The Circle

Recovery Two

Mondays in Autumn, always start with power and energy, when the Sun is shining like it is today, mid October. Beautiful Indian Summers, theirs nothing like them. Poetic emotional celebrations of potential moonlit romantic encounters, for everyone. We feel it, even though we don’t wonder too much about it, don’t we?

Who cares for the why and the wherefores when it comes to love and that hormonal energy within. Its coming close to Halloween and there definitely something in the air, something magical, mystical and romantic. It’s the month of Libra, the time of love, of Venus, of friendship and brotherhood, or brother and sisterhood. After all, we deserve good times, don’t we? Leading up the whole way until Christmas and the new year, the vibrations are always right for feeling good about yourself. Perhaps there really are spirits who’s work it is to gift us with inner warmth at this time of year after all.

Our very existence is measured by how good we feel in Autumn and Winter. Its keep warm time, eat healthy time, be strong and shine that inner light time. It really is the best time of year, before it gets too cold to function outdoors.

But that’s what fire and heat are for, heart-warming returns to home and family after a trip out in the cold. Reminders of life’s essentials, we don’t usually need in Summer. As a healer-psychic this can be the busiest time of year, not for work necessarily, but for reflection and self achievement, for yourself and your loved ones and your clients.

Knowing that success is measured by how many people like and love you, or especially need you. For parents, being needed is the end all of parenthood, providing a good homestead, education, neighbourhood and example for your children. Even having time for a life for yourselves outside of all the day jobs and house work and nursing. Gaining local respect and support from other like minded neighbours and locals is one of the most important aspects of the human community effort. Pre millennium and now.

It’s who we are, at the core of our social body, our parish, our county, our province our countries. Young people aren’t supposed to get it, or have any awareness about it, until its time to put away childish teenage things and get with the adult programme.

Now that I’m going to be 47 years old this October the 16th, all that matters to me, is how healthy I can be to ensure that I can be there for others in my later years and how I appear holistically or metaphorically from above. How we all appear from above. How we are eternally expected to stop trying to understand the mysteries of our amazing work and just absorb their hidden wisdom as a child would, as an angel would. With natural genius, without deliberation or debate or over thinking. The new psychic for me is how accepting I can be of what I’m feeling in my body, my tummy, stomach, chest area, heart, hands, skin and stratosphere. Feeling the touch of wisdom through the hands of spirit, the Great Spirit, the true one that is whole, via the messengers of spirit, who knows what they really are. Elementals? Ancestors? Angels? Spirit guides? Elves?

What matter is, when you start to see them clearly, all throughout the day, on and off, they will provide purpose. God doesn’t just provide food e.t.c. He provides solutions, energy, little miracles, serendipity (Hello!) friends, chance, luck-jobs, escape plans, excursions, pennies from Heaven and more importantly, angels in disguise.

Like these days, during the day is both a struggle and a respite, hardship, stress and rest, work and patience. In the evenings, after food and shower e.t.c. should be recreational rest and spiritual development.

There is a definite pulse to the end of this year, a living breathing voice around us (Positive and negative) offering all of us some kind of normal life or solution, depending on circumstance. Black and white, struggling with us, as we struggle to get the full spectrum of colour in our lives, right?

Also, when we are younger, there is absolutely the “normal” world of hedonistic, supposedly accepted norms of parties and debauchery. This was normal for me, and is accepted as normal by most parents around the first world. But it has only been normal since the seventies, that’s 1970s, last millennium. Before then, for many families, drinking and partying on the weekend was unheard of by many millions of normal families and communities. Especially for women.

What was seen as dysfunctional is now accepted as normal. Especially class B or C drugs. For most teens, whatever people in their twenties are doing, is what they will be doing soon enough, so what’s so wrong with pushing the envelope and starting early, in secret and seclusion.

Because it has become normal for young teenagers to move ever closer to binge drinking and becoming part of the social scene at a young age, it’s also necessary for the higher order spirits to involve themselves in our lives for the purpose of temperance and protection.

More subconsciously, at first, again that good feeling that we receive when we know we are going out drinking with our school friends in the park, late at night, pretending to our parents that were watching movies or whatever. This is where we learn a very valuable lesson in positive thinking, in magical circles its called sympathetic magic, making something happen the way we visualise it. Also using the positive influence of hope, the intension that what is about to be, will be good, entertaining and valuable. We are developing the momentum for the force of control, possible for the first time in our lives. Going out, having fun socialising, developing social skills, a personality, an intelligence based on other peoples awareness of our intelligence, that older people may not have. Also, in an environment where there is no real competitiveness or false peer atmosphere, like you will get in bars and clubs. It’s like taking a back seat from the fake world of adults and realising that you are perfect just the way you are, confident, talented and capable of great things.

In my day, the drinking would never have been quick, we had temperance, we knew well of the dangers of binge drinking. That was to come in the generations ahead of us. The late 80s. Zeitgeist theories for me, that my generation of teenagers all around the world, collectively absorbing the knowledge that taking it slow and easy was the only way. Everything else ruined the fun and was seen as a cry for attention, intelligent bush drinking teens are too intelligent to ruin their own social scene, why would they?

Moderation for pre millennium teens, well pre 1990s teens was the norm. The world was a happy place back then, even with all its wars and skirmishes, the good times were had by all, houses were cheap, pre 90s, life was good, simple, easy going, exciting dare I say it, even normal. Then it all came crashing down at once. Was there something in the airwaves turning our youth into morons? Yes! Yes there was, and still is, even more so now.

Dysfunctional forces, too heavy for our systems to bare, crashed down on the world, financially, mentally and spiritually. Karma, it’s that simple. Not to worry were resilient; we may even have had to do things this way for reasons not yet revealed. The development of our id, our inner character, our awareness of our own confidence and personality that we express with like minded friends and individuals. A confidence no one else sees, even if it’s shoved in their face. Stupid people, especially well groomed so called intelligent stupid people cannot see the elephant in the room is there own ignorance.

