Recovery

Recovery

Charlemagne, a great Roman leader, looked over his domain and thought to himself, hmm, if I help create a new kingdom with this new religion Christianity, I can control everyone and never be contested. I will become like a god myself and rule omnipotently with the help of the Pope, of course. Keeping down the Pagans, colonising the Franks, Germans and Austrians to reform the Roman Empire to its former, lost glory. (Wishful thinking?) Not necessarily.

The only problem with this theory is that there is already a hierarchy of Gods, high level beings, with supporting alternate levels of higher and lesser spirits to guide and protect, with 20,000 years of experience, worshipping, temples, priests and priestesses, loyal followers in their millions, wars, famines, pestilence and natural disasters to prove or disprove the existence of self-made theories, or of the old gods. The eternal ones, Thor, Lugh, Brigit, Pan (Naughty? Or nice? Omnipotent? Absolutely.)

Possibly the gods themselves wanted a modern religion for a modern world, thinking they couldn’t have their people still worship them and be consumers without care for the environment. Leave them to it, says Lugh, they will realise their mistakes and be back to us in a thousand years or so. Instead of burning our priests and priestesses at the stake, they will turn on themselves in no time. Remember Akhenaton and his ridiculous notions of inventing a religion to better suit himself. Hmmm.

After converting many people into Christianity, (originally a fine religion in its own right) the acceptance would have happened slowly in the minds of he spiritual soothsayers, for many of them , there would have been no conversion at all. They would have seen the angels of Christianity moving amongst the people and realised a true religion when they saw one, but chose to stay faithful to their own, more ancient, ancestral inheritance. Until they were burned at the stake of course, capriciously.

Choosing, perhaps to seek out imperfections in the annals of Christendom, wherever they might see them. For example, if you are good (not a new philosophy) good things will happen, its a given that human beings are flawed and prone to temptation. Promise them punishment and damnation, to scare them into submission, find many who reject the rules and fail anyway. Same ol same ol, nothing new here.

Apart from the fact that paganism allowed for debauchery within the parameters of certain festivals, religious holidays and worship of the gods of fun times, hedonistic pursuits e.t.c Possibly with the intension of releasing sexual frustration, fears and inhibitions, to help open peoples minds to higher things, once the body was satisfied, the spirit can expand.

Although many myths created by Christian institutions ended up becoming their greatest weakness and failure. (All is fair in love and war) But it seems to me, Christianity was not spread by the gospel, but by forced genocide and bloodshed) Don’t worry I’m Christian too, I’m not going to bash Christianity.

Fear

Taking fear away, can leave the path to enlightenment open. The Japanese have for centuries explored the power of the kundalini for procreation and general fitness, enlightenment and energy, within the confines of marriage. Every religion has a line, by which noone can safely cross without suffering for the consequences of excess. Excess celibacy is an impossible task, without immense stress to the body, thus causing the nervous system to induce the hormones of anxiety, in turn ending up in the brain. Brain cant take this and finds the inevitable solution to relieve stress, mooladhara release, emotional release, carnal release. Ahem, the inevitable hot shower e.t.c. right? (Ignorant heathen!)

In kundalini practice, within normal relationships, built on spiritual beliefs, not those of pleasure, recreation or relief, the higher order beings, angels, call them what you like, will be invited into the subtle system of aura to purify us after our lover, partner or self release session is over. (Giggle? Embarrassment? Feelings of blame or even vilification?)

Higher order beings of light, expanding our consciousness and raising our spirits to a place of perfection, bliss, wisdom, compassion and power. Followed by a need for abstinence or penitence to clean the system of low vibration entities spirits, anything that may spark jealousy in the spirit minds of local envious rivals (could there possibly be such a thing?) Revelations and repercussions soon afterwards showing that even a small bit of pleasure is not without millennium karma.

Fear of job loss, or stress in the workplace, danger to self or loved ones. Only an idiot would deny this here in this surreal existence of opposites. Millennium. Distancing ourselves from the humming voice of the divine, that’s all around us now.

Now, where does all this fit into Christianity, well modern Christianity is a little, a tad, behind the times (Dare I say it!) He should be flogged! Burn him at the stake! (Not for the first time) It doesn’t have any enlightened doctrine on kundalini procreation carnal knowledge. If it did, it edited it out Madonna’s first book, whoops! I mean the Bible, its dogma, years ago. There are many, many signs of the spiritual experiences of carnal knowledge in Christian artwork, especially Celtic/Christian artwork. In fact its more like the Kama Sutra for self release and same sex relationships (Absolutely no exaggeration, whatsoever, just take a look) Showing vivid pictures of what mythical creatures manifest when a monk is having just a little too much fun with the miniature picture of the naked Italian lady he keeps under his bed, eh? You know what I mean, don’t you? Your not in denial are you? Bless you.

