seeing him
Allie pov -
‘beep’ ‘beep’ ‘beep’ I groan as i wake up to my annoyingly loud alarm that reads 7:30, great time for another day of school i say with sarcasm in my voice “ALLIE, BREAKFAST ″ I hear my mom yell from downstairs, ugh she knows i don’t eat this early. “ No thanks″ I yell back, I get up and I’m in my onesie with cupcakes on it as I go to my bathroom to do my normal morning routine. I go to my closet to find an outfit. This is the part I dread the most ,I don’t like being big but no one at school can know that I’m a little cause they will judge so I skip past my little clothes and go straight to my big girl clothes. I settle with black ripped jeans with a maroon crop top that says brat in all caps and my all white forces.
When I look at the clock it reads 8:45 well it’s time to leave, i grab my bag that has my school stuff in it and my favorite paci and my favorite stuffie,keys, and water bottle kiss my mom on her forehead and leave. As I walk into my first period class which will be the class that i’m in for the rest of the day cause the freshmen and sophomores have testing today ,I head straight for my seat “ Alright take your seats, the person next to you, will be your partner for the rest of the year” I hear my american literature teacher Mr.cool say, as i head to my seat i see a guy not just any guy the hottest guy i know , I feel my cheeks heat up as I try to distract myself from every thought going through my head, and to make it worse he’s looking at me with a smirk on his face as if he knows what he’s doing to me.
I got to my seat and he looks at me with his ocean blue eyes and i try so hard slip in front of him “what if he thinks i’m weird he’s gonna think im a freak” i quiet my thoughts as the teacher starts the lesson, fast forward till end of class, as i’m putting my macbook in my bag the bell rings we all get up and leave the class i don’t use my locker so i just go straight to my car and it’s just my luck i see joshua walking towards me “hey kitten you left your water bottle” kitten did he just call me kitten omg, i almost slip when he calls me that i take the water bottle and say thank you, i remember at the beginning of class i put my keys in my bad. As i pull my keys out of my bag my paci falls out, realizing that joshua is right beside me i start to panic “oh god he’s gonna think im a freak he will hate me now he’s gonna tell the whole school” he pulls me out of my thought he grabs my water bottle.
“Oh no princess can’t have a dirty paci” he says as he pours the water on it to clean it off. I guess he could tell i was scared cause he put my paci back in my bag and rubbed the side of my face and said “aww no need to be scared princess ik your a little i could tell when you walked in the door this morning” and with those word i melt into his hand like a little kitten ,he smiles a me and as i snap back into reality “umm i should really be getting home now my mom will get worried” he chuckled and walk to his car “ see you later”. When i get home i notice my moms car isn’t outside that’s weird when i get in the house i put my bag down and walk in the kitchen , a note stuck to the fridge “ going out of town to help grandma i’ll see you in a week moneys on top of fridge love you -mom” great so i’m all alone.
I make me some dino nuggets and mac and cheese with apple juice as i take my food in the front room to watch sofia the first i get a text from joshua how did he get my number (J-joshua A-allie)
J-hey princess
A- hewo
J-what are you doin
A- eating dino nuggies and watching sofia the first
J- good your eating, princess you do know who ur talking to right
A- yes i know and i got hugrwy
J-princess are in little space
A-no i a big girl
J- sure you are
A- haha yea i in whittle space
J- your cute
A- teehehehh
A- i sweepy
J- well go take a nap and text me when you wake up
A- otay nigh night
J-night night cutie
I feel my eyes get heavy as i drift of to sleep, as i wake up i realize im home alone and still in little space and i can’t stand to be alone while in little space and to make it worse its storming, i run to my room and hide under my covers as if it will help but it doesn’t. My moms out of town , im anti social so i don’t have any friends except for joshua i think he’s my friend i’m not really sure, but i’m all alone in little space while its storming im so scared so i do something big me will regret, i call joshua and ask him if he can come over because im scared of the storm. 15 minutes later there’s a knock on the door. I go to answer the door when a loud clash of thunder rumbles the house. I scream and rum back to my room and hide.
Then i get a call from josh “princess you have to come open the door i know you’re scared but i can’t protect you from out here” he’s right i build up the strength to run to the door unlock it and run back to my room. I hear footsteps mixed with a really loud clash of thunder i scream and try to hide more under my blanket when my door opens im too scared to move but i know who it is he comes over to my bed and gently moves the blanket over my head and i craw rather quickly over to him and he hugs me tightly whispering sweet nothings into my ear to calm me down.
