So much so fast
It was Friday and the school was coming to an end.The classes had been running from 8am in the morning.Every student in Hailmakein University was now preparing to leave the compound.The sun was setting and the weather was a little cloudy.Shee closed her laptop and gathered her stuff and stood up to leave.The lucture was over and people had left.She had remained alone seated in her spot with zero energy for the remaining part of the day.She was only 19 and life was having a hard twist on her already.Unlike most of her colleagues, she had no friends.She was a loner and was always on her earbuds.For her,music was the only thing that healed her.She would be found seated alone in the school benches with her ears on full volume of Lil Nas Ex Industry Baby.He was her favourite artists.She loved and idolised him for being confident and never shy about his sexualty.His voice always made her wet.Only problem was,he was not straight and would probably never touch her even if she offered him her sexy ass.
She was rushing out of the hall when she nearly knocked down Mark.Mark was in his 23s and handsome. He was black.He was a vibe and most girls in class showed him a come-get-some look every time he glanced at them.He was an eye candy.
"Hurrying somewhere?"he said,with a weird grinn.
Shee had never really had a chat with anyone for more than a minute or two.No mater how nice it began,it alway was brief.It was not her fault.She thought people found her boring or full of herself with every word she said.She however never tried to change a thing.
"Sorry," She said walking away.
"I asked you a question beibe.Whats with the apology?" Mark shouted walking away as well.
Shee ignored him.She didn't think that she was any close to Marks type.Despite her soft chocolate complection and a model body,she still had self esteem issues.
"You ain't even that cute"Mark shouted at her without turning as if to confirm to her that what she was thinking was true.
She got to her bedsitter and took a cold bath.After preparing some tea,she sat down and got lost in her phone.Her whatsp had tens of texts from the class group she was in and zero text from anyone.Being the loner she was,she was used to not being checked on at all and it didn't bother her until late at night when it was silent and dark outside and she is cuddling with her cold pillow. She put her phone aside and picked a book to try and read.It didn't work.She was bored.She wanted to go out and meibe take a walk but it was late.7pm was here already and for her neighbours who always had a thing going on on Friday nights,it was the hours of picking each other up for the parties. She sat there motionless for a minute looking around the room seeing nothing impressive.She took out her laptop amd clicked on the videos folders to try and find a movie or something.She had been watching "Blood and Water" season one.She was so in love with Chris,the handsome rich boy.He turned her on.He had come across the part where chris and some dude were romancing in a car and could not stop rewinding that scene.She found gays weird.Lil Nas,and now Chris!? Why were all the guys she got to like happen to be gays?Before she could think it out,she had two people entering the next room and slamming the door behind them.They were kissing and romansing roughly.She lowered her laptop volume.Gosh they started fucking.The girl was mourning like she had never had a man for a month.Just then,Shee started feeling the one thing that takes her down.The poor lonely girl was horny.Herself,she had never tasted a dick.She was helpless.Her inneware was soaking and she couldn't handle it.She closed the movies folder and opened the web.She searched for borwap.com and hundreds of porn clips were on her screen.Every clip looked familier.It felt to her like she had watched all the porn in the world.She had started watching them in highschool after her friend sneaked in a phone and would show her how the big inched men made sexy women cum and squat.Then,it looked so strange to her.But now,she was a spoiled poner though still a virgin.She turned the pages and saw a title 'black guy making me cum'.She loved looking at those bbc's at work.She clicked on it.Her body was hot and her pussy dripping.She slid her right hand into her pants and rubed softly.Eyes glued to the screen,she started opening her mouth imagining that she was being fed that inchy meat.She took off her short and thong and opened her legs.She loved this feeling.Her finger deep in her,she craved for a man.In 5,the combination of porn and the sexy noices from her neighbours made her cum so hard.It felt good and relieving.Immediately after this,she always felt guilty.A second thought of "Why can't I just get a man" kept hitting her.She nevertheless cleared her mess and closed her laptop.
She thought she would obviously fall asleep easily and fast now but she was wrong.Her pretty fears were back.She felt so lonely.With her neighbours laughing with love and satisfaction after their love making,Shee felt like she was a disgrace.Loneliness bit her.It cut like a knife.It dug a hole inside her.It ate her raw.Hot tears clouded her sight.She tried so hard to hold them but they trickled down.
So much was happening so fast
Sleep caught up with her in her wild thoughts later that night.