Why do so many young people avoid a square existence, the boring path of study and complacency? What drives them to become more creative than academic, more open minded than closed minded. They are reacting to opposites, they see boring suited up teachers as the enemy, the dictators who represent lives they find horrendous and retarding. They see square controlling personalities everywhere they look, telling them that being “Wild” is a sign of stupidity, but its not. To young people the world of older people is two dimensional and flat, empty and meaningless. Even if they go to alternative types of schools where art and music are taught, but then to a lesser degree.

The world is a painfully mundane and practical place a lot of the time. Especially the modern world, where practical education is necessary for the masses, for the machine, a machine that eats itself and the people who feed it, to a degree.

Alcohol, although destructive to the youth, expands the mind, even drugs do, to a degree, that’s why they take them. Apart from the ego boost of feeling older when smoking for the first time it also relaxes them and allows for less anxiety, less teenage angst and worry and more wisdom to the fact that taking it easy, pays.

Without the freak-out of the parents, all through late teenage years, many teenagers take themselves to be more adult, more experienced and wiser than everybody. They even start to realise that some adults live in a world full of less intelligent adults themselves. Awareness grows on you; it’s a gift that many studious students do not acquire, as easily as the social personalities. The more stupid someone is, the more they’re hiding their intelligence behind stupidity. That’s Imp possession.

Past life

When you grow up and leave the normal people behind, to their weekend boozing, beer festivals down the pub/nightclub that never ends, until death. You will realise that the options for a spiritual existence are scarce, at first. The doctor says you’ll be fine, now that you’ve chosen a healthy life style, as foreign as that is to most other people both of you know. Ostracized you will be, into a reclusive hermitage of astral temptation and failed sainthood, usually.

Your past life is usually the only reason why this lifetime is the way it is, for you. Depending on your hidden unconscious memories and lessons from those past lives, your teenage years usually rid or shed as much past life karma as they can, to set you up for an un-natural existence. An existence that has lead many other people to lose their minds, or worse, their spirits/souls. Completely and utterly. Because they tried to beat the system, plunge into hedonistic pursuits along side of spiritual, chasing the dragon of pleasure and health for the rollercoaster ride of a lifetime. It only leads to burn out and transfusion of confused possessive energies that test the mind, body and soul.

Now, if you go at it properly and under supervision you’re lucky. The friends that know and trust you, the experiences that shape your understanding of your inner world, the hidden you. The you that nobody will ever know but you, your depth, it’s your birthright. If you’re Celtic, it’s a natural spiritual entity or club that accepts you into it, one way or the other. It has no rule, no controlling forces, at least not any that punish you before you do something wrong.

Awareness of self, of personal space, of the atmosphere in a room and all the energies within that space. The atmosphere and energies outside of any building you may be in also. What’s coming next, who is coming next, what coloured or type of vehicle they will be in and what kind of energy or action are they carrying with them, just for you, and every other unsuspecting spiritual people the next neighbourhood over.

It doesn’t have to make too much sense; you have an inherited superstition given to you by your ancestors. The ones that you saw visiting you as a baby, the faces that came throughout the walls of your bedroom, or the maternity ward. Your a human being and you where born with an inherent wisdom before your brain formed, before your physical seed met its physical egg, lifetimes before this lifetime. The energy point that gave birth to this whole universe knew of your existence before anything or anyone else did. Kapow! Now that’s big, bigger than you or me or any human being, messiah or not.

So, who are you going to become in this lifetime? What purpose will you provide to your destiny, before the destiny of others? Or in conjunction with. Your an individual, you are treated differently than everybody else, always, even feared or hated by emotionally stunted adults as a child.

Regardless of the adults that are of my generation, or should I say people born between 1969 and 1970, the crossover years. The fluxuation of opposites, the transition of millennium generation. A small window, but eight million babies around about, worldwide.

It may be the same for every decade of transition years, but my generation was born at the perfect moment for transition. Changes in fashion, politics, infrastructure, technology, education, financial, spiritual evolution and education within western experimentalists. Never again will we see our kind, born into a planet of extreme culture shock, moving at such a rapid pace that we know who the guinea pigs were. We knew who we were, but we kept it too ourselves, most of the time. Let the next generation scream as the victims of opportunists in their desperate attempt to achieve nothing.

Intuition and instinct, gifts of the artistic mind, the path seldom held, never mind followed, the go with the flow, on the road mentality that for the first time ever, was open to the children of modernity. Travel for work or leisure, entry into countries that were just barley leaving their financial depression behind and were also offering work. Tax free work, work where training was unnecessary, mostly because the infrastructure for a free race of people, who could choose their life path openly, was still new. Even in first world countries.

My world of healers and psychics, has now a solid foundation to protect it and nourish it. It is professionally recognised by millions the world over, as it had done in the past. The struggle against disease of the mind and its true cause, disease of the spirit, disease of the emotional make up of a person. Cause and reason for people’s physical manifestations of disease and suffering. Although slow to embrace simplicity, the new age was catching up with itself.

We, the healers are hated and despised, with great anger by the empty vessels, the empty vases of this world, the scientific and academic minds of modern chemical medicine. The devil hates us greatly and non believers are his vessels, his pawns, his slaves. After all there are very few rich scientists in the world (pun), especially if they are lecturers, no offence to them. Many are human and open minded, things do change, slowly. But the system is slow to catch up and legally, healing energy is still a dangerous space for modern medicine. A medicine that speaks from deep within our own histories, being used for thousands of years, even taken on by institutionalised medicinal practice, to some degree. Money.

In our past lives, its like minded people that support and inspire us to be all that we can be. Its natural, its ancient, its all we do in our earlier years, promote positive affirmations about ourselves and our friends. Never questioning their choices, never hesitating to follow them wherever they go, as long as it’s comfortable for us to do so.

As adults we still need friendship and support, also the love of being stimulated mentally and challenged by constructive people to endeavour to do well. Even achieve great things, never fearing the unknown, well never fearing to face the unknown and move into it anyway. Some people are compelled to do this with their lives, others just go with the flow, or do what’s expected of them, face the responsibilities of adulthood at an earlier age e.t.c.