So much artwork drawn by Pictish/Celtic artists in the Books of early bibles, that its an ungodly obsessive compulsive disgrace, in their minds anyway (In the minds of the Pictish artists, dumbo). Perhaps they were just sabotaging their obviously hypocritical warlord enemies new religion, who knows. But it does have its helpful insights into the spiritual side of carnal activity. That is, direct and obvious expressions of mythical creatures, dragons, giant salamanders eating the bodies of self pleasuring Monks. Desperation and isolation forcing one monk to love another, in many alternate positions. Its no joke, if you have eyes in your head, its abominable! It should be burned by the Spanish Inquisition.

Remember I’m a Christian also, I’m not against Christianity, just brainwashing, the power of suggestion, allowing indiscplined people anywhere near the religion of the people, is a huge mistake. Obviously. Next Pope please, next Pope please, next Pope please, what is this, an assembly line? No its the Millennium, time of great denial.

Lets not dwell on this subject too much, for the moment. The first awakenings of insular spiritual awakenings can be experienced when religion meets hormonal excitement. A lot can be learned by an open-minded spiritual being (Such as Buda) Who has no restrictions on their experimentational practices, as long as its followed by remorse, penitence, karma and good hard work. If it harms none, and your a good person, then there’s no long term effects. Great, you say, instantly forgetting about the short term effects.

In fact, being hounded by spirits that are well aware of your frustrations breaking point is one revelation of the millennium.

Well aware of how to fly around the astral space, wherever you may be, like hornets. Representing the psychic/spiritual forces that the collective masses are hounded by, daily and nightly and having to deal with these energies directly is the job of a spiritual priest/priestess/nun e.t.c. Or, if your an idiot, the local wino gone mad. God bless him/her, equality in everything eh?

Giving in to stress is vital, your only human after all, your not superhuman, and certainly the only other option is impossible, flailing yourself into a bloody mess. Show up at the alter in the mourning after that one eh?

Or, having huge goals within near sight, like performing on stage and not wanting the millennium syndrome to blank your brain mid song e.t.c. As I have mentioned before, I have seen this happening everywhere. Plus being completely and utterly untrained in dealing with the spirits involved in the spiritual field, leads a soul into dangerous territory. Divils, imps, paranormal activity, poltergeists, ghouls, ghosts, most priests are unable to cope, nor have they any experience or real training to cope. Stress wins, failure is imminent, its no wonder the truth is so hard to speak of, its nothing new to me though, or you, if your a psychic medium, light exorcist, about the town, earning your living clearing houses and people of extraordinary energies and entities, is it? Good luck finding any medium who does a good job though eh? And doesn’t charge you exorbitant prices for a bad one.

In fact many priests are about as welcome in your home as a cooked goose in a vegetarian recluse. Unable to withstand three days of celibacy, never mind four. The ones that are, I would call real priests, would go to their mass and keep my belief in the divine Christ alive and well, which I do have this day. Why? Because celibacy during the millennium is a hugely powerful energy, whereas its also necessary to control a new astral travelling marvel for the whole planet.

Its hard work though (Just lost many of my hedonistic readers, oh well) Hell is other people. This book is not about putting down Christianity but more so about simple truths, all religion is the same, except the utopian illusions we create about the ones we think we support, or temporarily support.

The experiences of true love, for example, pure, clean, celibate first love is in itself, as natural as breathing. A free, organic aspect of our lives as hormonal, spiritual beings, men and women, mankind, animal kind, spirit kind. God kind too.

The Angel Gabriel had spiritual carnal knowledge with the Virgin Mary, they made a child, she was a physical virgin yes, but not spiritually. (I can feel the flames creeping up around my ankles as I speak, only joking)She would have had a spiritual experience that only American nuns can speak, and do speak of. Kundalini lovemaking with higher order beings. An awakening that Japanese women have been having for thousands of years! Gods have been named after these experiences, only because gods are created via the collective energies of millions of people, or fed by their spiritual energies, or visa versa. Reputations are gold.

The effects of such is the opening of light (Spirit) , alternate colours of light within the base of the spine, glowing magnificent pure vibrations of spiritual enigma, that with a day of celibacy, or three days preferably, will awaken many psychic and spiritual powers without karma, envy or psychic attack. Kundalini awakening is hugely powerful the first time it happens, as long as you have the support and guidance from other like-minded people. Did I mention that its supposed to be experienced via meditation first, before its experienced with a partner in person. Medical terminology? I use normal but obvious descriptions to avoid becoming the clown of the kundalini world, ok?

