together and as we talked and shared our lives together, we understood each other more and there was this charm about him that I always felt attracted to, and the feelings were mutual so we started dating.
Simple right?
But..
The thing about Andrew is he has extreme anger Management issues and I always try to talk to him about going to therapy or trying anger Management classes that would help him, but always ended up with him not talking to me and him getting pretty riled up no matter how subtly I tried to come up with the topic, it all came down to him from his father who thought that abusing his only child and his wife would be great after drinking every night, this seeing his dad angry beating him and his mother his mother trying to protect him from his father's hand and things went south after the death of his Mom.
He himself went down that road that was the main reason that destroyed his family in the first place, the first time he started consuming alcohol, taking drugs, every thing that he can find from his father's cupboard at first he said it was only thing that helped him deal with his mother's death and that "relaxed" him, but soon enough he became addicted to them, I was there at the time of his mother's death for him but I was not helpful and I felt so helpless at that time because I was seeing a person whom I love suffering but I was not able to do anything for him.