The need to travel is also the need to escape, to escape the hooks and arrows of local energy vampires, jealousy, racism, bigotry and hate. Even when you’re living well and the monies rolling in, there’s always a need to feel fulfilled and confidant about yourself, that many others won’t endorse or allow. That’s why the youth of today are so rebellious in their fashion choices. Its like the whole scene has reverted back to the seventies when young people wore outrageous clothing and hairstyles e.t.c. Drugs are always in, hashish, ecstasy, cocaine, skunk weed, L.S.D. e.t.c. Many young people will experiment with all of the above, many will only try hashish. One thing is for sure, many of them will become abusive abusers and the other half , the abused, verbally and mentally. Some people grow up, some never do. Children can be very mean, but adults that do the same things, when they’re adults, are just a nightmare for the rest of us.

In past lives, many of us would have used laudanum or even opium to a degree, but because it was legal and accepted as normal, it wasn’t especially used by rebellious young people. Again the world was different back then. There was no culture of accepted social late night party till dawn, get wasted, be a rebellious outgoing normal weekender like everybody else. Unless you were a vagabond.

What I’m getting at is, that when were young everything is fun, everything feels good, there’s that energy within the tummy area that we love to feel. The nourishment within that everything gives us, drinking, smoking, eating, dancing, flirting and experimenting with love and physical fun. And when your young, you don’t listen or hear anyone who says otherwise, especially pedantic roaring fascists who at once warn of Hell and burning for all eternity. Who also subject you to the angry horror stories of past failures, but give no insight into moderation, love, the physicality of love, its almost like all they did was tell you that you were going to be failures because you already were. Without knowing you, without having any awareness of your personality, its no wonder their “System” collapsed it was out dated and anachronised. Their world was flat and to dimensional. As it appears to idiots of all ages today.

Very much like the world of many young adults today, empty of spiritual essence, two dimensional and flat. Its no wonder they seek the 3.D. computer graphics world for substance and meaning.

Our present day experience, is now defunct in many ways, technology just isn’t real life, is it? It hasn’t given us anything but a new hobby to fill the day, an entertaining pastime to fill our lives. Not so bad really, just it hasn’t come up with any answers to our inner emotional needs and questions about who we really are. Its artificial in every possible way, its only task is service, although it can relax the body, heal the body in many ways, maybe even the soul and spirit, to a degree. Do the positives outweigh the negatives? Never and always.

Its still in moderate infancy regarding the development of organic/artificial intelligence though isn’t it? I personally don’t want any technology implanted into my brain, unless my brain has been damaged, then maybe. Technology will do this for us in the future, as well as many alternate things.

But our bodies are really already a perfect design, we have experienced them throughout all of our past lives. Male, female and animal, perhaps even as a part of the elements, who knows, the universal possibilities are boundless.

The more psychic you become, the more you can read your past life thoughts emotions, experiences and all the people who affected you in that past life. Their thoughts, emotions and inner world also. Its a new world for us all now and even without technology, we will experience miracles within our minds, bodies, soul and spirits.

Collective consciousness is here and flexing its consciousness muscles for all who dare to see it, breath it and believe it. Many are hiding it for selfish reasons, many are closed to it and only open up to it via worry and neurotic compulsions to cause fear or harm as they utilise panic and anxiety for all its worth.

Why else has the workplace or the home become a dangerous place to function, where we are in constant fear of losing our jobs, our partners and our lives. There are wise people around us who know that this new ground, this new territory is a war zone, a battleground within. Within the mind, within the body and all the energies we are now granted the full use of.

Back in the hippy days, the term vibe or energy was a joke to many square people, even though they use vibration and utilise energy constantly throughout their own lives. The main reason for this is that this kind of descriptive language is about the atmosphere around us. Therefore its hard to grasp for people who hide their energy, keeping it locked up inside all of the time and only letting it out subconsciously or emotionally, usually as anger and violence. Verbally or physically, both destructive forces in their own right, each as dangerous as the other.

The simple solution to explaining energy is to use the word feeling. How do you feel right now, how did you feel in the past? Can you recall past feelings? Of course you can, but they can be painful, bitterly painful, hey nobody asked for negative feelings did they, perhaps that’s just the power of intention from my part, the power of suggestion.

Awakening feelings is one reason why some people react as soon as you mention them, good of bad ones. As children we spend all day reacting to things, positive and negative things. We chuckle or giggle when tickled or when having fun, as adults, we are exactly the same. We love life, we love to have fun and experience life, we learn to eat better, exercise and look after ourselves. We practice maturity in relationships and in every other aspect of our lives. We function as well as we can, we apply ourselves to our own rules and if they work over the course of our adult years, we stick to them. We have scruples, discipline, moral awareness and rely on luck to support us, especially with love and finance, even health, for self, friends and family.

If we have come back in this lifetime to do it all over again, to succeed in life holistically then we know it, deep down inside. We know we have spirit guides, voices in our heads or around our heads. We know our parents voices can be heard all throughout our lives also, within, by habit, residue or the brain just works that way.

But there is one thing we are not so consciously aware of, we have a soul, we also have a spirit. Some say we have many independent collective spirits that encompass the whole, as god is composed of many forces, angels and collective entities. Its all simple, when you understand it. Breath and relax. Don’t let your thoughts act like rampaging idiotic theorists. The world is already full of them. They’re called scientists!

You exist, you rage through life as a child with all the energy that you can muster, stopping only to rest. Pensive moments perhaps watching birds or musing over a leaf as you slumber on your back on the rug on the living room floor. I will do this and I will do that, your mind, though intelligent, is simple in its purpose, I will go and play, I may even use my inner psychic energy and astrally travel to my friends house to see if they are in. But this is always an unconscious decision for children. As adults, only an awakening can allow us to consciously choose to astrally probe locally to see if the Sun is coming out, or there are any good-looking people out on the street. Or dogs, or cats e.t.c.