The one thing westerners just don’t get is that once you become aware that the kundalini has been properly awakened, you are walking in the footsteps of saints. Saints of light, angelic people with huge potential for good, to help bring the new age into fruition. Hyper sensitivity is very hard to hold onto, in fact many people fail to enjoy its amazing energies for any length of time. Especially the people who teach it, or share it, why? Because the negative energy targets them for failure. Its only those who are truly able to distance themselves from hormonal needs that succeed. Celibate, new age Buddhist marriages, who reproduce then are completely celibate afterwards. Way too high a level for all the westerners I know, thousands and thousands of them.

We don’t have to be saints, we can enjoy a more subconscious kundalini meditation. I know, I know, but its not extreme at all, keep it simple, don’t chase the dragon of that first explosive energy travelling up your spine and out the top of your head. Once you experience that first amazing and miraculous moment, it will never happen again, maybe only a little, but never to the true source experience of the first time.

Its an experience that’s supposed to show us, without the shadow of a doubt, that this energy is better than sex, beer, nicotene. Better than everything, anywhere, any time and with anyone. But I see only so very few that keep the purity, the celibacy, the power going. One in every thousand maybe. Everybody else pretends its just as good, but who are they fooling. If you have more purity than they do, they will kick you out of their group, or try and sleep with you, fact.

For an experienced learner which is how I describe all experts in this field, we are only scraping the tip of the iceberg, regarding the spiralling vibrant energies of the awakened kundalini. The universal possibilities for mankind, when we all start creating life from a pure almost virginal source. Sophisticated life creation, I’m starting to sound like D.R. Frankenstein a little, but its truth unfolded. Secrets unfold about the people who tried to introduce the darker side of it into mainstream culture during the 60s, just before kundalini was brought by actual pure beings from India, more in the late 70s, early 80s.

Beatniks who came from the U.S.A. mostly and some famous authors from the U.K. brought back yoga and tantric practices, enlightenment, Enochian Magic, Kabala, L.S.D. Hashish est. e.t.c. But this is usually the first step to cultural change, warriors, experimentalists, academic celebrities who sell their soul first, if they live long enough, angels after. Just like all religion, without war, it never spreads. Without devils, nothing changes, therefore evil is a negative, destructive, sick, twisted, but, because of the hidden evils in the system, its also a necessary part of the impractical side of life. Just if you choose it, you pay the price. Backing out of that philosophy is a fools game. You will meet a never-ending line of, liars, fools, idiots, hypocrites, morons, destructive guilt trippers and failures, pansexual sex/love-addicts(Most psychics/healers you know), perverts and subliminally demonically possessed people in every single kundalini awakening group in the world. Fact.

To a greater or lesser degree. Its a catch 22 situation, you see, if your chosen to walk the path, there are two choices, stay on it, or get lost. Sell your soul, become a famous celebrity, make millions, save the planets rare species, snort coke, live the hedonistic life of pleasure and die from an overdose. God bless your beautiful poetic soul. The rest of us will take the physical high road, scot free.

Escape

All cultures have created divine beings, one way or the other, especially cultures that have given themselves completely to the establishment of beliefs bound to the magnificence of the spirit. India, for example has created many, many divine spiritual beings, even Jesus Christ was reported to have studied there, they have the records to prove it.

So chapters about kundalini, interesting eh? Highly fascinating educational, entertaining and revealing, well not really too revealing, your not ready for that, or maybe, you are.

Soto free ourselves from stress throughout our lives our bloods circulation itself is directed around our bodies via the direct orders from the brain, to correct slight dysfunction in certain areas. Yes even that area (your brain is racing) to areas of stress, emotional stress. What’s that? Well its something we’ve been experiencing since birth, believe it or not. Slight reactions within the body to energy, yes energy, other peoples energy. Call it intuition or as better known to animals (not you) instinct.

Why does your dog bark at the door (not your girlfriend) when there’s nobody there? Or when there’s a man at the door, but not a female. Hmmm, interesting. What has this got to do with kundalini? Everything, small amounts of stress or disease within the muscles, bones, tendons, glands e.t.c. cause the bloodstream to pool or collect around the discomfort. Especially if the discomfort is a reaction to emotional or instinctive fear or disgust, anger, excitement, anxiety, lust, yearning, love. The whole cauldron of emotions thrown in together, hormones, hormones, hormones, adrenaline being probably the biggest factor in reactionary human situations.

