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There is one pain I often feel
Which you will never know, Vanessa.
And it's 'not to be loved by the one whom you love with all you have.'
I love you more than yesterday and less than tomorrow, Vanessa. Loving you is like a drug. And I'm addicted to it. It hurts so much when you look at me with despise in your eyes. Trust me it really burns my soul.
I don't like when you cry. I hate tears in your eyes. But when I love you, try to show you my love for you, you cry. You cry in loathe, i can feel it. I can't control my love for you. I just wanna love you in every way. But when I touch you with love, you try to move away with hate.
I may be just one heartless person to you, but for me, you are my world. I can't think my life with out you. You don't know how blessed I feel to have you in life. 'Your Love' is no longer a choice or option, it has become 'must' for me. All I need is your love, your warmth.
The world might call me crazy for what I did to have you, but I'm glad to be crazy about you, obsessed with you. I'm besotted with you. Nothing in this world can replace you sweetheart. And I want you to stay by my side till my last breathe. And I'll stay by your side no matter what. Your love is the thing I carve for, I'm hungry for your love, Vanessa. Am I that bad to be loved by you? Is it so bad to be loved by me, Vanessa?
Why can't you love me?
I love you more than yesterday and less than tomorrow, Vanessa. Loving you is like a drug. And I'm addicted to it. It hurts so much when you look at me with despise in your eyes. Trust me it really burns my soul.
I don't like when you cry. I hate tears in your eyes. But when I love you, try to show you my love for you, you cry. You cry in loathe, i can feel it. I can't control my love for you. I just wanna love you in every way. But when I touch you with love, you try to move away with hate.
I may be just one heartless person to you, but for me, you are my world. I can't think my life with out you. You don't know how blessed I feel to have you in life. 'Your Love' is no longer a choice or option, it has become 'must' for me. All I need is your love, your warmth.
The world might call me crazy for what I did to have you, but I'm glad to be crazy about you, obsessed with you. I'm besotted with you. Nothing in this world can replace you sweetheart. And I want you to stay by my side till my last breathe. And I'll stay by your side no matter what. Your love is the thing I carve for, I'm hungry for your love, Vanessa. Am I that bad to be loved by you? Is it so bad to be loved by me, Vanessa?
Why can't you love me?
- Kim Teahyung
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What does it call when someone's love causes your suffering?
He says 'He loves me.' Then how can the one who loves me be the cause of my agony?
How could I look in his eyes? When those eyes shows lust for me.
How could I have faith in him? When I lost my faith in me.
How could I make my heart beats for him?When he 'hurts' my soul.
How could I embrace him? When his touch alarm me.
How could I give my heart to him? When his deeds stab my heart.
He ask me 'Why I can't love him?'
How should I fall in love with him?
- Vanessa Evert
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⚠ Warning ⚠
Please be advised that this story contains mature theme and strong language. Which may trigger you.
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What does it call when someone's love causes your suffering?
He says 'He loves me.' Then how can the one who loves me be the cause of my agony?
How could I look in his eyes? When those eyes shows lust for me.
How could I have faith in him? When I lost my faith in me.
How could I make my heart beats for him?When he 'hurts' my soul.
How could I embrace him? When his touch alarm me.
How could I give my heart to him? When his deeds stab my heart.
He ask me 'Why I can't love him?'
How should I fall in love with him?
- Vanessa Evert
~*~
⚠ Warning ⚠
Please be advised that this story contains mature theme and strong language. Which may trigger you.