It serves us, it serves our needs, our wants, our appetites, eventually, after some time, it leads us to understand, its not all about us. Here we have this amazing world, this perfect world, full of potential, possibilities, opportunities and available realisations. All eventually squeezed into survival at some stage. At some stage in our lives we are tested, made to suffer, made to struggle, just when everything is running smoothly, how, why, what? Victims of abuse or self abuse, that’s what.

We are not meant to develop spiritually and artistically, as the modern consumer spiritual all cappuccino drinking all stretching yoga, ballet, art and music practitioners lead themselves and the rest of us to believe. We just think that we are, we think that we can become successful at one thing or another, and we can, but not to the degree we would like, not even to the level we are capable of, why? Life gets in the way i.e. other people. Potential achievement is an illusion from which we never wake up to. Unless we accept the discipline involved in true artistic or spiritual abilities.

You wouldn’t go and see a technical genius who turns your stomach play the piano or read as a psychic, so why not achieve the one thing your willing to achieve with the organ you control, purification.

We never stop believing in the future, and that is absolutely because we do have a future. But its not just our individual future any more, we have to become a part of everybody else’s as well. We need to start praying for the whole, the collective flock, especially the optimistic youth that are unrealistically fearless and hopeful. Through innocence and inexperience their true potential is pure energy. Pure vibration of the power of hope, its huge, it cant be bought or sold, but it can be abused by people who try to utilise it for their opportunistic need and greed.

Life, as adults, is hard, damn blooming hard sometimes, optimism helps, but luck helps even more. Now, blind faith is more important than ever, blind faith and mental self defence from people who’s energy takes our faith and hope from us and dashes it too the floor. Lost souls.

As parents of young teenagers, you know that with all your positive encouragement and support, al your faith in prayer and discipline, if the wrong crowd connects to your kids, big trouble and big problems may not be far off. Your greatest fears realised.

You know so much more about the world than your parent s did, the world of temptation, booze, sex, drugs, even soul destroying forces alien to the last generation, whoosh! Right over their heads.

Your kids are very different to the last millenniums crowd, they are eclectic, electric, energised. They can also be chilled out and relaxed, but live in a world that offers them everything and anything. Or sells them that idea at least. Life your life, strive for the stars, be all that you can be, or at least prepare for it, so you have something under your belt. It is no easier now to be a parent than it has ever been. Just we are now guiding ourselves, and the education system is providing spiritual guidance in the form of council ling, career guidance, child psychology, sexual education, way beyond the kind we got in the 80s. It would need to be.

Its a different world now than it was before. A modern world, as much as that word can mean. Its going to become even more alien as the millennium progresses. The prophets were correct in many of their prophecies, about humanity being consumed, but all prophecies are usually shrouded by the need to warn or emphasise the need for vigilance. Much like my work here.

The truth is the world never changes, it just appears to, on the outside. We have always feared the apocalypse, famine, war, genocide and we always will. There you go, swallow that with your bagel and cheese. No matter what we do, we need to give it everything we have, unless destiny intervenes, like it does in life, a lot. For amateur musicians, artists, actors, writers, politicians, parents of love children, stumblers bumblers, chancres and tricksters, life throws us an ace hand once and a while.

Russia has seen two genocidal maniacs fail, completely and utterly over snow, cold and ice. The negative aspects of mother nature saved millions of lives and ousted the invaders. All throughout history nature has given us natural defences from invaders, cliffs, mountains, rivers and oceans, deserts and glaciers, to keep out the devils pawns from our aborigine bloodlines and our earthly paradises.

So too, the opposite, as far as the metaphor is concerned. An avalanche of luck that brings financial floods into our lives. Causing the absolute escape from financial worries, sometimes for life. With a job that’s fruitful and also something we love to do. Simple work or sophisticated work, it doesn’t matter. Winning the lottery can come in many forms. Getting that dream job that you trained for or practiced for, or landing a dream job you never trained or expected to land. I have seen some people offered their dreams on a plate, on a silver platter and I know the whys and wherefores as to how. Light, the power of psychic and spiritual light. Time and time again I have seen it in my own life and in the lives of others.

Of course reality does eventually get in the way and sometimes fate destroys some, not all of the potential outcome. Always for a reason, good or bad.

I have seen people who never cared about achievement, never achieving anything, and selling that message all their lives. Although they did achieve to get wasted, a lot, over a long period of time, dropout I suppose, rebels without a cause. Yet they sell that message like a paper boy sells his papers, only more subtly. Don’t do anything, and you will survive. But everybody fails. Everybody fails eventually. Its the making of you that waits to see if you can not only survive, but never give up, in life, surviving life, not just in your dreams but just daily survival. Just wait till other people ruin and decimate all your hard work and if they’re lucky, give you repetitive stress injury, that’s for life! That’s what happened to me as a thankless percussionist in a band of retarded imbecilic morons from mother complex Hell. How lucky we are.

Without destroying your body with the crutches that give temporary respite from the emotional aspects of suffering. Don’t panic, you’ve been dealing with emotional suffering since your childhood/algebra and sugar got you through that. A sweet here a sweet there throughout the day, every single day. All food, even healthy food keeps us insulated from our emotional daily experiences. As we get less and less hugs from our parents, we get less and less love, it toughens us up. We spend the first 6 years of life getting endless kisses and hugs, tickles and attention, 24/7. Then for one reason or the other it slows down, by the time we reach 12, it may stop almost completely. Except for the daily kiss from mommy before going to school and the odd hug from dad, but that’s it. This is where friends take over, that’s why they’re so important in life, always and forever.

Yet we still need a hug, we still need a kiss, as teenagers we crave the sensual experiences of such things to the point of obsession and excitement. Until, if were lucky, as I have been, we have our first true love. Hopefully platonic and pure, around the age of sixteen.

As a psychic healer, all your work is in support of the eternal search for the latter. The need for simplicity in life, a partner who has a heart, doesn’t need too much maintenance and is happy to spend time on their own. Your gifts comes from your past lives, your experience, your mistakes.