The subtle body, as it is called in the study of kundalini awakening and discipline, incorporates the whole system. Nervous system, circulation and glands, energy points, acupuncture points and most importantly, chakra area. These areas as you may or may not know, are the spiritual angelic parts of the spirit body, that’s your soul-spirit body. What spirit mediums see when you leave it e.t.c.

Now everybody sees the spirit body, only in the back of their minds, within the subconscious, we all of us have and all of us continue to do so, for many reasons. The first conscious awareness of twinkles in the eye of another person usually starts with our mothers, as they smile at us, or just look our way. Reflections of light, caused sometimes by the slight inclination of the head in its many possibly positionings.

Then throughout childhood, usually only by trusted sources, we allow ourselves to look directly into the eyes of others, for direct and honest communication by what we see. We are learning to seek positive responses and positive body language, the subtle, more minute body language of the eyes and face. Supported by slight smiles or high energy, high physical energy, the energy of youth. Our personalities are developed through friendships with other like minded, friendly sensitive optimistic, adventurous, sometimes wild and playful others. Our subtle system learns to trust that many people are fun to be around and also can be trusted to let our guard down and relax, never having to fear the energies of those round us.

So with somewhat of a good childhood, we are beginning to unwittingly believe that life is good and all is well, untill we experience bullies or ignorant antisocial lecturers-teachers. Never mind them for the moment. Even though their shells will follow you for the rest of your life. Without the bullies of our past waiting in the ditches and the shadows, yes even the ones that are no longer living. Unhappy souls of the spirit world working in conjunction with unhappy souls around us, organically, all day every day-apocalypse, subtle subliminal, but obvious. Empty vessels living and passed, working together with the winds of change. Bug-bags of wind, another metaphor that reflects reality. Shady personalities that just cant reflect the sunlight off their skin very well, it doesnt like them. Sensitivity repressors, cowards and bullies. Beware,be careful, be vigilant, and relax, otherwise your not flexible enough to evade the idiot zombies of the apocalypse, get it? Escape!

Now, I know I burnt my dinner a bit because Ive been ditching institutions and their obvious failings and I used to not be the knid of person who would. But, enough is enough. No matter what I say about Christianity, its still my prodigal choice. Its there with us for a reason and babies, we have to accept that. Christianty cares, on its own, without priests and nuns, even without a congregation. It does work, its not disfunctional if you keep it spiritual and it is very, very powerfull, absolulutley indominably without question. If you only knew how important it is, that there are religious or spiritual beings around you right now, waiting for you to pick up on the message, the truth, the power, without it changing your life in any outward way (Well it would make a difference.)

There is a power, its real, more real then anything else in your life. It gives ex kundalini failures (No offence, I’m one of them too, a little) back their spirituality and wisdom. Its almost deafening when you re-accept back your old faith, as we say. Even as a Wiccan (Not Goths), warlock, reiki master, Alchemist or practitioner of ancient Pagun (Irish version again) ritual.

Christ doesn’t have a problem with Paguniocht (my made up word) In fact he loves all earth worship. The Virgin Mary has earnestly opened up and said that all gods are the same thing, just different. (As we say, the same, but different)

So, for me, Christ is an energy, fuelled by women mostly, who in my mind are just people who vibrate with an energy, so strong, that the faith and hope it brings is immeasurable to anything else I have experienced. Yet I fear its fundamentalistic beliefs, and keep it spiritual never, ever, ever religious.

I’m too much of a red blooded Celt for religion, its a disaster if you ask me, a total disaster. Feel the presence, don’t prey to it, trust it, visualise it, listen to it, its amazing. Then say a couple of prayers a day, that’s all, keep it simple people!

Whatever character you are experimenting with or choose to choose, or are in conflict about. If you ever ask God to not make you do something, its absolutely guaranteed that you will become what it is you’re fighting against, superlatively.

I’ve seen it and heard it a thousand times. Desperation leads to stress. Be celibate for Christ, its the new non pansexual. It may even catch on. Same goes for failed-sexual, asexual, prostitute on the astral plane, angel in the physical, do it on your own, just don’t do it with anybody else.

Or, whatever. Its like abortion, if you’re pregnant, choose one thing over the other, don’t ask God to stop you, or you will fail to make the right choice. Some relationships should be aborted before they begin, and that’s what the millennium is offering us, pro-choice on future mistakes, they wont happen if we don’t make them. Your kids wont have abortions, if you don’t get anyone pregnant, its all karma. Especially for the foetus. If your a man. Pillars of society, or pillocks of society.