My family
Growing up was never easy,i grew up in polygamy Family, I think I was blind as a child, being a child the innocence and trust you have starts fading away once you start growing up I had always thought my father was so sweet well that though pretty much changed i had discovered it was all an illusion,my mum made sure we loved him unconditionally well I hated him when I started growing up discovered that he abused and molested my mum, physically and mentally.
That made me stayed away from men in general I had this hatred for them and I really tried to hide my hatred well but most times I loose it.
My mum gave birth to my sister(Nana) two years after being married to my dad and within the next 10 years she wasn't able to conceive anymore,not that she didn't want to but she had issues with her womb.She kept having miscarriages which made my dad angry and that was when he started having mistress cause he belived it was my mum's fault and the surprising facts was that they weren't able to conceive too,two years later she had me.
She named me miracle because of the whole ordeal she had been facing and it was a surprise to her and everyone cause they believed she was at fault, Exactly two years later she had the twins (Jackson &Janet)which almost took her life because the labour lasted for about 3hours and she didn't have the strength to push they had tried calling my dad to come sign the paperwork so as to perform surgery on her but they couldn't get hold of him, not surprising because he wasn't aware she was pregnant.
They were able to help her deliver the twins.well he wasn't really in the picture he was wealthy but he wasn't really a good man,whenever he wanted he sent money and it wasn't constant it was once in a month, luckily for my mum she gave birth to the children that weren't had to handle and she also had help from her family.
One of her close friend found a job for her as a Nanny.we took turn taking care of the twins.
That was how things got better for us my sister really sacrificed a lot for us and for that am always grateful.My mum showed us the true meaning of love and family was first before every other thing.
I was famous in college for three things not because I was the most beautiful girl, or any other thing like that but because my IQ was high, I was always scowling and had issues (mood swings,anger issues) my anger issue usually comes whenever I start getting attention from a male or they make the mistake of touching me,either by mistake or otherwise which the new transfer boy did that made me attack him which prompt the school authorities to call my mum and they told her I needed therapy.
I thought I hated men but in my heart it was because I saw my father in every male i see.My mum noticed that and finally asked me I told her I hated men in general that was when she got me the help I needed by paying for a therapist which really helped me, she even had me watching fairytale movie's told me it might not be like that but there was true love(Which she has) and it's also out there and that was when I started believing in true love not just true love but the fairytale ones too.