Mistakes make up 80 percent of our knowledge, they should actually take up 20 to 30 percent. But we humans have a weakness, our animal side, animals learn by trial and error, pain is usually the only thing that teaches them anything. Or reward. Pain teaches us slowly, over long periods of time, what not to do, then its only if we are lucky enough to learn anything at all. Reward teaches us usually nothing because we cant tell the difference between reward and pleasure. Responsibility is the cure for all sin.

So money is the reward, its a more obvious reward, that the millennium knows is something we desperately need, more than any other pleasure. Until we consciously choose a wholesome life, we are lost to the temptation of pleasure. Especially on the weekend, our pleasure time out. Growing up anyway, developing in maturity or immaturity. Helter skelter, roller coaster ride that is this new millennium, what are a directionless collective group of people meant to do with their lives?

For you, personally, who gave you direction (If you have any) why do you work hard at things, why do you strive to study, study, study when many others don’t. Why is it you find that you fit into a certain parameter or group, good nerds, or cool intelligent loved by everyone types. Which group where you a part of, and how did that work out for you? Now that all the ex cool people are fat with karma, ugly on the inside and the out, and what a surprise, have no loyalty to other ex cool nimrods from Hell, their mother complex/father complex, anti life, anti Christ complex. Un loved by everyone but their next victim, sometimes their last.

I see, in my life certain types of people, people who have multiple partners, but only monogamously. People who have multiple partners, every weekend. People who have long term relationships that always last years, 15 years 7 years 10 years. People who have very few relationships, or none at all. There is no real recipe for success in love, it is war in many ways. But everything works out eventually, for many people. For others its a cop out and they have affairs, sometimes multiple affairs, that’s their choice. In the next life they will want long term monogamy or absolute abstinence. That’s why you should never judge. Fell free to analyse, but its reflective and projective, like the mind of an immature fool that critiques everyone they see as a threat to their genius idiocy.

Never judge, but analyse everything, philosophise everything, in moderation. Slowly through meditation on life and people. Experience your day in your minds eye, when the day is done, as soon as you are relaxed enough to visualise the day and all the important parts of it. Most of the time, especially when you are young, you do actually visualise certain memories of your day, when you get home, or soon after an incident occurs, like a beautiful person walks past or looks at you. You hold on to that visual memory right? Yes you do! All gifts begin with vanity, selfishness or suffering.

This is how we develop our visual spiritual/psychic gifts, via experimentation. We all do it, even scientists, even atheists. As soon as you’re ready, your brain will get you to connect your visualisation of a certain person at the same time that person is visualising you, serendipity, coincidence, instinct, fate, destiny, magic and spirit all wrapped up in one great big enigma that is the human psyche, the mind power.

Visualisation

We use it all our lives, every single day, just subconsciously. At first its usually energy and orbs from birth and up through the baby years, until we learn to ignore it, around the age of seven. Then its truly deeply engrained in our subconscious mind, even though we are still using it during the day at play or via our imaginations.

The quickest way we can surpass normal human mental visualisation development is to use pictures or even better to draw pictures. If you were to draw a picture of a window, then try to imagine it again in front of you, you may be able to after a few efforts, or even immediately. You can do it mentally also, without drawing anything, just imagine a window in front of you. Then try to see if its moves around the room and prefers to stay to your left or to your right.

If you have trouble, just imagine your kitchen window, can you see it? Imagine the people you usually see through that window at play or your mother hanging out the washing, or whomever shows up. Anyone? Great! Keep trying, if you see nothing, that just means something is blocking your memories or your imagination.

Psychics don’t believe in imagination, they are wise to the fact that its a tool for connecting to real physical places or things. Whatever your imagination can come up with, may only be a spiritual entity or being, aliens, dragons, blue elephants, other worlds, alternate realities, the past, the present or the future. Its all that very same part of the brain and perhaps a little more as time and your gifts progress.

But, if you develop psychic abilities, as anyone can, you then have to follow the path of a psychic. If you reject that path, you then must study the alternate choice, mental health or the medical industry.

Or, artist. Translation, whatever your path may be, whatever direction you choose, life chooses for you, not other people. If I had a penny for every time a religious person has told me to burn my books, paintings, cds, everything I have created. Burn your tarot cards, throw away your crystals e.t.c. Throw them away more like.

Develop your mind, develop your gifts, its all your choice, don’t talk to people unless they share your ideas or ideals. There will always be a contest against your beliefs, internally and externally in life, its one of your purposes in life, to support like minded others especially young people and extra special, sensitive people.

Primarily, you came back from a past life to fulfil a destiny, with all of your life force, not just some of it. The central purpose to your life, whatever that is, is the reason you exist at all, outside of love, family, responsibility. Even though you can incorporate all that into your work.

Not only do we have to exorcise backward religious bigots from our minds, bodies and souls personal space, we have to exorcise the people who brainwashed them also. Lost bigots.

Valuable visualisation techniques will allow you to develop a connection to the factual reality behind everything and everyone you meet. Class systems exist within psychic circles. If a religious person speaks to me and they come from a different circle or cultural divide, then they usually try to dominate or control me, its in their nature. But its a brainwashing phenomenon not caused by them, but put upon them by other dominating people. Psychic people who are possessed by demons and impish spirits. Partial realities that make us suffer from one side of our consciousness. For example the religious person I mentioned earlier came from a very small community. A community that sees people like you or me as non equals, or ignorant or misguided. As terrorist fundamentalists think about open minded educated westerners. As scientists think about people who live in the real, spiritual world.

I apply my visualisation technique to her simply by just asking, in my mind, “Show me” and my mind shows me the face of a different person, completely. A person who appears to look straight at me, and even communicate through her. Possibly a living relative of the other woman that acts as a spirit guide, usually a relative. Usually an obsessive compulsive busy body, bent on controlling anyone who wishes to educate other people to expand their minds and think for themselves. Or the exact opposite, an angelic relative who smiles out at you with a reassuring grin.

Their minds can be changed too, but usually their bitterness and ignorance stops them from ever trying in any real or honest way. The ego of a bigoted idiot, will usually never change.

The strangest thing now is not why, but to accept the truths that your mind reveals to you. The answers to all questions are revealed , when your spirit is ready to accept them. Weirdly enough, many weird people are directly connected to your families karma, met them before in this life or in a past life, the cause of soul destroying causation. Valid, true, manifestations of becoming, being aware of hidden destructive lost soul people, who are puppets for negative energy, the divil and especially direct family karma. Simple, just hard to accept.

Solutions

Solutions do eventually reveal themselves. Simple solutions, we have already deeply ingrained within our soul, our mind, our soul mind. The soul mind is the true mind, our true mental brain. The physical brain is just the skin by which our true selves resides within. I am in my mind, is what it is.

I am centred, means only I am relaxed, breathing (Like a child) constantly, with a rhythm in tune with my heart. The heart has to have a balanced amount of oxygen coming in all the time, no holding back, no holding of the breath or worse, holding of the lungs. The mouth may be open, but the lungs are not moving. Deep thinkers, or worriers (Adults) do this a lot.

What happens is ,as the mouth is open, the lungs get some oxygen, just enough to keep the heart going, but then the mind starts to create negative thoughts or constant thoughts. Brought on by stress, anxiety and fear, you would think, breathing less would help slow the mind down. But the brain works on sugar, not oxygen.

The less sugar, the less control we have over our brain, our mind. The more we breath gently and constantly, as we are meant to, designed to, the more control we have over our mind, simples!

When customers call to me for a reading, or over the phone, they are usually lost in a sea of confusion, even if they are extremely intelligent and wonderfully gifted people, as many of them are. My God! Why cant I have people in my life like some of my customers?

The machine is watching eh? Oh yea baby, its sure is, its God and the Divil watching us and interfering with our lives to see if we will choose good over evil. Anyway, the intelligent customers.

Customers usually, some of them, have a small or large past life connection to you, the healer, doctor, psychic e.t.c. So when a truly gifted spiritual person calls to you for a reading or treatment, there will usually be a great chemistry between you, at times that can lead to attachment. Danger zone, its more than transference, its karma knocking on the door of fate, leave it well alone.

Strange circumstances we are all in now, consciously, very unusual, very ,very strange and wonderfully new! We need a great mind to share this knowledge with us verbally, well that’s our jobs isn’t it?

Visual stimulation makes up a huge part of our lives now, for the young at heart and for outdoors types also. What I’m getting at is that we exist in a new world where every single technological invention is an expression of our inner world, our gifts and abilities. We have always had them, spiritual people have developed them thousands of years ago. It takes time and effort to achieve without hallucinogenic drugs or hypnosis and trance. Our biological function is born with mental abilities that makes us truly genius-like when we develop our minds, in league with our spirits and soul. Its not crazy, its alternative.

Our planet is surrounded in artificial copies of what already exists, even telepathic energy lines that allow us to communicate mentally form great distances. Now this last gift is totally available to this new millenniums community, even old people, born well before it.

Technology energies came along to obscure the organic capabilities of our race and planet. Nuclear energy was meant to be a human creation of collective effort. I am not alone with this theory, even though I know no one else who speaks of this. I am a hermit mentally, but I have much help astrally from other people because I am utilising collective telepathic consciousness with like minded psychic healers. Hermits are astrally very social, spiritually rejoicing in the eternal supply of astral friends and confuters. There is no isolation in the life of a true hermit. You’re not a sociopath, your an astral social networking addict!

You would need fantasy and fiction to truly describe this existence, this period of our existence, it so alien to what has been before. Yet we have no problem accepting it, because it has no spirit, all electrical appliances are bad for us, cause cancer and other non treatable diseases (Without alternative medicine and healing). Like the effect technology is having on nature, the weather and our spirits.

Not to worry, ionic material, cables, electricity, streetlamps, exhaust fumes e.t.c. will cure a lot of that in the future.

But the brother of technology is the real new age, the age of enlightenment that runs alongside of the age of technology. Exact equals by nature, mirror images of each others gifts and abilities.

You read about that’s first here, or may have done, because that’s my job, to awaken and enlighten. To bring light into the darkness of the modern id. Rise and shine its a whole new millennium! But the dead never get out of bed, its R.I.P. for those of us who cannot listen, be good, keep going, rewards will arrive, just in time. The light will save those who are faithful, those who can spot an apocalypse when its banging on their doors, windows and rafters. I feel good, I knew that I would!

Everything happens at once, it appears to not have to, but its in our nature to express duality. We are two beings in one, there are two halves to our brains, we have a conscious and a subconscious mind. There is a male and female aspect to our inner and outer personalities, there is a female gene in all men because we all start life in the womb as females, before the sexual organs grow. That’s why we all have nipples.

This is not debatable, we are moving together as a dualistic race, one half of us are dysfunctional people, the other half functional. Rich or poor, there is an identical duality within each nation and culture. The grey area is hypocrisy conjoined with ignorance and an inability to progress culturally.

Before there was any invention whatsoever there were gods of invention. Mythological Gods don’t exist, just gods that people believe in, never mind the people who don’t. Theories on spiritual realities don’t incorporate non believers in my mind, because they are ignorant (In my philosophy and in the philosophy of my like minded fellow spiritual beings) The one theory that allows for spiritual energy and not a god, is source energy or source healing)

While we play at building things on the physical level, the spirits of all time are watching and waiting for us to listen, instead of asking, “what is?” We should be saying “I hear you” Its all going to be ok”

Right now, if you ask gods, the universe, whatever, is electricity/technology necessary, you will get “No” as the answer.

Not only it is unnecessary, but its also impractical. The only true function it may have is in war, war against people who use it against non aggressive nations. Oxymoron eh? Its here, we have to accept it, we all use it, we cant deny that we would not, or will not even try to live without it. (Apart from the odd few) If we decided to live without it, without technology, we would all be killed by nuclear bombs by aggressive countries. Never going to happen.

It stands to reason that we have been put here by a greater intelligence to achieve all that we have actually achieved. Human beings are obsessed about development, gaining in moreness and that’s great. We are achievers, some of us, were never happy with what we’ve got, because we know there will be bigger and better things, forever and always. Driven to create and create and develop better on what we have created before, where we can.

But, truth needs to be recognised. Our planet is now organic and technological. Both sides struggling for dominance, both with their own truths, one truth verses one lie. One lie needs only shallow versions of the one truth. The spiritual truth prophesises divine energy and god for all eternity and it looks like that is in fact a reality, there will always be the worship of divine energy.

The other truth, the lie preaches the exact same prophesy, in reverse, that man is now the creator of life and man will rule the know universe, albeit via technological development, moving us away from Earth into outerspace. To drain the resources where no man has been before. To populate other planets to drain their resources e.t.c. e.t.c. e.t.c. Eternally.

Well, until the physical universe implodes back into itself, in times illusionary yet factual way.

Man has clouded divine reality. He rejects nature. Modern religion has supported technology in that it has rejected nature in its doctrine. Although Anglicanism promotes herbalism, strange eh? Well, it is a modern invention, even though in Ireland being the religion of the colonists is still feared by nationalistic Catholics (God bless) , for obvious reasons. You have to love your own thought, rich or not so rich eh? Following?

Now, the day that’s in it is October the sixteenth two thousand and sixteen, my birthday (1969) A Hunter Super Moon. I had to rush clean my apartment in Belfast, took four hours of effort, to get my deposit back, catch the train to Dublin, then to Galway carrying heavy bags (Killer!) Rush. Understand?

The rest day is out, I’m now rushing around town buying lighter faster travel bags with the birthday money and home to chill, phew! This year is entering my Earth Rooster sign of the Chinese new year in January. My Celtic sign is the crow, which I love and as a spirit medium is also the guide to the afterlife. A positive messenger, not a harbinger of superstition as the modern world twists everything of nature to be. Caw! Caw!

The crow is a purple, blue, green and black bird, in certain sunlight. So, a secret peacock of the rook world. Symbolising the beauty within, the silent bird of paradise, the joyfullest bird in the world sometimes, a total messer who loves to roll on its back and literally laugh and play in the snow with other crows.

Yet, is wild, untamed and doesn’t show too much sympathy with humans, its been here a lot longer than us after all.

Its great to be around family, especially when they are all off to distant shores also, for work and Sunshine. Getting away from the stressful city and relaxing out in the fresh air of the modernised yet still country village in west Galway is pure pleasure and a taste of paradise. There’s nothing better in the world than short sojourns to your home town in Autumn, Indian Summers with hits of torrential rain. In the warmest Autumn on record. You know the birds don’t know themselves, its really bizarre seeing them all flying around with the robins. They’re as high as kites, I’m almost too excited myself, Must calm down, phew! Racing, flying, buzzing, breath, slow down, chill. Wow!

Escape

The circle comes round, the excitement of moving to a new place, especially a warmer place where, when you get there, the Sun is blazing and you have just left a cold, wet October in Ireland. Well, the day I was leaving, if any of you remember was Oct 18th 2016, the torrential rain of that full Moon period will never be forgotten by many who experienced it, right? (Today, Dec 23rd 2016, I’m editing this and is a tsunami of water flowing from the skies above, remember?)

Not only that but this period has got to be all that I prophesised it to be, apocalyptic mental arithmetic. When shadows follow me, the saying goes, yes, but its not all negative, the famine was a long time ago and were not interested in talking about local suicides 24/7 are we? This is millennium madness and we are the quick, by Christ!

The people are able, I didn’t see that coming, the energy, when its sunny, is electric and eclectic. People are at last focussed on the moment and are directing themselves and others with awareness. The normal people, not the alert awake spiritual people, i.e. the masses.

At least while the Sun is out, everything is flowing well and I can see that people are aware of the energies around them. Even consciously checking you to see if your positive or negative, if your energy is safe or unsafe. As fragile, worrying sheep though, its only when the Sun is high that they relax like lemmings on leave.

One of my strongest messages as a psychic is, keep your sanity. Be sane, study mental health as part of your daily grind, keep those cogs well oiled, especially if you love nature and embrace mental/spiritual visual emancipation. I’m serious about this, the more you develop your mind, the more the spirit world will allow you in, access to astral imagery created by energised portal illusion, representing manifestations of human and spirit life. A constantly evolving, constantly controlling emotional, mental and visual roller coaster.

Our only enemy is people who cause neurotic nervous stress and anxiety, our customers problems, not ours, and its their problem because its being dumped on them by the latter, humanity doesn’t want negativity.

Here now on this earthly plane, we psychics and spiritual healers are under constant interference from alternate currents of energy. That means, we all have to be busy, occupied, focussed on work or play, in the moment and ready to get up and go outside more or less at a moments notice. Demands are being made on our energy, much like the demands put on our earthly resources. Stop denying it.

Getting up in the mourning is one reason for your denial, having to move up and down the place making the simplest of tasks a repetitive motion. Constantly forgetting small details, necessary for the function of leaving, is it a metaphor for our souls? Yes. Getting out of the house with everything ready for work or even the short walk to the shop, more repetitive tasks. Not even the scientists can deny this one. Its like being a puppet in a clock tower, confined space. Millennium.

Are we puppets in a clock tower? Sometimes I use clocktower puppets as vessels for my spirit, to communicate with other psychics. Remember using your imagination as a psychic, is only using thought and visualisation to connect to spirit. Always asking, am I safe, is God watching, or are you good people that see me? Be honest with yourself, its never safe to go with someone, a true magician tries to never leave their body unless in ritual.

Spirit mediums have used puppets and statues as vessels for spirits of passed people for hundreds of years. In the 18th Century many mediums were arrested as frauds for using papier mache puppets in their séances. But this is a lie, the situation is hard not to be read this way though, by the general public. These statues were used as vessels for the spirits to enter via ectoplasm. Its a hard life being a medium.

One example of this in modern times, totally by accident is on a T.V. programme where in a pub, a ghost hunting team were in a room with a statue of the actual ghost mentioned to be haunting that place. The medium had a huge reaction and said they had never seen a spirit in such clear detail before. That’s called transference, when the spirit uses the physical image of themselves to manifest in greater detail than usual. Without denial, this technique is used by all spirits, to a lesser degree. For example a headstone or a shadow can help create a shape of a head or torso or anything really. Allowing a spirit to attack more easily than usual. Like in shadows, the reflection of light coming off brighter areas inhibits their movement and safety.

Our minds can twist images inside and help connect to spirits in this way. Living and past. So when you’re racing around the house, clearing up your mess, putting on jewellery, clothes, shoes, getting things ready for work or play, you too can utilise this energy to deal astrally with the people and energies of your oncoming day.

There is a reason for everything, but only when you ask will you receive the answers. We are all potentially super psychic now, that’s for every living thing. The open minded people are awake, aware and very careful to allow for other peoples passage through their space and their astral space also.

The doppelganger

Around us constantly, our spirit double, forever watching, waiting, testing, needing, perhaps itself just a manifestation of primal instinct and need for sugar and endorphins, no matter where they come from. This spirit double is hard to figure out, firstly, as a “Seer” which is what most spirit mediums are, we see your doppelganger. Now that you have returned from your search to find out what it is, we can continue. Animus and id? Appetite, animus and id? Immaturity, lack of conscience and primal needs, who knows what it really is, but human nature is driven by appetite and curbed by conscience.

For more angelic people, like your grandmother, we would usually only see her higher angel, or her spirit represented wearing light coloured clothes, floating around you or even around us, as we think about you. For darker personalities, or most younger adults, the spirit represents itself as the inner self centred being, the magician side, the inner sorceress, magical, coloured, possibly shamanic/spirit-guide type of higher angel. Not evil, but bordering on slightly menacing or even enticing.

The darker the person, the more of a shadow it becomes, their lower devil, their dark side, even their destructive side. That sociopathic sibling or neighbour of yours who is psychically or spiritually aware of their surroundings, subconsciously, or consciously. Living or passed.

The doppelganger will express all spirit animals, spirit guides (Lower) sexual appetites, even act as communicator/spirit guide for you, your darker telepathic side. Instantly morphing into your angelic higher angel side when the holy spirit intervenes, like say you are prowling about physically of psychically, down the street or thousands of miles away astrally, your higher angel will enter your psyche and astral or physical body and hey presto! Your an angelic being again. Conscience verses sin. Subtle or obvious.

This is what we are all capable of now since the middle of 2016.

Collective psychic consciousness, for good, or for selfish reasons. Denial helps the latter part, self serving ourselves is an almost instant karma, because, sexual gratification is usually always the jist we are out for, astral. New gifts, means huge temptations. For all.

For us experienced viewers, we have been studying peoples auras for decades. Testing to see them at first, having huge miraculous experiences the first few times, to introduce you to the truth, the undeniable yet hard to prove truth. Then learning via trial and error to see orbs within the aura field. All human beings see orbs and aura and spirit, but just mostly subconsciously, until they either show interest or meditate.

Oh Ra.

I speak simply because people analyse as they read, (Neurotic, habit) speaking simply controls their ability to do so. How I know this is also how I know that vowels effect peoples ability to breath whilst reading, therefore I attract astral energies that represent reaction. The anti reaction, i.e. holding your breath whilst reading, because your reacting to what I’m writing or to what you are visualising whilst you are reading. Right? Denial? That’s normal.

Orbs, manifest usually after aura is experienced, one thing at a time.

Like vowels are angelic, consonants are more stressed and attract negative energy. Vowels cause you to breath, consonants cause no breath. Reading follows the same rules, vowels good, consonants not so good. Typical! Absolutely.

This forces certain languages or cultures to create solutions to surpass the obstacles that consonants cause. Posh accents, are when the teeth are placed close to each other top and bottom. The bottom jaw is held tight, forcing the bottom lip to do all the work, or speaking like a ventriloquist. Holding the bottom jaw in place like this causes anger and a connection to the stomach, even with consonants, a feat in its own right.

Just try and say “How dare you” holding your bottom jaw tight, in a posh accent. Not so easy eh? Long periods of insolence from peasants probably caused this. What they need is discipline what! The power of vowels.

Aura and orbs, is one thing, but the words that describe them is another. Spirit world uses phonetics, this hugely expands the usage of words, and is a religion in its own right, in the subconscious world of spirit.

One example, subconsciously, all language is hidden subconscious communication, all the words we choose can and are hidden forms of phonetic communication.

Aura, becomes Oh Ra, as in the god Ra. Or oh Ra! As in hey I’m a lion. Or if your from the north side of Dublin, you may not pronounce the r, becoming orwa?, meaning or what, but perhaps also sounding like Orla, a subconscious exclamation of a persons name(They say wa, instead of what)Accents all around the world do this. Throughout my readings I’m pressing the phone up against my ear and listening intently for slurred words, giving me names that otherwise I would miss, unless delivered psychically. People can be saying its a beautiful day and not realise their saying its a David Ian to the trained ear. I tune in and pick up on who David and Ian are and ask them about their Uncle David and their ex boyfriend Ian, They are amazed!

Pronunciation of words leaves interpretation up to the listener, giving them almost free will to do with your pronunciation as they will, not all of the time, just when spirit or subconscious is trying to communicate. That’s intuition or even instinctive communication, subconscious communication. That’s where orbs and aura originally communicate with us, whew! Point made.

You can, and many young inexperienced people will spend many hours playing with words until they drive themselves crazy. So, take it easy if its a new revelation to you, words come easy, relaxed mature absorption of revealing realities come easier. Enjoy yourself.

For example, you live in Ealing and you’ve just been to see your local priest, or rector or reverend, rev-ealing isn’t it! Or your leg is healing after a wound and the person you tell thinks you said you’ve just been to Ealing. The more your listen the more you will hear coming through vowels alone. Because your listening for a purpose, you will hear whole sentences coming through one simple vowel.